I write! Mostly I wrote one giant TMNT fic that is now finished called Dog Days of Summer, which can be found on AO3. It's a beast of a thing coming in at 420k words and is a slow burn romance between BayDonnie (Bay with some other iteration elements) and an OC that takes place largely at the farmhouse.
But now that that project is done, I have the brain space to start writing smaller things. Will add to this as I go:
Bayverse (ish)
Mysteries of the Universe
Random Blurbs from this Speakeasy AU
Spring Shed
Let Me Provide
I also draw! To find those it's really easier to search the tag adebauchedsloth art, but I also have a not always up to date art post that has a decent amount of them. So far the majority of it is chapter art for Dog Days of Summer.
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Bayverse!TMNT and the sacrifices for their human girlfriend
Leonardo:
If his girlfriend's life is on the line, Leo will completely shatter the ninja code of secrecy. He would march out into the middle of Times Square in broad daylight if that is what it took to save her, fully exposing the existence of mutants to the world without a second thought.
He would willingly disobey a direct order from Master Splinter. If Splinter told him that rescuing her was a tactical trap that endangered the brothers, Leo would hand over his twin katanas, step down as leader, and walk out of the lair alone. He would rather become a rogue ninja and lose his title than lose her.
Raphael:
Raph would drop his pride entirely. If an enemy had her cornered and the only way to save her was to surrender, the angriest, most aggressive brawler in New York would literally drop his sai and fall to his knees. He would beg. For Raph to look an enemy in the eye and say, "Take me, let her go," is the ultimate destruction of his tough-guy ego.
On the flip side, if an enemy hurt her, Raph would break the "honorable combat" rule. He wouldn't fight fair. He wouldn't care about the ninja code of discipline. He would unleash a level of sheer, unhinged brutality that would genuinely terrify his brothers, completely abandoning his self-control.
Donatello:
Donnie would completely abandon reason. If she was caught in a situation where she only had a 0.001% chance of survival, the logical move would be to retreat and regroup. Donnie would ignore the math. He would throw himself into an entirely suicidal mission, letting pure, irrational emotion override his intellect for the first time in his life.
To keep her safe from the Foot Clan or TCRI, Donnie would break every digital law on the planet. He would hack government databases, delete her existence from public records, drain the bank accounts of anyone who threatened her, and turn city infrastructure into a weapon. He would weaponize his genius in a way that crosses every ethical line he usually upholds.
Michelangelo:
If his girlfriend is threatened, the jokes die immediately. He would stop holding back. Mikey is arguably the most naturally gifted and agile of the brothers, but he uses his nunchucks playfully. For her, he would drop the flashy tricks and become a cold, ruthlessly efficient weapon.
Mikey would be willing to permanently lose his innocence. Master Splinter taught them to incapacitate, not destroy. But if someone put their hands on the woman who made Mikey feel like he belonged in the world, he would cross the line from vigilante to executioner, sacrificing his own sunny soul so she wouldn't have to get hurt.
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I just had to pic a Donnie gif. And we get to see his actual eye here so there we go.
Anyway, I woke up with this thought, and the sentiment could technically apply to any of them, but it's more Donnie leaning (as are all my thoughts):
You and Donnie have finally gotten together. You've been friends for quite a while, and you know him really well. His funny quirks, the things that tick him off, what makes him laugh the hardest...but that doesn't mean you know everything about him.
Donnie, for his part, never thought you'd choose him for all those good ol' chestnut reasons. But you did, and he cannot wipe that smile off his face.
That doesnβt mean he doesnβt still have his insecurities. Maybe one day early on you make an offhanded comment about a co-worker of yours and the big shot hedge fund manager she just got engaged to. You donβt give one fig about it, but maybe you said jokingly, βwell, sheβs set for lifeβ. And that hits a soft spot for Don, though at the time you donβt realize it.
