#dawn / We Are There

So I have an interview for a formation for an IT job, and I’m pretty stressed about being very shy. And I knew I needed a new pair of pants for it since the only nice one I have is from years ago. But today I tried on all the blouses I have, which I assumed  would still fit, but they actually don’t. See, I put up a bit of weight these past years, with the all doing nothing with my life thing. And what some would see as a blessing but is proving to be a royal pain in my ass is that most of it got to my hips, but a lot still got to my boobs, so I have the gap with all my blouses (at least the ones I can actually put on) and now I feel stressed and insecure about my body. And it’s all my fault obviously, I’m not exercising at all but I just didn’t need this right now. So now I have to go and buy ugly clothes I’m rarely ever gonna wear for a job I might not even like doing...