we're all just ghost stories at the end of the day

How do I live life if it always feels like I'm about to die . soon, you won't remember anything, your real name, your superpower you won't even remember that you're dying . ♪ We're all just ghost stories at the end of the day . Listening with rapt attention when the world told me I was disgusting || || some people go their whole lives thinking that's an okay way to feel They wake up every morning and voluntarily erase themselves . You know I'm not the type of guy to turn my back on a knife And that's why I'm still looking in the mirror|| || And if looks could kill I'd be staring in the mirror . I'm not a good person, I'm barley a person at all . I am almost completely soulless I am incapable of being human I am incapable of being inhuman I am living uncontrollably ||Your ears perked up I perked up when your ears perked up You were all looking around And I hoped it was for me I hoped you were using your sonar systems for me || (We're too scared to do shit) . Gonna go to a show and then come home and probably die . Or frozen myself in time || I've given up my daydreams to dream in place of living . it is such a pain to have to be related to you . to love from to far to call, is not to love at all . And maybe I'll grow out of it