One day youβre both at your apartment for the night and youβre doing something mundane, like washing the dishes, when Donnie calls you over to your coffee table. You dry your hands and take a seat next to him on the couch and eye an unfamiliar folder with a reasonably sized stack of papers in it, and one by one he starts pulling sheets out and laying them down for your review.
It's his bank account balance. His list of patents. His whatever. He wants to show that he can provide for you in that traditional sense, too. Maybe he canβt reasonably provide routine vacations to far flung places, but he wants you to know you he has plans and security. He doesnβt want you to worry about what you'll both do when you're old and gray (because he very much wants to grow old and gray with you).
He's outlined his financial plan and expected growth for the next ten years.
He has a spreadsheet of his patents and the net income they bring in annually.
Heβs researched new apartment listings for you for places that are nicer and closer to him (and easier for him to access) and heβs worked out the financing and what the cost differential would be over your current place and how he could make up the difference...or pay more. He'd be happy to do it, but doesn't want you to feel pressured.
Or you could move down into the lair with him. Heβs got blueprints for an extension to the lair he could build, one that would give you both more privacy from his brothers. And sure enough thereβs a graph of how you could invest that money you're saving on rent and what that could look like in 5, 10, and 15 years.
He even has paperwork ready for you to sign so you can be added as a beneficiary to his accounts should something ever happen to him. Heβs already got it set up for his brothers. It makes sense that you are on it, too.
It's a lot, and it's very sweet of him to be concerned about, but mostly youβre just stunned. You didnβt need or expect any of this.
When you turn to tell him that, however, he looks somehow both hopeful and afraid, like the next words out of your mouth carry so much more weight than youβre ready for. And now all you want to do is reassure him. So you kiss him, and tell him thank you.
You donβt need for him to prove to you that he can provide for you, but in that moment you sense that itβs important to him, and so you let him ramble on, and ask questions, and show how impressed you are. Over the course of the conversation he even puffs up a little, feeling pleased with himself and seeing him happy makes you happy.
Most importantly, though, is that you're letting yourselves dream of a future where you grow old and gray together.
First I couldn't accept this version when I first looked. And then fell in love. It reminds me of real stories about how future husband at first sight did not like. And then...π€
100% yes. I think the first time I saw the Bay Boys I just texted my childhood best friend with the words βTHEYβRE WEARING PANTSβ. It was such a far departure from the models I grew up on. And then they grew on me. I will tell anyone, Donnie is 100% husband material.
Watching the two movies long enough now Iβve seen the little details that Michael Bay has put on each turtle and in their living space. Very interesting how many little details you can fit on one single character.
The First Swords
Around eleven or twelve, Splinter gave Leo his first two katanas that he used in every sense. For practice, for play like when cutting pizza, making his mistakes early as he should before getting the real blades. Even after earning real katanas, one of those practice swords still sits on a shelf in the dojo, too worn to train with but too meaningful to throw away.
Learning The Wraps
When Leo first began wrapping his hands and forearms, they were always uneven and came loose during training. He would quietly unwrap them and start over until he could tie them perfectly. By adulthood, wrapping his gear had become a ritual something he could do almost without thinking before every patrol.
His First Leadership Journal
I truly believe this turtle has a journal he keeps quotes inside from Splinter, the many books he reads that are important and motivational, not only that but the little message on the inside either the front or the back of the book says βProtect them first.β He always puts his brothers first no matter what happens.
The Shoulder Guard
Raphael hated wearing armor when he was younger. After one too many bruised shoulders from sparring and patrols, Donnie pieced together a crude shoulder guard from old sports pads and scrap metal. Raph complained about the weight constantly, but after realizing he wasn't getting hurt nearly as often, he never took it off. And eventually we see that evolved shoulder pad in 2016.
The Dock Chain
One rainy night as a teenager, Raphael found a length of heavy chain tangled around an abandoned piling near the docks. He hauled it home simply because he thought it looked useful. It became a climbing tool, a training weight, and eventually a story to tell in a pile of work out gear.
