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SHE’S INTIMATELY FAMILIAR WITH THE FEELING OF GRIEF. her grandmother, trevor… and even herself. loss is nothing new to the witch, neither is pain. it’s so obvious that he’s hurting, and while she had tried to convince herself to keep walking, her conscious got the better of her. thankfully her glamour charm is working as it should, her red-gold hair shining, dark eyeliner making those blue-gray eyes POP, her hands not so ghostly pale as she sits next to him and lets one sit atop his shoulder.
her gaze drifts upward to the MISSING poster plastered onto the brick behind them, and her stomach sinks. a pretty girl with a smile on her face stares back at the witch, bright eyes full of life, and lee takes note of whatever words she can make out below the picture. “…i’m sorry.” SHE’S ALWAYS APOLOGIZING, but this time, she certainly means it.
“are you close?” she does well catching herself before she can use the PAST TENSE. after all– the girl is MISSING, not DEAD. (however… she knows just how long people can hold onto hope despite how quickly others are to give it up.) lee doesn’t want to pry, but it certainly seems as if HE NEEDS TO TALK; maybe a stranger with no horse in the race would be able to provide him with some sort of… CLOSURE– ??
carefully, lee lowers her hand to his upper back, dark-nailed fingers tracing a runic circle in hopes the spell might ease his mind. (she hopes he doesn’t notice…) “is she a friend, girlfriend?”
HE FEELS LIKE A FUCKING FRAUD. sitting here, getting sympathy from someone nice. she doesn’t have a clue that he’s the reason she’s on that poster, doesn’t have a clue that his hands are stained with lexie’s blood. that night still rings clearly in his mind, hasn’t left his mind since it happened. it’s easy to pretend nothing’s happening, that nothing’s wrong, but it’s not true. the truth, harsh and unfortunate, is that lexie is dead and mitch killed her.
he wants to scream, wants to yell at her to get her hand off of him, wants to tell her he’s a fucking murderer and deserves whatever punishment he gets. but he remains quiet, instinctually leans into the touch. no matter how aware he is of what he did and what happened, he can’t let himself wallow in those feelings. his brain just won’t let him, forces logic out of him at every opportunity. what’s done is done, there’s no point in being sad about it now.
“no. we weren’t.” he doesn’t notice the past tense, but uses it with conviction. SHE’S DEAD. it doesn’t matter what the poster says, it’s all bullshit. there’s no chance of finding her, no one will ring the hotline. lexie brown is dead and buried. LITERALLY. there’s no going back. her fingers tracing along his back feels nice, even if he feels like he doesn’t deserve comfort. he highly doubts she’d provide the same comfort if she knew the truth. “she was a friend, i guess. she never really liked me much, but... i was on the camping trip when she—” he stops himself just short of saying fell. when she died.
@theiremile : ❛ i know you better than you think i do . ❜ (this is a Threat.)
he knows that emile is dangerous, that the man could kill him in a heartbeat if he so chose. but it’s not as if mitch wants to give in, to be a helpless fucking kid. no, he’s not about to let himself be weakened like that. ❝ you don’t know shit about me. ❞ he tries to match emile’s level of threat, but that’s clearly not possible. it still sounds semi-threatening, but to the leader of an infamous gang? probably not so much.
CONFRONTATIONS
“ you have to talk to someone, eventually. it doesn’t have to be me, but. you need to. ”
“ i’m not leaving until you tell me what’s going on. ”
“ you may like to pretend, but i don’t. something is wrong and you’re hiding it from me. ”
“ you can’t even say that and look me in the eyes. you’re clearly lying. just tell me the truth. ”
“ everyone else might be buying it, but i don’t. what’s wrong? ”
“ you’re not fine. you’re clearly not fine. and you don’t have to keep saying that you are. ”
“ you can talk to me, you know. whatever you have to say, i’m not gonna judge you or do anything. i just want to listen. ”
“ you can’t run away from this forever. ”
“ i can’t keep acting like i don’t see something is wrong with you. ”
“ you keep acting like if you let down your guard the world will end. ”
“ stop brushing me off. i know something is going on. ”
“ hey— look at me. you can talk to me. ”
“ i don’t know if you think you’re being strong or protecting me, but i don’t need you to keep painting on smiles when you’re clearly upset. ”
“ why don’t you trust me enough to let me in? ”
“ you think if you run around taking care of everyone else, no one will notice you’re falling apart. ”
“ you keep acting like you’re looking for an excuse to leave. ”
“ stop. just stop trying to avoid this. shutting me out isn’t going to fix the problem. ”
“ you do realize you don’t have to do this alone right? ”
“ you think you’re handling this on your own but you’re not. that’s not how it works when the people who care about you can see you’re suffering but refusing to ask for help. ”
“ you don’t get a choice this time. i’m helping you. ”
“ why do you keep lying to me like i don’t know ever time you try it? ”
“ i don’t know why you seem to think you have to hide your pain. ”
“ i don’t know why you thought i wasn’t going to notice. but i see right through you. ”
“ i know you’re having nightmares again. ”
“ why are you acting like this? ”
“ don’t change the subject. i saw you crying. ”
“ you fucked it up. ”
“ what the hell is wrong with you? ”
“ just tell me what the fuck the problem is? ”
“ did you just flinch away from me? ”
“ i trusted you. why can’t you trust me too? ”
— sharp objects, gillian flynn

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SEND ‘ I didn’t know who else to call… ’ FOR MY MUSE TO CALL YOURS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT WHILE IN DISTRESS
feel free to elaborate as much as possible and add ‘ + 🔁 ’ to reverse the roles !
