âââ"Face the lights, camera...and smile, pretend everything is fine"âââ
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THIS ONESHOT WAS INSPIRED BY "I can do it with a broken heart" BY TAYLOR SWIFT!!!
~This reminds me of hawks angst so much. But i love platonic angst so why not >;3 Reader has same color feathers as hawks.
Warnings!: Language/Profanity!, should be G/N reader but if it isnât I am terribly sorry for incorrect wording. Mentions of abus3, bl00d/g0re! Spoilers for Hawks' past lore. Mentions of (Near d3ath?) ,like very short. ANGST NO FLUFF (For now. Unless I want to do a part 2 :3)
(H/N) = Hero name!
(F/C) Feather color
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Cause I'm a real tough kid...I can handle the things thrown at me
Ever since hawks and y/n were born they were abus3d. Â
Their father absolutely hated them. He would either take his out on hawks,,or his younger sibling.
Even when heroes took your father away.
Even when they took both of you two in for hero training.
Hawks was never fully okay.
He never had a normal life.
You were the one that pulled him up to shore whenever he sank.
You were his anchor for-well basically his whole life
And he was yours.
âY/N. As the oldest I will always protect youâ Keigo shouted proudly as he held a pinky promise to you
You just chuckled lightly as you agreed on his little promise.Â
âDo you think we will everâŚyou know get acceptedâ
Keigo bit back a frownÂ
âCanât say for sure, but we gotta try! I want to be a hero, just like endeavour.â
You gave him a cheeky smileÂ
âThen why donât we go through this together!â
"They said you got to hide your true self to thrive through the wind...and I listened"
Year after year hawks hid that fear and sorrow by trying to act perfect.
And he did succeed.Â
Fan girls where all over him.
He was the âperfectâ hero everyone wantedÂ
But that didnât mean his personality got way more negative.Â
It was actually the opposite.
he got brighter and his personality was just a silly bird to you (and a cute one apperently for his fans.)
He would sometimes fly by to your pro hero building just to tease you
âAw how is my little chick doingâ
âFor the last time- I might have wings like you and be younger but only by a few months for godâs sake!âÂ
You replied with a frownÂ
Hawks burst out from laughterÂ
âYea yeaâŚwhatever my baby chick saysâÂ
âKEIGO!âÂ
You always was behind him. You didnât mind. As long as you two got the life you always wanted as kidsÂ
Pro heroes? You were the third best one. Right behind your brother.
Unlike hawks you didnât really pull off a positive moodÂ
You didn't even need to get reminded of most of your interacts with news people...including interviews.
âToday we are here with hawks and (H/N)! These two back to back sibling heroes are on top charts this year! Being the youngest pro heroes we have known in Japan!â
Hawks smiled throughout the whole thing, winking at fans, being the dramatic ass queen he is he did everything to give you second hand embarresment (although his fans found it âhandsome or âadorableâ)
âKeigo takami you better stop this bs your pulling offâ
You grumbled behind the cameraâs
Hawks only laughed in response, smirking
âWhat, canât take how popular I am with the ladies? Aw is the little chick being protective of her older brotherâ
ââŚIf there werenât millions of people around us or watching on live news I wouldâve smacked you with my feathers by now.â
âI doubt it. Villains canât even catch up to half of my speed dear (Sister/brother). How do you plan on to hit me with even one of your feathers huh? Top 2 is higher then top 3 pro hero ranking~â
Keigo just stuck his tongue out at you with his usual cheeky grin.
âGod how did I even get into this situation in the first placeâÂ
The changes in your lives were drastic to say the least. You both made it to pro heroes and not only that- but top 2 and 3rd in Japan.
But every smile from a hero hides a tragic frail human deep inside.
Look at the Lights, camera,...and smile. Hide your pain from the crowd.
Hawks never felt like he ever wanted to die. You gave him a reason to live. Maybe he got tired of life as a kid but even then the thought of you justâŚmade him spring back up.
Everyday it was the same thing.Â
He was tired sometimes sure- fangirls screaming for him to pay attention to them, paparazzi and interviews crowding him during his hero work.Â
But whenever you flew by him to tease him or just to have a short convo he felt..safer.
But sometimes. most of the times. Promises are broken.Â
Hawks was being interviews again in the middle of his hero work.
I mean sure he didnât mind that much (unlike you who would just shout and yell to leave you tf alone T^T)
But it still got on his nerves sometimes.
âHawks we heard you arrested another villian today in the morning! Could you describe what it was like to save yet another group of civilians?â
Hawks lightly chuckledÂ
âItâs a heroes job, If I werenât here who would you deal all this to? Endeavor?â
âIt is true that number 2 hero hawks has been doing so much contribution! Now continuing our News-â
As the new reporter was about to continue on with her sentence a loud explosion noise attracted the sights of the passbyers and including your brother, hawks.
There were your (F/C) feathers slowly fallen through the air and it came from thatâŚsound.
hawk's eyes widened his pupils shrinking in disbelief and terror.
and never in his life has he felt this much fear before.
Not even before getting hit by his father.
Not even in a life or d3ath scenerio.
This was far from the fears he had ever faced.
Hawks, not wasting a second quickly flew over to the scene.
He coughed through the smoke. He knew fire and smoke with wings were a terrible match. But he knew you were in here. He had to go in.
Without another hesitation he flew straight into the fire and saw you.Â
Your body limp on the ground, feathers burnt, and blood all over your figure.
Hawks broke when he saw you like this.Â
âY/N!âÂ
Quickly he sent out a few of his feathers to protect you and then dove deeper to grab your body to fly out of the building.Â
Seeing the crowd below him he just flew you over to Medic girl.Â
If there was one person he trusted more then doctors it was her.
Mirko was already there-apparently the building you were in had some U.A students trapped (by trying to help civilians) and Mirko was sent to help but couldnât find you.
When Mirko saw hawks she rushed over. But She never expected to see him so dull.
He had your body cradled in his arms.Â
His head was facing down but there was still visible tears.Â
Mirko was stunned but she quickly regained her postureÂ
âMedic girl is treating some students the moment, But she can make quick time for y/n asap. come on hawks!â
Without another word hawks quickly followed her (or was being dragged by)
His body wasnât responding.
He felt d3ad.
Never in his life has he ever been so scared.Â
Never did he want to get out of this cruel world so much.
But for now-for your sake he walked forward praying you would be with him again.
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A/N: I quoted the lyrics into my own sentences to fit hawks more and so my post dosen't get deleted omg đ (Just to be safe I rewrote the lyrics so it dosen't match the original...the last thing I want is for this to get deleted bc OF LYRICS.) And I had to add symbols to triggering words CUZ SOMEHOW THIS GOT FLAGED?!?!
There might be a full fluff part for part 2 or a full angst part! (leaning towards fluff though.)
I love Keigo/hawks so much like he is a sweet bby <333
I love writing angst about my favs <33333
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