The Repaired Sai
One of Raphael's sai has a handle reinforced beneath its leather wrap. It cracked during an early patrol when he blocked a hard strike. Donnie offered to replace it, but Raphael refused. To him, a repaired weapon had more character than a brand-new one. Iβd like to think thatβs the extra he keeps in his shell.
The Swim Goggles
Before the high-tech goggles, Donnie wore an old pair of children's swim goggles he found washed into the sewer. Like what we see in 2014 when he was a kid. They fogged constantly, leaked around the edges, and looked ridiculous but they sparked an obsession with improving everything he wore. Every version after that became more advanced.
The Backpack
Donnie's backpack started with nothing more than a screwdriver and a flashlight. Every time one of his brothers asked if he had something useful, another tool found its way inside. Years later, the backpack had become so overloaded that only Donnie knew where anything was.
The Shelf of "Useful Junk"
One corner of Donnie's workspace is stacked with broken radios, old circuit boards, cracked drones, and loose motors. To everyone else it's a pile of junk. To Donnie, every single piece is waiting for the right project.
The First Sunglasses
Michelangelo found his first pair of sunglasses floating through a storm drain after heavy rain. One lens was scratched, and they were much too big, but he wore them proudly anyway. Ever since then, sunglasses became part of who he was.
The Bracelet Collection
Almost every bracelet and necklace Mikey owns has a story. A colorful bead from Chinatown. A pendant discovered during patrol. A braided bracelet April tied around his wrist one afternoon as a joke. He keeps them all because every one reminds him of a good memory.
The Pizza Magnet
As a kid, Mikey found a tiny pizza-shaped refrigerator magnet. Instead of putting it on the fridge, he stuck it to a metal pipe beside his bed. It stayed there for years, becoming one of those little things that quietly made the lair feel like home.
The Meditation Mat
Long before the brothers were old enough to meditate with him, Splinter wove his own simple mat from old rope and fabric scraps. It became his place for reflection, prayer, and quiet thought, eventually wearing thin from decades of faithful use.
His Sons
In the clip in 2014 when he puts all the boys to bed, I love it so much all because heβs just trying to take care of these four babies sleepy. Also a bunch of respect to him for learning all that in such a random time because rats in general are smart.
The Old Couch
The couch in the living room came from an apartment renovation years earlier. The brothers spent nearly an entire night dragging it through maintenance tunnels. By the time they got it home, they were exhausted, filthy, and laughing too hard to care that one armrest had fallen off.
The Television
The television barely worked when Donnie found it sitting beside a dumpster. Over several weeks he repaired it piece by piece using scavenged electronics. The first movie the family watched together on it turned into an argument over who got to pick, but none of them ever forgot that night.
The Punching Bag
Raphael's first punching bag was nothing more than an old duffel bag stuffed with worn-out clothes. He destroyed it in less than a month. Every replacement became stronger, until Donnie finally built one sturdy enough to survive Raphael's training sessions.
The Kitchen Table
The large table where the family gathers wasn't built all at once. It started as a plain workbench that Splinter must have dragged when the boys were just tots. They had to have somewhere to eat. But as the boys got older then over the years it was repaired, replaced, and salvaged and made new. By the time of the 2016 film, it had become the heart of the lairβa place where they ate, argued, planned missions, celebrated victories, and simply enjoyed being a family.
They may not have had our ways of starting out in life but they made it work. They have a place to eat, sleep, talk, train, and all good memories on how they did it too. There is so much more stuff in the lair that Iβm sure we as viewers canβt see everything, but this is what I see on the surface so far.
Lil blurb time! I never tag these, so I hope my people sees this. Suggestive, gender neutral, influenced by my sleepiness. Amen.
Sleepy Mikey who, even when you're just kissing, can't help but press against you, hip to hip. It's almost involuntary, rocking you both at a slow languid pace.
He's got one hand shoved up your shirt and the other shoved in your bottoms, not to stimulate but just to feel.
