Sometimes I wonder if I'm even real

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Complete - Beast Boy centered - Teen & Mature (for violence and character death)

Part 1 (11k words, BB in his Doom Patrol years)

Part 2 (14k words, BB in his first two years with Teen Titans, set during season two)

Part 0 (19k words, BB pre-Doom Patrol)

Putting together pieces of her puzzle

Complete - Terra centered - Mature (for violence, character death, non-graphic depiction of rape & underage sex)

Thirteen Months (93k words, Judas Contract through Terra's eyes, set during season two)

Am I Awake (39k words, Terra tries to get a normal life after being set free from the statue, set during season five)

Always Running Away (53k words, Terra's life before meeting the Titans)

The past will come back to bite you in the ass

Complete - Terra, Slade, Beast Boy & Jericho centered - Teen & Mature (for violence, implied/referenced rape & underage sex, child abuse)

Princes, kings and bastard princesses (1.5k words, you remember King Tawaba?)

Have we met? (1k words, Tara thinks Jericho has a terribly familiar face)

Silence (1k words, Jericho has a breakdown)

Tell Him (9k words, "Tell him, Terra")

Aftermath (5.8k words, they try to pick up the pieces)

Still running? (4.6k words, long distance relationships are hard)

Kiss Me Goodnight, Lieutenant Colonel (3k words, Slade gets a hospital visit)

Domino Effect (coming soon)

A super-secret project that may or may not consume the rest of my spring 🫠

Stand alone fics

Haircut (7k words, Tara meets a couple men from her past and decides to cut her hair) - Teen & Up

Faults (10k words, Brion loves his family but life sucks, meanwhile Gregor can't swim and Tara uses fake IDs in bars) - Teen & Up

Scars (1.3k words, being a superhero leaves you full of scars, right? Yeah, those are totally from supervillains!) - Teen & Up

All this stuff takes place in the same timeline (a happy world where everybody suffers for angst's sake 💀💖)

NOT in the same continuity!

Three Siblings (12k words, intense Markov sibling love, expressed through constant arguing) - Teen & Up

Let's overanalyze everything! (on Tumblr)

Let’s overanalyze Deathstroke, Terra and statutory gRape!🍇

Crucified Judas

Did the original New Teen Titans Terra canonically hate her brothers?

When did Tara leave Markovia?

What do we know about Terra’s mother?

I'm now living in fear that I missed one random mention of her age somewhere.

Hey there, thanks for the ask! 💖

One? Just one? Oh boy. There’s so much I want to write and so little time…

To stay suuuuper vague and avoid spoiling anything: I want to (and am currently trying to) write a HAPPY ENDING.

Yeah, I know. Shocking, coming from me.

Right now I’m still deep in the usual ingredients (desperation, angst, suffering, emotional damage, all the classics) but I do have an idea… It might suck, but hey, sometimes all we need is a little fluff, right?

So stay tuned. This one might take another month, though 👀

If we’re talking about something I want to write but can’t, then definitely JeriRae (Joey Wilson/Raven). I love them together, but for some reason I’m absolutely incapable of writing them. Tragic. (But if anyone ever writes something about them and want to send it to me...)

Also, I really want to write some psychological overanalyses of a few Teen Titans from the Wolfman/Pérez run, but those are exhausting to put together, and I’d need to bother a couple of experts to double-check things before posting. So… those are sadly getting postponed for now 😭

These pictures are both portraying rape.

And yes, in case we all needed the collective reminder: sexual abuse does not always wear the same face.

It can look terrified. It can look detached. It can look confused. It can look compliant. It can even look "seductive" when what you’re really looking at is a child performing what she has learned is expected of her.

Different expressions. Different coping mechanisms. Same violence.

"RULE #3: NO CREDIT AND NO FREEBIES.

YOU AREN'T SPREE KILLERS. YOU'RE SERVICE PROVIDERS.

IF YOU'RE GOOD AT SOMETHING, YOU SHOULD BE PAID FOR IT."

I found someone who seems to be just as obsessed with the Markov siblings as I am.

Naturally, my first thought was:

HELLO HAVE YOU READ MY FICS DID YOU LIKE THEM PLEASE FILL OUT THIS SURVEY.

But that would be weird and straight up author spam, so instead I’ll just lurk in the bushes and vibrate intensely 😭

A few days ago, @arabfig and I were talking about Raven (and the disasters of lower back tattoo Raven & purple hair Raven)

Then this happened:

I swear I meant this:

You know how The past will come back to bite you in the ass ended?

The whole Kiss me goodnight, Lieutenant Colonel thing?

I might be working on something.