Playing a fictional character

Because sometimes I like to lay on a bed, want to just sleep for 16 hrs, sometimes I want to cook something real good for me, sometimes I want to have one cup of tea or coffee, sometimes I want to go out and visit new places, and sometimes I want to read a lot of books and watch a lot of movies, listen music, watch YouTube and paint all day and night, sometimes

I just want to write, write and write. It's hard for me to tell what I actually like most of the times.

People usually sum up their answers in one line and even I try to I always ended up writing paragraphs, sometimes some people call me too much or clingy because they think I am EXTRA for what they have thought of me but thing they don't know I have trouble finding exact words for one specific thing. My brain have multiple words and it's hard for me to possessed such a big data into small units because after all I am not a machine but HUMAN.

One night we bawled out and pretending to be happy in social media just to earn likes.

We know how to disguise ourselves.

But what we don't know it's concequences. First we have to be happy to look happy. We have to stop filterize our emotions just for the sake of attention.

Talking to yourself looks odd but it's look completely fine when you use any medium to talk to yourself like diary, Twitter, YouTube, and many other platforms where you not only talk to yourself but wish someone to engage with you without looking desperate, unlike you talk to yourself in head whereas you don't want any interruption.

It's 21st century and we can see most people are acting like Robots, AI; the human version of AI. And people like me are expecting them to change(improve). But how can someone think beyond what they have programed(they have trained their minds in specific way like machines) ? It's same like we are expecting from machines to have emotions which are not in their features.

People have limit their brain and it's sad but we have to engulf the reality.

Today I realize when your heart is pure and your intentions are good then the universe itself push bad people out of your life and protect you from them.

Even after being completely broke one night I always end up getting a reason to smile + laugh again next morning and I am blessed.

1. No negativity at all

2. No acquaintance here

3. I can write a big paragraph without any limit

4. Positive vibes

All apologies

What else could I say

Everyone is gay

What else could I write 📝

I don't have the right

What else should I be

All apologies

In the sun

In the sun I feel as one

Married

Buried

I wish I was like you

Easily amused

Find my nest of salt

Everything's my fault

I take all the blame

Aqua seafoam shame

Sunburn, freezer burn