sirius black as an adult does not have disdain for remus lupin, i yell into the void. slander. calumny. free padfoot right now your honour he's innocent.
that's something you guys made up based on things that happened when they were children! sorry! the interactions we see between them as adults suggest a great deal of mutual respect and care, they're just not loud about it.
in ootp remus bosses sirius around quite a bit and lowkey stage manages him lol, and how do we see sirius respond to that? he complies. he respects remus enough to know when he should probably listen to him. sirius doesn't take fucking orders or let himself be pushed around by people he doesn't respect. he is intelligent enough to know full well when he's being manipulated, and he complies anyway. he genuinely values remus's opinion and trusts his judgment enough to defer to it when the situation calls for it.
likewise mr arms-length lupin is living in sirius's house, doing joint christmas presents that sirius is obviously funding, is presumably having to rely on him a fair bit around the full moon, is openly expressing anger about umbridge and anti-werewolf legislation to him - none of this reads as sirius being someone remus has massive deep-seated resentment for, this is someone he feels safe enough with to relax a bit and reveal himself around, and that's not something that comes easily to him!
remus might feel a certain type of way about things from the past such as the prank, the casual treatment of the full moon, being suspected of being a traitor - that would be entirely valid and reasonable, from what we see of teenage sirius. but i think if that is the case, remus isn't even being honest about it inside his own head really. i think he's quite keen to repress and self-soothe about all of that.
i think they reminisce and regress around each other in a way that's comforting for them both if not especially conducive to healing anything - i don't think they're talking out the messy emotional side of So We Each Thought The Other Was A Traitor in any great detail if at all, they're deflecting from that. whether you think they're fucking or not, they're so not beating the boomer allegations.
also - and let me scream about this one lol - the fact sirius leaves everything to harry is not evidence he does not care about his impoverished friend's wellbeing, it's evidence he is not adept at long term planning - he has been in jail!! for twelve years!! last year he was eating rats in a cave!!! i cannot emphasise to you enough how much he was eating rats in a cave. he loves harry a lot and will move mountains to show up for him, but he does not know how to be an adult who makes well-planned adult decisions about it.
the opportunity to learn the financial planning skills you would expect from a wealthy guy of his age has been taken from him by the way the judicial system has failed him (does he even get a trial?? makes me insane). he spends the last year of his life quite mentally unwell and drinking too much and confined to the Bad Vibes house being yelled at by his dead abusive mother all day. i know he's vile to poor kreacher, i know he's like throwing out valuable heirlooms in front of a whole bunch of people with so much less money than he has, but a crumb of empathy for him anyway please? he is about as vulnerable as remus is, it's just that it's in very different ways.
also he was disowned and probably would not be expecting to be the last black and inherit any of this prior to his being locked up - he is an impulsive decision maker at the best of times - how adept do we expect sirius might be at dealing with this sort of thing, based on everything we know about him?
whenever it is he's sorting out who inherits (we don't know but i've always assumed this is something he is pressed to do by the order to avoid it all going to bellatrix?) he is probably vaguely thinking "oh well i'm responsible for harry so he should be my heir, harry would help remus anyway if he ever needed it" and not reeeally appreciating that harry is a child lol, and that remus would probably not accept financial help from harry anyway. he also does not know that he won't have time to think a bit more about it later.
sirius is very intelligent and a very adept wizard, fine, but he is also shown to be not super capable in some key ways at this time in his life. he isn't expecting to die any time soon when he sorts his affairs out - he's 36! he's the first death in the first largescale battle. he goes directly from being a schoolboy into being a soldier, then is incarcerated with the dementors from 21 to 33 - yes he has a shitload of money and at one point would've had a great deal of privilege in his society as a pureblood wizard from a prominent family, but he is also like. a traumatised alcoholic fugitive dog man trapped in his abusive parents' house and manifestly Not Coping with any of that at all. but for real how dare he not have a better will drawn up.
anyway "sirius doesn't care about remus" is a take that runs with the worst possible interpretation of sirius's actions at every single turn, and doesn't allow him space for any sort of change in perspective past the age of sixteen. i don't think that's especially fair to him.
THANK YOU!!!! Especially the point about the will - I talked about this here but "he also does not know that he won't have time to think a bit more about it later" EXACTLY!!!! The dude was under house arrest, he did not expect to be dying anytime soon. I really think he was thinking of the immediate threat of Bellatrix inheriting and the Order was also pushing him to take care of that, AND undoing the magic that allowed Harry to inherit seems to have been complicated and he might've been in the middle of trying to figure out how to additionally include Remus in that or something when he died.
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Something that bothers me is the wanted poster in the movies. He already looks like he has been in Azkaban for a while, older and with gaunt eyes, and I read this in fics as well sometimes (that Remus almost doesn't recognise him).
But that doesn't make sense, you can't convince me they regularly take pictures of the people in Azkaban when nobody has ever broke out before, and I daresay the ministry wouldn't want proof of how bad Azkaban is to its residents.
The picture used for his wanted poster is the picture of a young man in the prime of his life, who just lost everything and can't wrap his head around it yet.
So yes, he might look insane, but he's still young Sirius.
Which does leave space for a funnier/less dramatic type of non-recognition: Sirius transforming back into his human self in the shack and Ron having no idea who the fuck that guy is and why he wants his rat
Whats always bothered me about it is that he is screaming.
We know he didn't fight. He didn't demand a trial, he didn't scream about being innocent - he went easily and laughed like a maniac.
His wanted poster should either be laughing still or looking resigned.
Which is way scarier. A smiling, laughing mass murderer proud of what he's done... or at least an intense, dead-eye stare.
''you can't convince me they regularly take pictures of the people in Azkaban when nobody has ever broke out before''
Yo that is so true I've never thought about it... why bother to take new pictures when they're never getting out???
You take a mugshot after arresting them. There's no need for an 'updated' picture - the wizarding world especially wouldn't bother.
Sirius looked SUPER different. He went from handsome young man with short maintained hair to 'looking like a skull' and a long, wild matted mess... plus whatever 12 years in a small dim room feeling miserable does to you. (hc that dude looks like a silver fox well before his time)
''Ron having no idea who the fuck that guy is''
Brilliant holy shit
Maybe the only reason Ron 'knew' it was Sirius was that he knew there was a murderer hanging around (I mean, his leg was broken, I'm not sure he could have even really looked properly anyway lol)
Everyone coming into the shack just assumes he is a homeless squatter haha... "Thank Merlin, an adult-!!! do you know any healing spells??"
Severus comes in - thinks Remus has cornered three kids and an innocent tramp to bite. Despicable animal...
"I'm Sirius Black."
"Yeah, Okay, sure you are, buddy... still can't have the rat..."
The mugshot they flash of Sirius on the Muggle news has Vernon reacting with something along the lines of, 'Filthy layabout! No need to tell us he's no good!' and there's a comparison between Sirius's hair in that and Harry's, which had always offended Vernon.
I think the posters in the magical world are described as having a slow-blinking, dead-eyed stare, and are of Sirius after he's spent some time in Azkaban.