Mikey's always half awake and mumbling about how good you are, how warm you feel, how pretty you look, so different from his awake hyper self. More whiney, more open, more, more, more. The bed is warm and slightly suffocating, sweat collecting on your body, occasionally licked away when he becomes a little more lucid to notice.
Nothing happens, nobody finishes, and he's back to sleep, head tilted and mouth parted, hands twitching under your clothes.
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Even in a crowded room, surrounded by important and high ranking individuals, your eyes still found his. That magnetic pull, bringing your attention to one another after so many years apart.
It was as if the world around you both slowed down, allowing you to take each other in.
Your heart was racing, beating so loudly in your ears. You hadn't spoken to Leonardo in 5 years. Hadn't spoken to either him, Master Splinter or his three brothers; Donatello, Michelangelo and Raphael or anyone within that circle.
And yet you still felt drawn to Leo after all these years. After his harsh words cut you deeply and left behind a pain you would probably never get over.
And for him, you still took his breath away. To him you held his heart in your hand, had a power over him that left him aching for more of you. But he knew deep down that having you close to him again, was nothing more but wishful thinking.
He remembered that day like it had only just recently happened. All the words exchanged in a fiery, assault, meant to hurt you both. But the thing that he remembered so clearly, was your face when you took in his words and the realisation of what he said, washing over him so quickly.
But it was too late. The damage was done.
He watched as you put walls up between you, watched as you stepped back and demanded he leave. He remembered watching, with utter heartbreak and guilt, you grasp the necklace around your neck and throwing it at his feet with tears forming.
"Please, [Y/N]" he has whispered in an attempt to reach you. But it was too late to go back.
"Just leave Leo," you asked through a sob. Your back was towards him as you leaned against the counter top of your kitchen bench.
He remembered picking up your necklace, taking one last look at you and leaving.
After that all means of communication stopped. Leonardo's brother's hadn't heard from you, neither had Master Splinter, Casey, Vern or April.
He had lost you.
That realisation hit you both and that deep ache in your chest returned, breaking you from the trance you were in the minute you saw Leonardo. You broke eye contact first, turning your eyes downwards and turning your head away from his direction.
He watched the way your face fell as you saw him and that broke his heart. You turned completely now, back towards him as you rushed out towards the exit of the building.
He watched you leave without a word, feeling that heartache return and felt that gap between you grow even more.
Leonardo hadn't realised his arm was reaching for you, his heart yearning for your return. But despite wanting too follow you, he couldn't move.
As much as I love sweet fluff, I also like to see the characters sit and feel the weight of their actions sometimes. I can imagine a reconciliation if I want, but this on its own is just the right amount of angst π
Finally finished my May story prompt, I'm behind but I've been steady writing. This one is based on the premise of an "accidental kiss" and all that ensues. Huge shout out to the amazing Laundry for keeping me in the loop and motivated.
Of course it's about our favorite leader in Blue. π I would love any and all reviews to help me improve my writing! Love this community we have!
