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@acassfromthepast
My last post was two years ago. I'm starting to notice that I slip almost every October/November. Somehow I don't want to leave this place until I'm not fat, live alone and we're together.
I feel I can't talk to anybody and that I should keep this as a secret. Nobody likes the sad girl. I don't want anyone sabotaging. I fucking miss you.
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I only come here when Iām drowning
Hey I feel drowning. Almost exact 12 months later
Remember.
If youāre feeling like youāre about to break your fast:
- Remember when you started to cry when you couldnāt find an outfit to go out?
- Remember how you feel every time you look at the mirror?
- Remember when you saw those girls/guys with perfect bodies, a beautiful outfit that fit them perfectly?
- Remember when your parents/friends/just people in general made fun of your fat body? Or pointed out how much you are eating?
- Remember when you said that in 2018 you were going to reach your ultimate goal weight.
ā¦
Do you want to eat now?
You donāt right?
Then go to drink some water and do some workouts. WE CAN SO THIS.
YES I DO WANT TO EAT. MY WORTH COMES FROM ME AND MY OWN VISION OF WHO I AM, NOT FROM A SIZE OR AN ILLNESS.
Thatās the knowledge I got from 14 years throwing my life away.
i would lay down my life for her
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Healing is becoming the best version of yourself, not whoever you think you were before things got bad.
i speak french in public to my grandparents and to my boyfriend. people are surprised that im bilingual and say its cool and ask me to teach them some time
but when one of my classmates speaks arabic in public to her family, she gets strange and disgusted looks. no one asks to be taught arabic. no one says its cool that shes bilingual
its racism plain and simple
forgive yourself. whether you fail a test, eat too many cookies, say the wrong thing, fail a class, or spend a whole day in bed ā learn to forgive yourself. the next day will be better. the next day will be a day closer to your next success. you can do it.
Times
The first time I remember self-harming I was three. I bit my nails until they bled and never stopped ever since.Ā
The first binge I remember, I was six. I had a tray full of everything and I mixed weird stuff. My granda laughed at howĀ āocurrentā I was.
The first meal I remember skipping was breakfast, I was twelve. I had been skipping because I had been feeling motion sickness, but that morning I felt I was throwing my sadness straight into the trashcan as if I suddenly had found the answer to keeping the voices in my head quiet.
Te first time I threw up on purpose I was sixteen. It was a school trip and I had been forced to eat 1/2 a sandwich. I couldnātĀ bear the guilt and fear. I threw up and cried the whole trip back to my hometown.Ā
The frist time I drank my pain I was nineteen. Gladly it didnāt becomeĀ āa thingā. One time and that was it.
Today Iām 25. My nieces are 10, 12 and 5. Being worried all the time seems just natural and normal. It shouldnāt be.
Hi Iām thirteen at 25
Feeling like a complete idiot
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This social media thing is poison
Much
Iām much more than a fat face
Does anyone find it so easy to eat healthy and eat less but then once you eat one lil bad thing suddenly itās SO hard to get back on track??? Like last week I wasnāt hungry at all, living my best life, working out then at the weekend I ate some chocolate and now Iām just like GIMME ALL THE FOOD all day long??? Idgi
being a fat girl with an eating disorder is wild because regardless of what or how I eat Iām always going to be upset with myself
Me: you know what Iām tired of this shit Iām gonna eat as much as I like I donāt care about my eating disorder fuck it
Me literally 2 seconds later:
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history fucked me up
oxford was built and operational as a college before the rise of the mayans and cleopatra lived in a time nearer to pizza hutās invention than to the pyramids being built
I need a noncomprehensive history book that covers Known World History in time periods, likeĀ āin this century, all this shit was happening concurrentlyā and not just all spread out so I have to piece it together like some unpaid uneducated scholar
