Being Trans is my every waking thought at this point and it’s terrible. I feel like I’m going crazy, and sometimes I act crazy. I’m so mad inside and I know testosterone would help me. i know being a man would help me. I hate my face, and my chest, and my voice, and my height, and how the muscle in my arms doesn’t show enough. I hate how I actually have just the literal smallest bit of facial hair above my lip but I can’t have a full mustache. I hate that I don’t have an Adam’s apple, and that I can’t have a dick. I hate the smallest things about myself that make me different from a man, and I just can’t stop thinking about any of them. I just wanna feel okay for a little while.