The Diaries of Franz Kafka, 1910-1913 | Empty by JMFenner91 on devinart | Katherine Arden, The Bear and the Nightingale | Christa Wolf, Cassandra | art by Holly Warburton | Sarah Dessen, Lock and Key | art by Maureen Paley
ok this essay (and the one i have yet to start) is kicking my ass i’m probably not gonna be on much today or tomorrow but i will be on discord so feel free to hmu there @ quintennyson#6781
Herman Hesse, from “Steppenwolf” // art(cropped) by Evan M. Cohen // Mary Oliver, Long Life : Essays and Other Writings // art by Beya Rebaï // Rainer Maria Rilke, Letters to a Young Poet // art by María Medem
Exist slowly, softly like the trees
Ada Limón, Mowing // Shaun Tan, The Blue Cow // Shaun Tan, A Temple for Cows //Czesław Miłosz, Notes // Jean Paul Sartre, Nausea

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@theiremile : ✿
FRIENDSHIP. childhood friends / work buddies or coworkers / family friends / friends with benefits / smoking buddies / adventure buddies / fake friends / recently friends / party buddies / friendship of need / dying friendship / circumstantial friendship / partners in crime / old friendship / [ your muse ] is the good influence / [ your muse ] is the bad influence / [ my muse ] is the good influence / [ my muse ] is the bad influence / opposites attract / ride or die / frenemies / roommates or flatmates / penpals / exes to friends / enemies to friends / other .
ROMANCE. childhood sweethearts / [ your muse is mines ] childhood crush / [ my muse is yours ] childhood crush / exes / exes to lovers / forbidden lovers / highschool sweethearts / secret relationship / opposites attract / long distance / unrequited [ from your muses side ] / unrequited [ from my muses side ] / unrequited [ from both sides ] / skinny love / friends to lovers / enemies to lovers / spurious relationship / power couple / newly entered / soulmates [ metaphorical ] / soulmates [ literal ] / awkward / turning toxic / toxic love / cheating [ on your muse ] / cheating [ with your muse ] / other .
FAMILIAL. siblings [ half ] / siblings [ step ] / [ my muse ] is an older sibling figure to your younger sibling figure / [ my muse ] is a younger sibling figure to your older sibling figure muse / [ my muse ] is a parental figure to yours / [ my muse ] is a child figure to your muse / guardian figure / legal guardian / adoptive child / foster child / [ your muse ] is taken under mines wing / [ my muse ] is taken under yours wing / other .
ANTAGONISTIC. dangerous to each other / dangerous to others / unpredictable / rivals / petty / developing into sexual or romantic tension / based off family matters / based of off circumstance / based of professional matters / based off misunderstanding or lies / conflict of ideology / betrayal / hero - villain dynamic / enemies / fight club / friends turned enemies / lovers turned enemies / exes turned enemies / other .
@neverafters / grayson : ✿
FRIENDSHIP. childhood friends / work buddies or coworkers / family friends / friends with benefits / smoking buddies / adventure buddies / fake friends / recently friends / party buddies / friendship of need / dying friendship / circumstantial friendship / partners in crime / old friendship / [ your muse ] is the good influence / [ your muse ] is the bad influence / [ my muse ] is the good influence / [ my muse ] is the bad influence / opposites attract / ride or die / frenemies / roommates or flatmates / penpals / exes to friends / enemies to friends / other .
ROMANCE. childhood sweethearts / [ your muse is mines ] childhood crush / [ my muse is yours ] childhood crush / exes / exes to lovers / forbidden lovers / highschool sweethearts / secret relationship / opposites attract / long distance / unrequited [ from your muses side ] / unrequited [ from my muses side ] / unrequited [ from both sides ] / skinny love / friends to lovers / enemies to lovers / spurious relationship / power couple / newly entered / soulmates [ metaphorical ] / soulmates [ literal ] / awkward / turning toxic / toxic love / cheating [ on your muse ] / cheating [ with your muse ] / other .