This is link to my story on AO3 - Once Upon a Maybe
As a biker myself, i love that there's a biker in the group. Feels appropriate that its Raph. We mostly see it in the Next Mutation, 2003, and IDW iterations, and there's a brief cameo of him on a bike in the second bayverse movie, but only to knock off a pursuer and not because he using it as a mode of transport. I havent watched the other iterations of TMNT yet to know if he rides in the other ones, but these are my headcanons based on the iterations I have seen:
Raphael's motorcycle
Raphael's bike is a custom build from whatever they could find and fix up for sure
He likes the positioning of a roadster, sitting upright helps with positioning his shell on the bike
Functionally, he'd prefer a scrambler, something multi functioned so he won't have to worry too much about tearing up the bike if he has to veer off the roads
He would probably do well on a sports bike but he seems like the type to prefer the retro aesthetic
The bike's looks are heavily modeled after a Bonneville for sure for sure for sure
Working on his bike (and probably by extension, other turt vehicles) is a bonding activity for Raph and Donnie
They custom build a 1200cc HP engine so he can have his big ass frame and some good speed
They add better suspension for frequency of impact (under Raph's mutant weight, itll give the bike a better fighting chance when he does all his dramatic off ramp jumps), thicker grips for his big ass hands, and wider wheels for enhanced load capacity (and just because Raph thinks it looks cooler)
Definitely has a full faced helmet or a open faced helmet with tinted visor instead of the half shell helmet he has in NM
Raph is pretty laid back about a lot of things, but not his bike
He has a monthly maintenence schedule he keeps up with religiously, which is also when he'll give it a good wash and wax
He and Donnie always go to the scrapyard together for car and bike parts
Besides himself, only Donnie is allowed to ride his motorcycle
Raph once tried to teach Mikey how to ride but it was a very long process over a span of week and ended when Mikey accidentally did a wheelie and crashed the bike into some bushes
Splinter has a picture of Raph holding Mikey balanced on the motorcycle like two kids learning on a bicycle; its one of his favorite memories
Raph did offer to teach Leo but he said he knew enough and refused to get on
Donnie was the only one he didnt have to teach, like the genius he is
Secretly, Raphael named his motorcycle the Doctor, because his and Donnie's initials are carved somewhere on the frame -- 'D. R.'
Raphael and a biker partner
They meet on a backroad outside of the city, both just wanting to cruise and feel the exhilarating freedom that comes with riding a motorcycle
Instead of being freaked out by his appearance, they were instead impressed by his custom build
Obviously the two have a race after talking bikes for a while
They smoke him, but just by a hair
The two continue to meet when they can at the same time and place
Sometimes they'll give Raphael some parts they switched out, and for his birthday, they buy him a much wanted upgrade, brand new
Thats how Raph got his genuine leather saddle bags
His family asks him where hes getting these things but its his little secret, for now anyway
Raphael offered to give them a ride on his motorcycle once but his shell took up the space for the passenger seat, so instead they stood up on the pegs and gripped his gear straps instead
Raph made sure to drive the speed limit and be extra gentle on the turns
They offered to give Raph a ride on their bike in turn
He refused at first but they eventually won out
Raph tries to keep his distance as best he can and grip the seat below but they simply grabbed his arms and wrap them around their waist
"Hold tight, I dont want to lose you."
The EYE CONTACT β¨οΈ
Raphael almost passes out from blushing so hard
Eventually he relaxes against their body and allows himself to not be in control for once and put his safety completely in someone else's hands
It was one of the greatest sensations of his life
For once he didnt feel the weight of his existence or his duty, no expectations or hiding, he was just him, and this human, the one who didnt run screaming, who gifted him things just because and never asked for anything in return, held his heart
At the end of the ride, neither of them move to get off the bike, they let him stay and hold them a little longer as they turn off their bike, the stillness and the silence of the night taking them both
When Raph finally decides to pull away, its with a guilty feeling that hes overstayed his welcome and he makes the awkward excuse that hes expected home
He walks over to his bike but feels something at his back
When he turns, its them; they followed him over and leans forward, corners him against his bike so he has to lean back against it
They've taken off their helmet and they have messy hair and imprints on their cheeks but they've never looked more gorgeous than now
They lean forward even more and Raphael's heart is going a million miles a minute as they whisper, "I thought i asked you to hold tight.."
His eyes go wide and cross as they close the distance and gently kiss him through his helmet and oh my god he can see each individual eyelash
When they pull away, their body is pressed flush against his, and so, so warm
He doesnt miss a beat; he ungracefully removes his helmet, wraps his thick arms around them and pulls them into kiss, a real kiss
Their lips are the softest things hes ever had the joy to encounter and his heart explodes in his chest as their arms wrap around his neck, deepening their connection
When Raph returns home later that evening, hes still seeing stars and his cheeks hurt from smiling so much
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(A/n): Day 95 of ignoring the one shot drafts and ideas piling up in my phone and doing headcanons. Hey folks, this is me trying to keep your attention π« And yup, I think we know what I mean when I say "noises". Lil headcanon post while I work on other stuff!
