#a4a winter

I do eat obviously. Just very little because I physically can't stomach anything. These episodes are why I've lost any weight at all. I don't lose outside of it. Obviously my weight varies through time especially due to the menstrual cycle. But if I'm 180, one of these week long episodes make me lose 10lbs and I can't gain it back.

Anyways I'm going through that right now so I just want to explain what it feels like because I've genuinely never heard anyone else go through this.

!!tw!!

𝓌𝒽𝓎 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 🛑✋!!

(small list of reasons/scenarios that happen to me <33)

𑣲. 𝓌𝑒𝒶𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔

𑣲. 𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒿𝑒𝒶𝓁𝑜𝓊𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝒴𝒪𝒰

𑣲. 𝒷𝑒𝒾𝓃𝑔 $𝓂@𝟣𝟣𝟥𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑜𝓅𝓅𝓈

𑣲. 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓉𝓃𝑒𝓇 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝓂𝑒𝓃𝓉𝓈 𝑜𝓃 𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝟣𝓃𝓎 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒/𝑔𝑜𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃

𑣲. 𝑔𝑒𝓉𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓅𝒾𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝑒𝒶𝓈𝒾𝓁𝓎

𑣲. 𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓅𝑜𝓅𝓊𝓁𝒶𝓇𝒾𝓉𝓎

𑣲. 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒻𝒶𝓈𝒽𝒾𝑜𝓃𝒶𝒷𝓁𝑒 & 𝒸𝒽𝒾𝒸 𝒾𝓃 𝒷𝒶𝑔𝑔𝓎 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔

𑣲. 𝒶𝓁𝓌𝒶𝓎𝓈 𝓅𝒾𝒸𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓂𝒶𝓁𝓁𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝓈𝒾𝓏𝑒 𝒸𝑜𝓃𝒻𝒾𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓉𝓁𝓎

𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝒻 𝓁𝒾𝓈𝓉 🌙, 𝓇𝑒𝓂𝑒𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹𝓈𝑒𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝒦𝐸𝒴!!

𝒶𝓁𝓌𝒶𝓎𝓈 𝒽𝓎𝒹𝓇𝒶𝓉𝑒 🫧

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