(I'm on the bus rn, so I can't look up the exact passages; I'm going off memory, so I could be slightly off)
Oh! And when Harry goes looking through his photo album for a picture of Sirius after he learns he had been best man at his parents' wedding, the Sirius in the photo is hardly recognisable as the same man in the wanted posters, so it seems like everything points to the Ministry documenting the prisoners' images every now and again (IIRC with the mass breakout in OotP, they use somewhat updated pictures of the escapees).
Yeah, the movie doesnât really make sense as to why heâs screaming, particularly since yeah, itâs totally creepier the way he actually isâblinking slowly at the camera. And heâs definitely described as looking a bit like a vampire, so itâs gotta be a recent pic.
Maybe they do like a prisoner inventory every year and take a photo. But Iâm also envisioning dementors being the ones to take photos every yearâŚ
Oooooh, you know what would be an interesting charm? A special type of photograph that reflects how you look currently. Like the photograph can show precisely what you look like at any given moment. Useful for the Ministry to keep tabs on Azkaban prisoners and former inmates, but horrifying since theyâll always have it on file.
Fandom is like âpeople believed Sirius was a Death Eater for so long because he never escaped his upbringing and was actually just Like That!â meanwhile in canon Rosmerta literally explicitly says otherwise:
âDo you know, I still have trouble believing it,â said Madam Rosmerta thoughtfully. âOf all the people to go over to the Dark Side, Sirius Black was the last Iâd have thought... I mean, I remember him when he was a boy at Hogwarts. If youâd told me then what he was going to become, Iâd have said youâd had too much mead.â
And for her to say that about a Black is extremely telling! People believed Sirius was a Death Eater because Peterâs frame job was ingenious and made the evidence against Sirius extremely strong, and because Siriusâs own ingenious Secret Keeper plan trapped him, and because of his family connections (and tbh probably lingering attachment to family members like Regulus and Bellatrix), and because Voldemort sowing discord amongst friends and allies and turning them into enemies is an explicit canon theme, not because Siriusâs actual behavior and personality made them believe so. (Well, Dumbledore did suspect Sirius pre-Secret Keeper but thatâs because of his own projections about Grindelwald, and if anything, because of Siriusâs rebellious personality as someone who does not easily obey Dumbledore's orders). Nevermind that Sirius thought Remus was the Death Eater spy and no one says similar things about Remus.
This is a good catch!!!
A decently neutral party was THIS convinced that Sirius wasn't shitty.
I am curious, though - what insinuates that Dumbledore suspected Sirius pre-Secret Keeper...?
He was extremely fast to trust Sirius was actually innocent at the end of PoA, with no evidence. He pulled into high gear in order to break him out under the Ministry's nose. That doesn't suggest to me someone who ever really believed he was guilty. Just had no explanation good enough to refute the masses of evidence.
"my idiot brother, soft enough to believe them" has got to be the most misunderstood line in all of HP. sirius says this about regulus in the tapestry scene in OOTP when sirius is giving harry a tour of his family tree, and i see it cited so frequently as evidence that sirius didn't actually hate regulus. and it just drives me NUTS because "soft" in this context doesn't mean "sensitive." in colloquial british english, it means "stupid." sirius calls regulus an idiot about five different ways in this passage ("stupid idiot, he joined the death eaters" is an all-timer line) and he does not mean that regulus was a helpless baby boy who couldn't tell right from wrong.
sirius is an incredibly principled character. he lived and died for his friends, and for the causes he believed in. do you really mean to tell me that sirius wouldn't have hated regulus for joining the violent fascist hate group that targeted his friends and ultimately killed lily and james, orphaning harry? he breaks out of AZKABAN to avenge james.
i frequently see "but regulus was forced/coerced/groomed" to join the death eaters, and to that i say...so was sirius! they grew up in the same environment and they were both indoctrinated in hateful ideas. at 16, he gives up all the comfort and stability in the world because he can't bear to be associated with the blacks anymore. sirius saw regulus' choice to stay a black and join the death eaters - and it was a choice, no matter how young he was - as a moral failing. and frankly, we all should.
can there still be complexity in this relationship and in regulus' characterization? yes, of course. but regulus' complexity should not come at the cost of sirius' defining characteristic: his loyalty, his commitment to doing what's right. sirius hated every single thing that regulus stood for, because joining a violent hate group with a clear genocidal mission is not an accident.
So damn right about Sirius' principles and loyalty being his defining characteristics.
They aren't always perfect - but they are consistent!
He's anti-Slytherin before he even gets to school.
Why? Because his family is Slytherin. He hate's what they stand for.
He's already on Severus' ass for it on the train, as little children.
The 'war' started in 1970. By 1971 'Death Eaters' wouldn't exist in Severus' mind yet. He is 11 and from a Muggle town.
He just wants to be in the house his mum was (probably) in.
Doesn't matter.
Sirius isn't curious or sympathetic. He doesn't educate. He doesn't try to talk him out of it. He doesn't care about his muggle background, his sheltered upbringing or his obvious neglect.
His principles are already Slytherin = Bad people.
By GoF Sirius STILL doesn't know if Severus was actually a Death Eater or not!
OotP - he's learned Severus was a Death Eater, but now risks his life spying. He even trusts Severus with Harry's life.
But still hates him on his principles:
He knew Dark Magic. He hung around sketchy people. His personality is abrasive. He wanted to be a Slytherin.
The Death Eater shit barely changed anything. It was just confirmation he was 'right' to have hated him all along.
The real issue is that Severus represents things he doesn't like, no matter what Severus actually does/doesn't do.
So when he hated his family's values, fought to leave, drew clear lines in the sand of what was and wasn't acceptable to himâŚ
Why would he forgive Regulus for willingly crossing all those lines?
Sirius is RIGHT THERE saying "that shit sucks ass you're being a complete twat" but he still chose to do everything he rejected:
Admiring his family, wanting to be a Slytherin, looking up to Voldemort personally - becoming a Death Eater.
His stupid brother walked to his death despite every warning. Idiot.
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I am an almost exclusively adult-wolfstar shipper, but I do think that there CAN be chemistry between them as teenagers and young adults.
Although Remus was never able to say no to his friends, this is something that I like:
They were attracted by Remusâs quiet sense of humour and a kindness that they valued, even if they did not always possess it themselves.
I can see how this kindness would specially affect someone like Sirius, who grew up in a not-so-kind home. This is a good start for a unique connection. Itâs not the trusting generosity that a sheltered and well-loved child like James seems to have, Remus is someone who has been through something really dark, but is still always able to show an enormous amount of empathy. I think Sirius would have found that special in a way that he probably couldnât fully articulate in his youth.
You can also make a case for the kinship between the dog and the wolf. Could they have more in common than they think?
Personally, Iâm a big fan of imperfect romances, so I see their lack of trust on each other in their early adulthood as something with a lot of potential. Thereâs mystery, parts of each other they donât know or understand, which makes it all more cathartic when they meet again as adults.
Most teen!wolfstar is overly saccharine, fluffy, and functional. Iâm not a big fan of works where they are in a fully fledged ride or die romantic relationship, they never seem to acknowledge that itâs never easy to admit or sometimes to even notice you might be in love with a friend. I steer clear from these.
But!
Spin-the-bottle games that awaken something in Sirius that he doesnât dare to admit.