- People usually coin him as the quiet type, and I typically agree with that, but let me give you more
- Leo is breathing, first few strokes inside of you have him doing long -- meditative almost -- breaths. He's whispering reassurances, calling you good, talking about soft you are, narrating the way you tremor when he's slipping in
- "You take it so well, I want to keep you, just like this. Right under me and wanting."
- Picking up the pace is when the talking gets a little more clipped, his breathing picks up, he's got one hand gripping you and another gripping the pillow or headboard.
- "Fuck, make that noise again", "Keep squeezing around me", "You can do it, baby -- shit you feel good"
- The only time you hear him moan, really moan, is choked out and broken up with his snout pressed into your hair and his hands squeezing what it can. Maybe if he were tipsy it'd be more harmonic, something breathy and drawn out and so unlike him that if you brought it up he'd deny it
Raph:
- Animalistic. This man churrs and grunts and groans and while on paper it doesn't sound sexy, in your ear it's another story
- Big on dirty talk and man handling your body. You've got two big hands on your waist, picking up your bottom half and tilting your hips. He wants to see all of it
- "C'mon baby, spread em, lemme see what's mine", "You want me to fuck this tight ass? Say please."
- His favorite thing is setting the pace hard and fast but trying to get you to talk to him. You're bent over with your head in the pillow? His big hand is reaching to cup your neck and pull you up against him. Raphael wants to hear you stutter and stumble
- "That feel good? You want me to keep going? Say please and maybe I'll let you come on this dick"
- When he finishes it's a long, strung out curse. He's groaning over you, hands gripping the sheets so hard they pull off the edge of the bed. Masculine as fuck in every sense of the word, smelling like musk and sex
Donnie:
- I feel like people are maybe torn on Donnie. Does he whimper and crack? Does he take charge and pull you around? Well, I like to think, he's got the voice snd vocab of the first, but the body language and instincts of the second
- He can't help the way his voice breaks when he sinks into you, desperately trying to keep his eyes open instead of letting them slip shut because he wants to see everything. But he also can't help the way he's pulling you, hands on the inside of your thighs, pushing them so far apart they ache
- "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, fuck you just feel so good, I can't help it", "Please let me see you, all of you, open your eyes"
- He's demandingly needy, unable to stop moaning while he tries to tell you what he wants. Thinking it better to just show you while burying his face into your hair and letting go. You're simply bent to his will while his hips stutter and he pumps into you
- "So so good for me, always so wet", "Come around me, make me happy, I wanna see it"
- Actually blanks when he finishes, jaw locked and breathing heavy through his nose. He doesn't make a sound until he's done, a giggle in his throat he can't help when he sees the mess he's made out of you
Mikey:
- The jack of all trades, Mikey can be whoever you want him to be. You want teary eyed and a mess? Done. You want him hissing dirty talk and forcing you to look at him while he tongue fucks you? Also done
- Either way, by default, he's a breathy moaner. Not afraid to let you hear it, whispering little bits and pieces about how you feel, how you taste. You'll know his direct line of thinking
- "How the fuck do you always taste so good?? Could do thus for hours...", "Skin is so fucking soft babe, squeeze them thighs around me"
- He loves eye contact, gets a complex over it, seeing the way you try and look anywhere but at him, at what he's doing to you. Mikey can't help squishing your face in his hand or patting at your cheek to keep you focused on him
- "Nah, don't look away, look at me, let me see them pretty eyes", "Who makes you feel this good?"
- Vocal finisher, the air rushes out of him and he's gasping and trying to say I love you and trying to tell you how good you make him feel, and it's all tied together in a pretty and breathy sigh, trying to nuzzle his face into your skin
An AU where Donatello, hardened by the war between humans and mutants, ends up finding a home in the last person he ever expected. A slow-burn enemies-to-lovers story, built through shared experiences, small acts of kindness, and the slow rebuilding of trust. ππ’