Wish I had something to draw, but maybe later when I’m not overwhelmed with my whole day.
As someone who was taught that I had to either wait for someone to settle down with or to expect to have a family sooner than expected, it’s a relief to just believe I can just love someone non-romantically and share my love that doesn’t have to be one sole person.
I want to share my love without any implications that I want to be in a relationship with them or feel more happy being by myself than expected to find my romantic partner. As much as I enjoy these stories about someone else’s fairytale, or finding a partner they are happy with I’m OK being by myself without feeling the same experience.
Don’t get me wrong. I enjoy romance anime, and a lot of fanart that are either explicit or just pure fluff, but that doesn’t mean I have to experience that to enjoy it.
I’m happy just to be me and to try to share a similar love with my friends and family without thinking I need to settle down or to expect to have a family of my own.
I hope that that’s a good example of how I feel when I think of myself as an a aroace individual who I get mistaken for as a guy because I choose to be a masculine girl than a feminine type. I also just don’t care to look good for people, but only just dress on how I feel comfortable and how I feel for the day.