FAMILIAL. siblings [ half ] / siblings [ step ] / [ my muse ] is an older sibling figure to your younger sibling figure / [ my muse ] is a younger sibling figure to your older sibling figure muse / [ my muse ] is a parental figure to yours / [ my muse ] is a child figure to your muse / guardian figure / legal guardian / adoptive child / foster child / [ your muse ] is taken under mines wing / [ my muse ] is taken under yours wing / other .
ANTAGONISTIC. dangerous to each other / dangerous to others / unpredictable / rivals / petty / developing into sexual or romantic tension / based off family matters / based of off circumstance / based of professional matters / based off misunderstanding or lies / conflict of ideology / betrayal / hero - villain dynamic / enemies / fight club / friends turned enemies / lovers turned enemies / exes turned enemies / other .
@neverafters / raven : ✿
FRIENDSHIP. childhood friends / work buddies or coworkers / family friends / friends with benefits / smoking buddies / adventure buddies / fake friends / recently friends / party buddies / friendship of need / dying friendship / circumstantial friendship / partners in crime / old friendship / [ your muse ] is the good influence / [ your muse ] is the bad influence / [ my muse ] is the good influence / [ my muse ] is the bad influence / opposites attract / ride or die / frenemies / roommates or flatmates / penpals / exes to friends / enemies to friends / other .
ROMANCE. childhood sweethearts / [ your muse is mines ] childhood crush / [ my muse is yours ] childhood crush / exes / exes to lovers / forbidden lovers / highschool sweethearts / secret relationship / opposites attract / long distance / unrequited [ from your muses side ] / unrequited [ from my muses side ] / unrequited [ from both sides ] / skinny love / friends to lovers / enemies to lovers / spurious relationship / power couple / newly entered / soulmates [ metaphorical ] / soulmates [ literal ] / awkward / turning toxic / toxic love / cheating [ on your muse ] / cheating [ with your muse ] / other .
FAMILIAL. siblings [ half ] / siblings [ step ] / [ my muse ] is an older sibling figure to your younger sibling figure / [ my muse ] is a younger sibling figure to your older sibling figure muse / [ my muse ] is a parental figure to yours / [ my muse ] is a child figure to your muse / guardian figure / legal guardian / adoptive child / foster child / [ your muse ] is taken under mines wing / [ my muse ] is taken under yours wing / other .
ANTAGONISTIC. dangerous to each other / dangerous to others / unpredictable / rivals / petty / developing into sexual or romantic tension / based off family matters / based of off circumstance / based of professional matters / based off misunderstanding or lies / conflict of ideology / betrayal / hero - villain dynamic / enemies / fight club / friends turned enemies / lovers turned enemies / exes turned enemies / other .
#a sweet, injured boy
@theiremile : ❝ if you came here lookin' for empathy for what you did to alex, & the grief you've put jay, my cousin through, little mitch-bitch, ❞ begins the man to the other flatly, his expression even moreso as he calmly twirls the knife in his hand, ❝ you've come to the wrong goddamn person. ❞
HE'S TOTALLY FUCKED. there's no denying it, no getting around it. the leader of the deadliest gang in the country knows what he did, the knife in his hand makes it clear that he intends to get his revenge in a slow, bloody, messy way. mitch isn't afraid, not really. emile is terrifying, sure, but he's not afraid. he knows what he did, knows he deserves to suffer for what he did. he's not looking for empathy. truth is, he doesn't know what he's looking for. despite the fact that he's known for his stoicism, the boy has been entirely overwhelmed by guilt and anxiety for the past year. he may not have the best way of dealing with it, what with the way he's been actively making things worse for everyone, but he's doing his best. his best just has a way of being focused entirely on himself, no real care for the wellbeing of the others.
❝ I'm not looking for empathy. ❞ voice is flat, unwavering. it's easy to remain calm and unafraid when he knows what's coming, knows he deserves it. some part of him even craves it. of course emile wants him dead, he's done nothing but cause people suffering. he put alex through hell, and god knows what it did to jayden when he'd tried to convince the boy of his own guilt. it had all been messy, and while mitch doesn't REGRET anything he did, doesn't see any of it as a mistake, he does feel somewhat bad about the way it all turned out. his focus drops to the knife, expression unmoving. maybe the knife can carve out the anxiety that lays within him. plunge it in deep, cut up whatever remains live inside of him, tear it all apart. rip it to shreds. IT’S WHAT HE DESERVES.

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breaking news: local gang leader ready to take a crowbar to the head of one (1) local mitch-bitch for hurting his cousin’s girl, putting his cousin through Hell, & threatening his own partner… more at eleven
me, channeling t/eddy dun.can: all i gotta say is… good luck mitch
listen.... is mitch someone people don't tend to like? absolutely, however..... i think........ ships....