Remus always trying so hard to fit in and feel normal, but struggling to have any sincere feelings for girls or boys who donât know the full truth about him. Someone else does tho, and they have great hair.
Sirius being half in love with James, Remus accepting being sidelined.
Sirius secretly wanting to be more like Remus, Remus secretly wanting to be more like Sirius. The classic do I want to fuck him or do I want to be him?
A big shouty argument about keeping secrets from each other in the Order that turns into sex, because they miss their closeness, but thatâs the only way they can have intimacy these days.
You can pry these from my cold dead fingers.
Those are all fantastic!!! I LOVE IT!!!
I'm not prying shit other than plain old theft for myself
Don't let my salt ruin your fun either, lol - I was in a mood. :9
But that's sort of what I meant by like... them not really 'working'.
They just... don't fit. Even if they want to. A circular hole and a square piece. Maybe they bash together a bit - and that's fun.
But its not the way they are often depicted as working - which warps them so they do fit.
I also love imperfect romances, and one-sided shit - my favourite depiction of adult Wolfstar is a doomed relationship borne of desperation where they are both broken in ways that don't mesh at all... but have a drive to make SOMETHING work that feels normal, when normal is all but extinct. And they sorta succeed.
That can include baggage from teen years, with longing and horny - adult realizations of shit they didn't understand back then...
Maybe what they really need is a third to balance the things they can't give... the consistency in company Sirius desires but Remus cannot promise, the stability and freedom Remus needs but Sirius is in no state to offer... yknow B^)
Your blog is such a pleasure to read! I got back to HP because my coworkers are rereading all the books, it's been more more than 10 years since I left the fandom. Needn't to say that when I opened the Marauders tag, I felt like I hit the brick wall at the platform 9 3/4 full speed â or at least it's how I imagine it'd have felt. Getting throught yoir tags is such a pleasure and I love your takes on the Black family and Sirius. I thought that perhaps I'd not like him that much upon rereading as such a long time passed, but I relate to him even more so..
Alas as I recovered from the crash and dipped my toes in the fandom â I should make my opinions everybody's problem now :D
I love all your takes on him, I especially enjoyed your post about Opera.. perhaps Sirius would also like ballet (Swan Lake...)? Yet at the same time, I think that someone as curious and intelligent would be interested in Muggle culture. They are all around him, he grew up in the middle of London, but had little to no contact with the Muggle city. I feel that the sheer possibilities of forbidden adventures in London would drive little Sirius mad. (Regarding Muggle music, I think that Led Zeppelin is suitably complex and innovative, pushing the boundaries of production.. what do you think?)
I am pondering on writing a fic... give it a shot at least. I thought that perhaps Sirius might have had an encounter with a Muggle when he was a child and that experience would challenge everything that he had been taught true, however I do not know London at all... so I don't know under which circumstances it may be plausible and thought of asking you. I am not sure that Sirius, as a child, would dare to leave the house in the name of exploration or slip away during the rare moments when the Family goes out to Muggle London?
The fic premise might go along the lines of: Sirius, as Snuffles, is hiding in the home of a Muggle lady, playing the role of a beloved pet.. everything goes wrong when aforementioned lady finally decides to tell her sexist boss to fuck off, buys an old sailboat, pack her things and embarks on a voyage across the Atlantic to Caribbean with her fluffy mass murder convict..
Anyway, thank you much for the indulgence of my rambling.. I just needed to share my newly found excitement for HP! Looking forward to the finale of Pietas â I devoured it with the gusto of a Niffler. :D
Aww thanks for this anon and for reading my Horcrux Pietas :D xxx
Yes, the Marauders tag is a wild place, full of takes that make me wonder if people can read. Also, the HCs often seem as though someone is filling in a Diversity and Equity form just so they can feel smug about how good at 'representation' they are (I have truly never seen a group of people more convinced that character HCs are activism while being super regressive and/or racist).
But yes, on Sirius and culture, I do think he would like ballet, and Swan Lake in particular does feel very Sirius to me. I also tend to assume he would have grown up with a certain amount of cultural capital simply by virtue of being a Black. Even if wizarding ballet is not identical to Muggle ballet, ballet clearly exists in the magical world (Barnabas the Barmyâs infamous troll lessons are proof of this), so it is easy for me to imagine Sirius having been exposed to it from childhood. Swan Lake also explores themes that feel very close to him, particularly the tension between what someone is and what they are expected to be. Even though Sirius is, at his core, very sure of who he is, there must have been some internal struggle around how different he was from his family (and perhaps also around the difference between who he had to be at home and who he could be at Hogwarts), so I can see that story lodging somewhere in him.
I also think Sirius would be interested in Muggle culture, but I am not always compelled by the standard âSirius likes Muggle music because he is rebelliousâ headcanon, especially when it just turns his personality into wearing a leather jacket. I can see him liking Led Zeppelin, but I also think one of the missed opportunities in Marauders fandom is that Muggle music of the 70s/80s is so often talked about through such a narrow white canon. If Sirius liked Zeppelin, I think he would also be interested in the music behind that sound, particularly blues and Black artists whose work shaped so much of what later became associated with white British rock. Beyond that, I think Sirius has a certain blues sensibility himself. Also London has diasporic communities from around the world (even in the 70s) so whatâs to stop him enjoying non English music? Â
On the question of whether Sirius would dare to leave Grimmauld Place, I think he absolutely would. This is a boy who canonically sneaks out of school, so I do not really buy the idea that he would be too frightened to slip out of the house if the opportunity presented itself (and I do not think Walburga was taking him on wholesome little Muggle London enrichment walks either).
I also think London would have affected how Sirius understood the world, because he was not being raised in a remote country manor where Muggles were an abstraction. He was growing up in the middle of a Muggle city (which, in my unbiased opinion, is the greatest in the world), with life going on just outside the house. Even if Grimmauld Place is hidden, it is still embedded in a Muggle square, and I think that would make the Black familyâs worldview harder to sustain (especially for a child like Sirius, who I very much see as a âwhy?â child). If Muggles are supposed to be backwards, why is their world so full? Why do they have culture and all these forms of ordinary invention? Why does the world outside feel more alive than the one inside Grimmauld Place?
So yes, I think a childhood encounter with a Muggle is plausible if, say, he sneaks out, goes further than he meant to, and finds himself in a part of the city he does not know (and perhaps he is wary of asking anyone for help, partly because he wonders if his family might be right, and partly because he knows he will be in trouble if anyone finds out).
For a sheltered child who has spent most of his life inside Grimmauld Place (and who has probably been taught to view the city outside as both beneath him and dangerous), it would be very easy to get lost in a city as big and maze-like as London. Maybe someone helps him find his way back, buys him something to eat, or notices that he is clearly out of his depth (even if he is doing his absolute best impression of a child who is not, in fact, out of his depth) and looks out for him. That is enough to put a crack in the story his family has been telling him (and perhaps the person is kinder to him, in that moment, than anyone waiting for him at home).
Also, please write Padfoot as the emotional support dog of a womanâs âEat, Pray, Loveâ journey. I want him on deck being the bestest boy he can possibly be, while internally having the worst time of his life because he is on the run from wizarding justice and somehow now a Muggle womanâs fluffy-eared (because I imagine him to have distractingly soft ears) maritime healing companion.
