"Anything worth having for is, worth waiting for."
When all of a sudden my heart and my mind stop for about some time to think and expect that the Lord will give me what my heart desires almost exactly 4 years ago. It was just an unexpected thing that i am surprised that it just happened. When my desire to have some special love “pause for a while” maybe because the Lord just wanted me to rest and keep my focus on Him and just finally trust Him that He is about to do something very very great and beautiful.♥️ i know and i really believe He will and can do that. Sometimes, or there are still those days that it would suddenly pop-up and i got to be distracted because that thing called “i hope one day, what if? or someday…” But there’s this thing that, it would just stop and oooopsss! All things will get back to normal! Haha! Yah, its kinda weird though but you know i always think of this, that God just sometimes test or try me if i will give up and make Him kulit again or if i would trade my waiting process in to my wanting thing again for the nth time. Hahaha! Funny right? But well i couldn’t think of anything why would the Lord do that? But i think that is His best way to remind me to be focus and never allow my emotions to mislead me again. 😉
Well, God is omniscient! He is an all-knowing God that’s why i won’t be surprised if He knows everything that is about to happen, He has my future and He holds my heart. :)
Today, as i began to realize these little and big things happening to me right now I still can’t believe that this is me. Hahaha! A lady who has so many worries in her life, a girl who has these too many dramas, what ifs, a futuristic one who is really excited about her life, her love life and her future was suddenly became a girl who is just living one-day at a time. That whatever life’s throws her, she’ll just watch it, stay calm and pray that God is in control of everything. That in the midst of her trials, God is within her, she’ll not fail (Psalm 46:5).
But maybe that is life all about, after all that had happened the Lord is just so so so faithful to build us up again and to pick those pieces of our brokenness, that He is only the one who restores everything, that when He is about to do something new and beautiful He will make you tough, wiser, stronger and braver for the second time around. It can happen for just a glimpse or for a longest-time but in the end if you choose to truly trust Him and give all to Him He will bless you on the things you deserve, He will favor you more than what you desire and will let you feel loved the way you wanted to be loved. ♥️
That’s Him, that is our Heavenly Father in heaven! When He wants You to be in some place He will bring you there as long as you let Him do so. I personally, encountered God for so many times in my life but one thing remains the same that if you have let the Lord be the Lord of your life, your everything you must be willing to give up and surrender things that hinders your relationship with Him. When He asks you to sacrifice something/someone it is just His way to protect you and prepare you for there is always something/someone better He has for you. He has this kind of BEST gift and surprise that you would be amazed and grateful that because of your obedience He’ll let you receive His best.
You know, when the Lord asked you to wait and tell you to don’t rush on things remember that “Anything worth having for is, worth waiting for.” That was, His ultimate promise. Believe me, when it is His will it will never be early and late it will always be in its perfect time. ⌛️
So just keep on praying-waiting-preparing and believing that one day you will be surprise that the Lord bless you and favors you of what You have desire or more than what you deserve. God bless you and keep the faith! Remember He loves you and He always want the best for us His beloved!♥️
