AceTalk

My boyfriend was with me, my friends were with me, it was not so hot, I wore my mask all the time and I never felt safer in a crowded place more in my life.

I was happy and proud, so much that I post pictures everywhere for everyone one to see.

And I saw flags that match mine everywhere.

But mostly lots of young people where there wearing ace/aro flags and I find this so important

Het it's not the norm

But love and sexual attraction isn't too

We are not broken, life its other than this things too

Be ace

And for what I'm the most happy? The fuking horny hormones are gone.

I practically lived an entire month or more of every day aces crisis

Today we made history

I have a new hope for my country

This is it, I write this down now

I was lucky that it never became that bad that was really a problem, but it still was there.

It's still there.

Around 13/14 I grow up a lot without gaining weight and I was able to overcome it.

Since then I grow up more. I was 1.40m tall at 13 weighting like 45kg? Now at 25 I'm tall little less than 1.70m and the last time I weighted myself was around 53kg. At 17/18 I was perfect. At 22 my boobs still grow and ruined everything.

I wear an xs most of the time, but I wear a 3c of bra so I have to wear an m or an l on top and an xs on bottom.

But in my mind I'm never and xs.

Every fuckin time I go shopping a take an m, thinking ill fit it? Maybe an l it's better.

And every fuckin time I have to come back for an xs.

My significant other wear an m. I know I'm smaller than him. I know I'm practically half of him. But still in my mind I see myself like that.

Been intollerant at everything it's not helping either way, coz my stomach it's always blow up.

I'm happy

My skills and knowledge should not be determined by my apparence.

In 2021 i still have to dye my hair in a natural colour if I want to find a job and this make me sick.

It started as a joke and now i found myself gathering the ingredients for dumplings to make for Valentine's Day coz my significant other is a dick head but i still want to make something special for him.

I have a general despise for romantic things, i especially hate the cheesy red and pink decoration, but what i hate the most is that i can make dumplings every day of the year but this batch would be special just for this commercial festivity.