Writing taught me that the most interesting thing about a person is never what happened to them. it's what they decided it meant. two people can go through the exact same thing and build completely different selves out of it. the event is just the event. the story they tell about it is who they become. I think about this every time i catch myself retelling something from my own life and notice i've quietly changed what it meant. we are all editing ourselves constantly.
it's weird to me that the Prank came before SWM
Coming after would tie things up nicely:
Remus is pre-Full Moon in the DADA OWLs, looking peaky
Sirius is eager for Full Moon, he wants to do something fun
They pick on Severus - who calls Lily a mudblood
Desperate to do SOMETHING that'll bring her back - Severus goes to investigate why Remus gets sick every month
Sirius does his fun thing: punishing Severus for being nosy
James has a Responsibility Moment and saves him
From then on, NEWT years, James grows up a little, picks on Severus less and impresses Lily with his maturity or whatever.
That flows really well??? am I crazy?
We get to SEE James 'being better' (at least a bit) after getting a scare via Severus' life being put at risk by their antics.
He decided he wants to save lives, not just hex people.
We get a bit more motive for Sirius - still a dumb thing to do, but it's an escalation from SWM and perhaps something he has planned.
We get more motive for Severus, too. Doing something dangerous because he fucked up with Lily and wanted to get her back.
Instead we have the Prank where he almost died and James saved his life... and then nearly a whole month later, as Remus was pre-Moon, they attack Severus viciously out of nowhere.
As if he wasn't keeping Remus' biggest secret...?
This doesn't show James 'getting better', it shows him being an even bigger prick. How are we supposed to believe he got better???
I remember pre-DH, we were all convinced that was exactly how it had all happened.
DH messed up the timeline for no good reason, but the flipside is that now everyone who writes these events has to dig deep inside the characters' heads and face the fact that the process of growing up is not always linear. You can make it flawed in a human sort of way.
Controversially, I never agreed with it sitting after SWM, long before DH came out. I had always thought it came before. Remus and Dumbledore say James ran after Snape at great risk to his own life, and while, fair, Dumbledore didn't know James was an animagi, Remus would have known. So would it really have been at great risk to his own life if he could turn into Prongs? It would reduce the point of the whole incident in canon, which is for James to risk his own life to save Severus' life, despite the fact that they hate each other.
And I know the tunnel argument, that Prongs isn't small enough for the tunnel, so he would have been at risk the moment he went after Snape. But while that's likely true, I was re-reading the POA and the way Remus describes it, it sounds like they all transformed before going down the tunnel, so I don't think JKR intended for James to be at risk if he could transform.
I am not trying to argue that the incident is definitely before James was an animagi. In fact, a very good counterargument is that there's no reason for Sirius to know how to get past the whomping willow if he hasn't been down the tunnel, and we know Snape was sneaking around trying to catch them. Catch them at what? Obviously, becoming animagi or generally sneaking around is possible, but it could also be him trying to catch them sneaking out to see Moony.
I am merely making the point that I never even considered the possibility that it was after SWM until I read fanfiction.
Personally, though, I quite like the fact that it wasn't a big growth moment, as that fits with canon far more. The weird thing about the whomping willow incident is that no one other than Severus seems to be remotely bothered about it. (I am not saying Remus likely wasn't hurt by Sirius' choice here, but by POA he and everyone talk about it as a thing that happened that made Severus even more furious with James). It was never about Sirius, or Remus or anyone other than James and Severus. It seems to me that it was about the fact that it changed nothing: Severus never thought about it as James doing him any favour, never showed any gratitude, and James continued to bully Severus as if his best friend hadn't nearly killed him.
To me, it shows that James in SWM doesn't see his behaviour as morally wrong, which again is supported by the fact that the boy literally keeps looking over to the girls, wanting them (or Lily specifically) to see him bully Severus. James, who hates the dark arts, doesn't see using Scourgify and Impedimenta or Levi Corpus as anything other than a laugh at Severus' expense. If a spell isn't dark magic, it's not bad. However, murder is bad. So James is willing to go to extreme lengths, risking his life, to prevent his worst enemy, his rival for the girl he has started fancying, from dying, because that's the right thing to do.
It once again tells a story about a character doing something bad, believing it not to be harmful (just James' reaction when Lily says he's as bad as Severus is telling--he is shocked), because we've seen what James is willing to risk if he thinks there's real harm that can be done.
I agree that in a story, it makes narrative sense for the sequence of events to be: James and Sirius are arses >>> SWM >>> Whomping Willow incident >>> Sirius runs away from home >>> James grows up.
Personally, though, I like the messy version where Sirius runs away from home between his fourth and fifth year because he fundamentally disagrees with his family's pureblood stands >>> James saves Severus' life some time shortly after November 3 because he will not let Severus come to what he considers real harm >>> SWM where James and Sirius are arses and then they slowly grow up because A) there's a war and B) they're teenagers so growing up is a natural thing that happens. Sirius running away; James saving Severus' life, it all speaks of two people who have every potential to be great people, if they just mature a little. They don't need big traumatic shifts. They just need time.
And as a side note: Yes, I will die on the hill that "about 16" actually implies Sirius was not 16 (that or he doesn't fully remember, which seems unlikely, given that we're talking about him running away). He's saying about 16 because he was nearly at that age. We know that he can't have been 17, so that leaves 15, nearly 16. He would be nearly 16, but still only 15 between his fourth and fifth year. Furthermore, it's not like he's going to tell Harry, who, though only just about having turned 15 himself, is currently between his fourth and fifth year that that's when he ran away. Plus, it's just the way Sirius talks about holidays in plural. He stayed with the Potters in the holidays until he turned 17. But if we take that literally, he turns 17 in November, then running away between his fifth and sixth year would mean only staying with the Potters in the one holiday he runs away.
Of course, he could have run away shortly after turning 16 during the Christmas break, but if he's willful enough to run away at that age, he's also stubborn enough to insist on staying at Hogwarts that holiday. And again, his reply to Harry would likely have been "16". I love words, but good editing is about removing any unnecessary words. So "about" serves a purpose. Otherwise, it wouldn't be there.
This is a wonderfully thought out response <3 I live for this shit
Fair enough, enjoying the messier version of things, it certainly keeps it spicy B^)
My biggest issue with taking how Remus frames everything in PoA at face value though is that he isn't really saying events as they were.
He's an unreliable narrator.
For one thing - he wasn't 'there', he was a wolf - he's sharing second-hand information.
But mainly because his goal in that scene isn't to give a clear and factual version of events.
He's desperately trying to get the kids on his side again after losing their trust - but also on Sirius' side.
Explaining why things are the way they are in a gentle way.
Giving them deeper understanding, sharing secrets and 'opening up' because he 'trusts' them (giving them back their wands in a showy way too), but also framing events to suit his needs.
Which is what Remus does often. He's a serial frame-er, he takes things and twists them a little till they sit how he wants them to.
Guilt becomes easier to manage/forget, truth becomes vague, walls are built so he doesn't need to make complicated decisions...
We see him carefully pick his words when explaining things, umming and er-ing, choosing language that's soft on Sirius, elevates Harry's dad and largely dismisses Severus' experiences.
