legendary goddess

i only wear baggy clothes, showing my body outside of my legs are horrible feelings i don’t like changing in front of ppl, being fully naked or naked at all especially cuz my cherries are very much there 🤮

i can’t even take people complimenting my body seriously especially if it’s calling me small or about my cherries, i was always the tallest girl in class and hit puberty by 3rd grade so i was never small now i’m average height a bit below but i don’t feel it

i wish my body was perfect, with a balanced torso skinny but not scary looking, but also if i get fat it goes to the right places and i have round hips that aren’t too wide but wide enough for a thigh gap naturally and straight posture and cute feet and hands NO hyperpigmentation, clear skin, no wrinkles, NO smile lines because yes smile lines are ugly yall try to do the “oh no i lived a happy life” bitch it’s only cute bc u have a cute face some of us are chopped, smooth legs, a cute 🐱 with no ingrown hairs especially when they leave a mark, A FREKING TINY WAIST, A SMALLER RIBCAGE, FULL BOOBS AND PERKY, HAIRLESS UGHHHHHH

yes i do get mainly complimented on my smile but it’s only bc it’s a NORMAL smile y’all are just used to weird ones and i need someone to sew my mouth shut or give me filler so i never smile againnnnnnnnnn i don’t see what anyone sees

i just wish i was pretty enough to be someone’s muse without ever having to speak to them, or be scouted, i don’t even remember being called cute as a kid bro i went from nonexistent to a child (under 10) with a woman figure like damnnn i ain’t get to breathe, i miss my ed

like yeah he’s a really good friend and i wanna be friends again but i shouldn’t bc he’s so ughhhh sometimes and i have to stand my ground and he acts weird even tho he def likes me but i’m never doing fwb again. but nobody can have him because i want him to myself and i kinda like the leash i have on him buttttt it’s wtv

this won’t mean things like the world cup would happen but as humans we tend to think our way is the right way if u disagree there’s at least one thing you say fs is the right way, i mean we can’t even agree on which side the tp is on or morning or night showers yet we thought moving in together after killing each other was a great idea, we have no respect for the culture especially black american

and how to workout for stronger boob muscles

oddly enough I only express my thoughts and feelings in english, only in korean, french arabic english berber lingala etc are all to embarrassing and cringe for me to say it

but i’ll never be a guys first and they don’t EVER FORGET THEIR FIRST LOVES OR AM(S)EX PARTNERS OR KISSES AND ONLY SEE THEM IN A POSITIVE LIGHT (IF CONSENTED)

im now abnormal, i’ve never even held hands romantically, never dated, not even in prek elementary or middle school, maybe once every 2 years i’m asked out by a guy my age, never had an actual talking stage (my colombian boy was more of a fwb cuz we were friends so he didn’t get to know me romantically or anything), never kissed, had a longing stare, mutual crush, literally nothing

but like so submissive they’d top if you wanted them to but not that i’d want that often but omg

but it’s like i also like a controlling guy, but i don’t want a switch well i could want one but point is i like the two drastic categories

round of applause for service subs

ESPECIALLY IF THEYRE BIG OR AGGRESSIVE LOOKING OR COLD LOOKING THEN BOOM

maybe i’m the switch cuz i can’t tell if i wanna grab them and crack em or be grabbed and cracked