He goes into detail about the emotional impact of things to him but remains vague about what they actually did. James and Sirius were wonderful friends to him, a half-innocent and half-sorry werewolf, and that's the most important thing to get across right now.
He says multiple things that don't make sense:
It cant just be an 'amusing trick' where Severus only 'glimpsed' something from down a tunnelâŚ
...and also have almost killed him, being enough danger to make James heroic. James can't have acted at 'great risk to his life' if he could transform yet wasn't even pushed to do so.
It cannot be both. Remus is being disingenuous.
(Which he typically is - thats a core character trait)
'if he'd got as far as this house' - we know the tunnel is kilometres long, forced children to walk hunched, ends in a twist and rises upwards into a hole. Severus must have been at the house to see anything. This was detailed just a chapter or so beforehand.
He tells the kids he is safe around animals⌠then tells Hagrid he didn't eat Buckbeak. He is lying to one of them.
(Since Hagrid knows beasts and asked Remus directly, i'd say Remus was lying to the kids. He IS a danger to animals - just less of one. It'd be bloody strange if having a well trained dog was enough to save you from a werewolf after all.
He also has reason to lie to the kids: make himself seem safer to gain trust. He gains nothing from lying to Hagrid, who he is leaving behind that day.)
He feigns having no knowledge of Severus' grudges and issues, brushing them off. Even though he describes what Severus went through as 'almost killing him' and he knows very well the entire history of Severus, Lily, James and Sirius.
But that history makes him look bad. It makes him feel bad.
I don't think he really wants to think about it - it's easier to brush Severus off as making mountains out of molehills.
Especially if it further builds James up.
It can't be 'he hated us because we were bloody awful to him', it has to be 'I think he was jealous of James' epic skillz or something'.
It can't be 'Severus is lashing out so harshly because he still thinks Sirius is a murderer and that I was his accomplice, spending a year secretly training you how to sneak to my Secret Place without dementors following using your fathers old tricks. I did nothing to prevent him thinking this because it'd mean facing more demons than I wanted to' it has to be 'he didn't get a medal, so he revealed me as petty revenge or something. anyway bye don't write'
He twists, re-frames and makes excuses. He dodges truth like a snitch dodges hands.
Once again - he also wasn't there. He didn't witness what happened. The only two people there were James and Severus.
(Sirius didn't cut in saying he had helped, nor did Remus even spin Sirius as having a change-of-heart and running in.)
It isn't really surprising Severus is the one who cares most.
It was only him and James who experienced it, Severus as victim.
To Severus it's 'holy shit I almost fucking died. These bastards want to kill me and Dumbledore is knowingly sheltering them'
For Remus and Sirius - James saved them from consequence.
'Phew, thank god it wasn't worse, even if I may or may not have complicated feelings about how bad it was.'
I'd say Remus does care about the prank more than he lets on.
It doesn't suit his needs to be emotional at the prank. What would have being upset by it accomplish? Anguish? Risk losing his only friends? Nah - better downplay it and laugh like its nothing.
He is careful about his language about it.
It was '-- er --' an 'amusing' trick. Yeah⌠a trick. A 'trick that almost got Severus killed, a trick that involved him--'
Just like Snape '-- er -- accidentally' let slip about his werewolf condition, and that they and Severus '-- er -- didn't like eachother very much.'
He isn't speaking about it lightly at all.
He's picking his words so it sounds like it's less of a big deal (only when it comes to the threat he posed + Sirius' choices - but not Harry's Dad's bravery!) in a scene where he is fighting to gain favour.
I don't think I've ever really thought before about when Sirius ran away⌠hm⌠I guess I'd assume it was after his OWLs...?
that seems to be one point in society where kids can go and be 'adults' - they can leave school at that age. But either age makes enough sense to me. It's up to taste.
Like this is all ultimately up to taste, haha
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The thing we need to understand about Sirius is that his betrayal is worse than just choosing not to continue with the Black ways. He's the one who's meant to put the family back on the map. It's clear that the Black family is not as grand as it used to be, and Sirius, the eldest son, handsome and intelligent, would have been expected to be the one to turn it around. Instead, he (rightfully) abandons them. We know Walburga cries when Sirius leaves, and while that can be because she does care about him, it can also be because Sirius leaving means confronting the continued decline of the Black family.
On this topic, let's talk about Regulus. While I don't think Sirius ought to have taken Regulus with him (why would he? Regulus agreed with the family and wouldn't have wanted to leave), nor do I think he's accountable for his brother's mistakes, it's possible that Regulus, believing everything his parents do, will have felt the disappointment of Sirius leaving keenly. Wanting to step into Sirius' shoes, he might have taken the drastic measure of signing up as a DE to ensure the Blacks take their 'rightful' place in society.
You're absolutely right and seeing Sirius leaving from the Blacks POV is so interesting.
The Black family name is slowly dying out. And while Druella and Cygnus had three girls, Walburga did her duty to the family with two boys. Two people who will continue the family main line into the next generation.
They will make good matches eventually and hopefully have sons of their own (2 or 3 each) and the family tree can grow again.
Her oldest is powerful and clever and charming (he's absolutely her pride and joy, even if she expects perfection of both of them). He'll go far. Everyone will see what has always been true: why their name is so good, they are basically royalty.
And then Sirius goes and turns his back on them. And Alphard ends up giving him money, preventing him from possibly eventually coming back to them when he sees life out there outside of the family is hard.
Regulus joining the DE might even be a desperate attempt to get his parents to finally see him, and see him as the better of the two all along. He at least has conviction to the right ideas!
And then it all comes crashing down and the name Black dies out, even if it all looked to hopeful at one point. No wonder Walburga got a bit insane in the end.
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Part 4. How Sirius shows his care for people and animals.
Sirius has a trait that often seems like irresponsibility or excessive harshness.
Sirius really respects another person's free will and choice and even treats teenagers as adults with their own minds. It's a deeply rooted idea of respecting others as agents of free will.
That's why he has no pity for those who make mistakes, including himself. To him, any mistake is always a person's free choice. Sirius will never forgive Peter because, regardless of Peter's circumstances for betrayal, it ultimately was a CHOICE. He even refuses to forgive the Ministry (as if the Ministry cares, oh Sirius):
âDonât worry about Percy,â said Sirius abruptly. âHeâll come round. Itâs only a matter of time before Voldemort moves into the open; once he does, the whole Ministryâs going to be begging us to forgive them. And Iâm not sure Iâll be accepting their apology,â he added bitterly.
He tells this to Molly after she encounters a boggart. Contrary to popular belief, in this scene, he doesn't really comfort her after their argument. Lupin does most of the work. Sirius just adds this phrase. He's still angry at Molly for what she said, just acting more maturely and not escalating the conflict further. He's angry because he understands Molly said exactly what she meant. Molly is also angry at him, they generally love to get angry at each other because they don't really understand each other.
They were both speaking in carefully light, polite voices that told Harry quite plainly that neither had forgotten their disagreement of the night before.
He even considers Kreacher an agent of free will.Â
âYouâd be surprised what Kreacher can manage when he wants to, Hermione,â said Sirius.
As they say - where there's a will, there's a way. When people say that Kreacher was lower in the hierarchy than Sirius (as any house-elf would be), Sirius himself did not see it that way, and itâs truly paradoxical. He argued with Kreacher, kicked him, engaged in verbal battles, though he could have just given direct orders. Kreacher's insults towards Sirius were similar in style to Walburga's (otherwise, where would Kreacher learn those insults?), and Sirius... Sirius, instead of direct orders, just yells back or kicks him. When Harry gives Kreacher a direct order to shut up, Kreacher obeys instantly. A house-elf must obey the direct orders of their master. But Sirius doesn't give direct orders. Because for him, Kreacher is also an agent of free will (and also some ââmemberââ of his beloved and hated family, as Sirius is much more attached to the Blacks than he would like to admit).
Because of his attitude towards equals, Sirius fights for Harry to get the information he needs. For Sirius, Harry is an adult, not a five-year-old child who needs to be looked after in the style of Molly. Molly deprives Harry of his agency, his choice, and his own opinion with her overprotection. We have to understand Molly; she really worries for all of them, as half her family is in the Order and can die. She doesn't want to lose Harry, so she tries to protect him in every way. Plus, they all have orders from Dumbledore. Isn't Molly right? Molly has her point, she works for the Order and thinks Sirius could harm with his too "independent" behaviour, and teach Harry this excessive independence. And what does independence from Dumbledore lead to? Molly knows well (and so does Sirius) â last time such "independence" from Dumbledore cost the Potters their lives. I don't want to judge Molly. She's a member of the newer incarnation of the Order of the Phoenix, and a good one at that. Sirius, however, is still mentally in the era of the Order's original incarnation (as is Lupin, though he is more conforming and softer), a time when the rules of engagement were harsher, with much more focus on the grim realities of war. The newer version of the Order operates with different tactics â emphasizing manipulation, cunning, and caution.
Molly and Sirius have different approaches. Molly is about caution. Sirius is about action.
Sirius treats Harry as a subject, not an object to be shielded from information.
Sirius knows where his area of responsibility is and what he can influence, and where he should not interfere:
âNot just yet, Molly,â said Sirius, pushing away his empty plate and turning to look at Harry. âYou know, Iâm surprised at you. I thought the first thing youâd do when you got here would be to start asking questions about Voldemort.â
âI did!â said Harry indignantly. âI asked Ron and Hermione but they said weâre not allowed in the Order, so ââ
âAnd theyâre quite right,â said Mrs Weasley. âYouâre too young.â
âSince when did someone have to be in the Order of the Phoenix to ask questions?â asked Sirius. âHarryâs been trapped in that Muggle house for a month. Heâs got the right to know whatâs been happenââ
âHow come Harry gets his questions answered?â said Fred angrily. âWeâve been trying to get stuff out of you for a month and you havenât told us a single stinking thing!â said George.
âItâs not my fault you havenât been told what the Orderâs doing,â said Sirius calmly, âthatâs your parentsâ decision. Harry, on the other hand ââ
He doesn't tell the twins anything because it's not his responsibility. But Harry â that's his responsibility. And Sirius believes it's up to him to decide what Harry is allowed to know and what not (considering Dumbledore's instructions "I donât intend to tell him more than he needs to know, Molly").
âHeâs not your son,â said Sirius quietly.
âHeâs as good as,â said Mrs Weasley fiercely. âWho else has he got?â
âHeâs got me!â
In the situation with Molly, you see two opposing views clash. Molly, with the archetype of a guardian, wants to shelter everyone with her care. Sirius, with the archetype of a rebel, respects Harry's wishes and wants to open up new knowledge and opportunities for him to fight.
âHeâs not a member of the Order of the Phoenix!â said Mrs Weasley. âHeâs only fifteen and ââ
âAnd heâs dealt with as much as most in the Order,â said Sirius, âand more than some.â
âNo oneâs denying what heâs done!â said Mrs Weasley, her voice rising, her fists trembling on the arms of her chair. âBut heâs still ââ
âHeâs not a child!â said Sirius impatiently.
Sirius probably stopped considering himself a child very early on. Maybe it came from his conservative family, where children were expected to grow up earlier, not walk around as "little children" until they were 18. They think about marriage, duty to the family, responsibility early on. Plus, wizards come of age earlier â at 17. So, for Sirius, 15 years old is not a child anymore.
That's why Sirius defends Harry's right "to know".
âSince when did someone have to be in the Order of the Phoenix to ask questions?â asked Sirius. âHarryâs been trapped in that Muggle house for a month. Heâs got the right to know whatâs been happenââ
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âBut as he was the one who saw Voldemort come backâ (again, there was a collective shudder around the table at the name) âhe has more right than most to ââ
Sirius really encourages taking action. His way of caring isn't about coddling. It's about giving knowledge, opportunities, resources, and supporting in the right direction. For Sirius, to live is to act; he can't be without action, doesn't understand life without it:
âPersonally, Iâd have welcomed a Dementor attack. A deadly struggle for my soul would have broken the monotony nicely. You think youâve had it bad, at least youâve been able to get out and about, stretch your legs, get into a few fights ... Iâve been stuck inside for a month.â
Sirius can't not act and he doesn't understand how you could do otherwise. He knows Harry is the same because Harry is like his dad, meaning James was the same â always acting.
And he encourages this in Harry. But he always teaches to act with thought, not just charging in. In the 4th book, Sirius was telling Harry not to stick his neck out, but in the 5th, it's the opposite. Sirius has his own logic, which he shows here:
âSo, you want me to say Iâm not going to take part in the Defence group?â he muttered finally.
âMe? Certainly not!â said Sirius, looking surprised. âI think itâs an excellent idea!â
âYou do?â said Harry, his heart lifting.
âOf course I do!â said Sirius. âDâyou think your father and I wouldâve lain down and taken orders from an old hag like Umbridge?â
âBut â last term all you did was tell me to be careful and not take risks ââ
âLast year, all the evidence was that someone inside Hogwarts was trying to kill you, Harry!â said Sirius impatiently. âThis year, we know thereâs someone outside Hogwarts whoâd like to kill us all, so I think learning to defend yourselves properly is a very good idea!â
âAnd if we do get expelled?â Hermione asked, a quizzical look on her face.
âWell, better expelled and able to defend yourselves than sitting safely in school without a clue,â said Sirius.
That's Sirius through and through. A true Gryffindor, who won't just sit around when there's danger afoot. You might argue that he shouldn't have encouraged Harry in this way. But what else was he to do? Hand Harry over to Umbridge? Of course not. He trusts Harry, believes in his potential. He treats Harry as an equal, not as a child, and that's why Harry feels so connected to Sirius â at last, someone sees him as mature enough, respects him as a free person. Throughout the series, Harry has been shielded from the truth, kept in the dark, yet Sirius shows him a different kind of respect â he sees Harry as someone who can act, in whom he places his trust and belief. Is Sirius right? When it comes to Harry â absolutely. As for the war, the Order, and following Dumbledore's orders â Molly would definitely disapprove.
He even passes Molly's words on to Ron. In his sarcastic manner, but still:
⌠anyway ... first of all, Ron â Iâve sworn to pass on a message from your mother.â
âOh yeah?â said Ron, sounding apprehensive.
âShe says on no account whatsoever are you to take part in an illegal secret Defence Against the Dark Arts group. She says youâll be expelled for sure and your future will be ruined. She says there will be plenty of time to learn how to defend yourself later and that you are too young to be worrying about that right now. She alsoâ (Siriusâs eyes turned to the other two) âadvises Harry and Hermione not to proceed with the group, though she accepts that she has no authority over either of them and simply begs them to remember that she has their best interests at heart. She would have written all this to you, but if the owl had been intercepted youâd all have been in real trouble, and she canât say it for herself because sheâs on duty tonight.â
Again â a striking difference between what Molly understands by care and what Sirius understands by it.
Sirius lets Harry feel that he's believed in, respected, that his actions are encouraged. Sometimes Sirius criticises them, because as much as he encourages action, he believes all actions should be reasoned. Act according to logic, not thoughtlessly.
For instance, Sirius sternly reprimands him in the 4th book when Harry, in his opinion, does something foolish. And notice his communication style. Sirius is often blunt in conversation, in his way of talking, he doesn't sugarcoat. And Harry's okay with that. Sirius isn't one for mushiness.
Harry â what do you think you are playing at, walking off into the Forest with Viktor Krum? I want you to swear, by return owl, that you are not going to go walking with anyone else at night. There is somebody highly dangerous at Hogwarts. It is clear to me that they wanted to stop Crouch seeing Dumbledore and you were probably feet away from them in the dark. You could have been killed.
Your name didnât get into the Goblet of Fire by accident. If someoneâs trying to attack you, theyâre on their last chance. Stay close to Ron and Hermione, do not leave Gryffindor Tower after hours, and arm yourself for the third task. Practise Stunning and Disarming. A few hexes wouldnât go amiss either. Thereâs nothing you can do about Crouch. Keep your head down and look after yourself. Iâm waiting for your letter giving me your word you wonât stray out of bounds again.
That's what care means to Sirius. Not forbidding him from knowing information. But actively helping him so Harry is ready to stand up to challenges.
Or like this:
âNow, listen ...â he looked particularly hard at Harry â âI donât want you lot sneaking out of school to see me, all right? Just send notes to me here. I still want to hear about anything odd. But youâre not to go leaving Hogwarts without permission, it would be an ideal opportunity for someone to attack you.â
âNo oneâs tried to attack me so far, except a dragon and a couple of Grindylows,â Harry said.
But Sirius scowled at him. âI donât care ... Iâll breathe freely again when this Tournamentâs over, and thatâs not until June. And donât forget, if youâre talking about me among yourselves, call me Snuffles, OK?â
At the same time, he provides Harry with emotional support. Just without the mushiness. There's a sort of rough tenderness about it, making these signs of attention and love seem even more important and pleasant.
âWhatâre you doing here, Sirius?â he said.
âFulfilling my duty as godfather,â said Sirius, gnawing on the chicken bone in a very dog-like way. âDonât worry about me, Iâm pretending to be a loveable stray.â
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The post owls appeared, bringing Harry a good-luck card from Sirius. It was only a piece of parchment, folded over and bearing a muddy paw print on its front, but Harry appreciated it all the same.
He also provides Harry with real resources that can help him:
âI want you to take this,â he said quietly, thrusting a badly wrapped package roughly the size of a paperback book into Harryâs hands.
âWhat is it?â Harry asked.
âA way of letting me know if Snapeâs giving you a hard time. No, donât open it in here!â said Sirius, with a wary look at Mrs Weasley, who was trying to persuade the twins to wear hand-knitted mittens. âI doubt Molly would approve â but I want you to use it if you need me, all right?â
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âSiriusâs knife,â he said.
âExcuse me?â
âChristmas before last Sirius gave me a knife thatâll open any lock,â said Harry. âSo even if sheâs bewitched the door so Alohomora wonât work, which I bet she has ââ
Sirius isn't inclined to pity. He respects the choices of others. His care is expressed in this â he knows people's strengths and trusts them to do their job. He thinks Hagrid will be okay because Hagrid is tough. Why worry?
âListen, donât go asking too many questions about Hagrid,â said Sirius hastily, âitâll just draw even more attention to the fact that heâs not back and I know Dumbledore doesnât want that. Hagridâs tough, heâll be OK.â
And he respects the choice of the twins' father, though many find Sirius's words harsh:
âWe donât care about the dumb Order!â shouted Fred.
âItâs our dad dying weâre talking about!â yelled George.
âYour father knew what he was getting into and he wonât thank you for messing things up for the Order!â said Sirius, equally angry. âThis is how it is â this is why youâre not in the Order â you donât understand â there are things worth dying for!â
But it's not cruelty or indifference, it's respect for their father's choice, as an agent of free will.
Sirius even treats animals this way. Look how he got on with the cat. And yet he understands that animals are defenceless and need support. He doesn't expect danger from them and often finds comfort in their company.
âThis cat isnât mad,â said Black hoarsely. He reached out a bony hand and stroked Crookshanksâs fluffy head. âHeâs the most intelligent of his kind Iâve ever met. He recognised Peter for what he was straight away. And when he met me, he knew I was no dog. It was a while before he trusted me. Finally, I managed to communicate to him what I was after, and heâs been helping me ...â
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Kreacher injured Buckbeak the Hippogriff yesterday, and, at the moment when you made your appearance in the fire, Sirius was upstairs tending to him.â
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Crookshanks, Hermioneâs bandy-legged ginger cat, who wound himself once around Harryâs legs, purring, then jumped on to Siriusâs lap and curled up. Sirius scratched him absent-mindedly behind the ears as he turned, still grim-faced, to Harry.
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Sirius, who had just entered the room carrying a bloodstained bag of what appeared to be dead rats. âIâve just been feeding Buckbeak,â he added, in reply to Harryâs enquiring look. âI keep him upstairs in my motherâs bedroom
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Soon, however, he was moodier and surlier than before, talking less to everybody, even Harry, and spending increasing amounts of time shut up in his motherâs room with Buckbeak.
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He became more and more prone to what Mrs Weasley called âfits of the sullensâ, in which he would become taciturn and grumpy, often withdrawing to Buckbeakâs room for hours at a time.
Sirius befriended the cat, treated it as an intelligent being, and constantly cared for the hippogriff. Sirius is very closed off from people (after Azkaban, he only opens up to Harry and Remus), he builds a tough armour, but easily opens up to animals and easily cares for them in a nurturing manner â and they love him back.
In conclusion, Sirius respects the free choice of others. For him, pity towards another is demeaning. Sirius hates pity â neither for himself nor for others. To pity = to demean, to pity means to acknowledge the other as incapable and weak. And Sirius doesn't meddle in others' relationships, he well separates his zone of responsibility, and care for him is to give resources and information so the person can act. And he's good with animals, and to animals, he can show a different attitude â nurturing, because acknowledging animals as weaker doesn't demean them, because animals truly are weaker.
This character trait of Sirius isn't for moral judgement, just that's how he is, and it's important to understand that.
Part 3. Harshness and toughness (and how Sirius Black differs from James Potter). It's long. Really long.
Sirius isn't a soft crybaby. His harshness (and even cruelty) goes beyond the silly teenage pranks we usually see in fanfiction. Sirius is often either whitewashed by newer fans or overly demonized by anti-Marauders fans. Sirius has a tough exterior but a heart of gold. He's not childish and had to grow up early, though he can still be quite fun.
âDo you know, I still have trouble believing it,â said Madam Rosmerta thoughtfully. âOf all the people to go over to the Dark side, Sirius Black was the last Iâd have thought ... .â
"Of all the people to go over to the Dark side, Sirius Black was the last Iâd have thought" â this shouldn't be taken literally. Rosmerta saw many others regularly, Dumbledore, Lily, Remus, and many others, and out of all of them, Sirius Black was the last who could turn to the Dark side? Seriously? Did Sirius walk around with a halo and angel wings?
One trait that is always emphasized in his appearance is his haughty, bored look.
Rosmerta speaks metaphorically, not literally. She saw Sirius once a month or two when they went out to Hogsmeade to have fun and drink. In those moments, Sirius was lively, funny and noisy (especially lively after running away from home), and perhaps he even flirted with Rosmerta in a childish manner, melting the heart of the adult woman.
Sirius can be funny, although his humor is always edging towards dark:
"Imagine wasting your time and energy persecuting merpeople when there are little toerags like Kreacher on the loose.âÂ
Ron laughed but Hermione looked upset.Â
âSirius!â she said reproachfully. âHonestly, if you made a bit of an effort with Kreacher, Iâm sure heâd respond. After all, you are the only member of his family heâs got left, and Professor Dumbledore said ââÂ
âSo, what are Umbridgeâs lessons like?â Sirius interrupted. âIs she training you all to kill half-breeds?â
Moreover, he interrupts Hermione, not letting her finish her point. He sharply outlines if he doesn't want to listen.
"the stuffed elf-heads on the hall wall wore Father Christmas hats and beards"
Dark humor.
âKreacher is cleaning,â the elf repeated. âKreacher lives to serve the Noble House of Black ââÂ
âAnd itâs getting blacker every day, itâs filthy,â said Sirius.
Here he responds with a clear "Black" shade. His mother also loved to talk about filth.
âSirius â itâs me ... itâs Peter ... your friend ... you wouldnât ...â Black kicked out and Pettigrew recoiled.
âThereâs enough filth on my robes without you touching them,â said Black.
And again. And hereâs his mother:
âFilth! Scum! By-products of dirt and vileness! Half-breeds, mutants, freaks, begone from this place! How dare you befoul the house of my fathers ââÂ
âStains of dishonour, filthy half-breeds, blood traitors, children of filth ...â
Sirius desperately wants to be unlike the Blacks, but he is still Sirius Black.
âI thought it was the perfect plan ... a bluff ... Voldemort would be sure to come after me, would never dream theyâd use a weak, talentless thing like you ... it must have been the finest moment of your miserable life, telling Voldemort you could hand him the Potters.â
Sirius's humor isn't the only harsh thing about him. Even though here he has a reason â after Azkaban he met James's traitor â his way of speaking reflects his overall personality. The way one speaks is a mirror of personality, even if Sirius has PTSD, it only exposes even more vividly what he might control in a calm state.
âNasty temper heâs got, that Sirius Black.â (Peeves)
At the same time, yes, he can be cheerful and infect everyone around him with his cheerfulness. If he's in a sombre mood, he creates a quite oppressive atmosphere around him that everyone feels. Just as with a good mood â everyone feels it.
Harry could not remember Sirius ever being in such a good mood; he was actually singing carols, apparently delighted that he was to have company over Christmas.Â
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Sirius tramping past their door towards Buckbeakâs room, singing âGod Rest Ye, Merry Hippogriffsâ at the top of his voice.Â
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Siriusâs delight at having the house full again, and especially at having Harry back, was infectious. He was no longer their sullen host of the summer; now he seemed determined that everyone should enjoy themselves as much, if not more than they would have done at Hogwarts, and he worked tirelessly in the run-up to Christmas Day, cleaning and decorating with their help.
But the ability to be cheerful is in no way connected to being very harshn at the same time. This is precisely the case with Sirius.
Of all the Marauders, only Sirius is really harsh and can be truly dangerous (the author wrote about him, âThe best-looking, most rebellious, most dangerous of the four maraudersâ). James was also a bully, but he's not harsh, despite the fact that it was he who pulled down Snape's trousers. Why? I think Sirius was already aware of what they were doing. James â not. Without awareness, it's too early to speak of any harshness and cruelty. Sirius had this awareness and still continued to do it.
Let's consider the reactions of Sirius and James in comparison.
âWho wants to be in Slytherin? I think Iâd leave, wouldnât you?âÂ
Sirius did not smile. âMy whole family have been in Slytherin,â he said.
âBlimey,â said James, âand I thought you seemed all right!âÂ
Sirius grinned.
âMaybe Iâll break the tradition. Where are you heading, if youâve got the choice?â
A small note: Sirius didn't even react to James's "I'd leave", even though he knew his whole family was from Slytherin, and he was likely to go there too.
James lifted an invisible sword.
ââGryffindor, where dwell the brave at heart!â Like my dad.â Snape made a small, disparaging noise. James turned on him.
âGot a problem with that?â
âNo,â said Snape, though his slight sneer said otherwise. âIf youâd rather be brawny than brainy ââ
It was Snape who starts the confrontation on a personal level. James in his insults in this memory refers to moral qualities. "Who wants to be in Slytherin?" Only bad people. He is prejudiced against Slytherin because Slytherin is evil. Voldemort is gaining momentum. The first Muggle-born Minister was recently ousted. Attacks are happening here and there. Dark forces are growing. More and more of the pure-blood society talks about "Mudbloods" not belonging in this world. And "amazingly", they all turn out to be from Slytherin. James sees himself as a noble knight "James lifted an invisible sword", and he is against Slytherin not so much personally as against the moral component of Slytherin.
âWhereâre you hoping to go, seeing as youâre neither?â interjected Sirius.
James roared with laughter. Lily sat up, rather flushed, and looked from James to Sirius in dislike.
Sirius immediately strikes at Snape's personality. Sirius is sharp-tongued, self-assured, and likely accustomed to considering others below himself. He probably assessed James as his equal right away. Brave, cheerful, sincere.
'Come on, Severus, let's find another compartment.'
'Oooooo...'
James and Sirius imitated her lofty voice; James tried to trip Snape as he passed.
'See ya, Snivellus!' a voice called, as the compartment door slammed...
James tried to trip Snape. James most often uses physical/magical force. He trips Snape, he pulls down Snape's trousers, he uses most of the spells on Snape in SWM. But it's Sirius who goes after Snape's personality. It looks like James has concocted a "noble justification" for his behavior and attitude and punishes Snape for existing just as he is.
Sirius, on the other hand, hardly uses magical/physical force in memories; he finds painful points in Snape's personality â from character to appearance, intentionally demeaning his personal traits.
Moreover, it was Sirius who focused on Snape's appearance. No one, except him, places such an emphasis on Snape's unattractive appearance and his untidiness.
'Snape's always been fascinated by the Dark Arts, he was famous for it at school. Slimy, oily, greasy-haired kid, he was,'
Very vivid epithets. Sirius is very eloquent when it comes to demeaning someone he dislikes.
Moreover, it's James who's the attention seeker. It's James who plays with the snitch, drawing attention, glancing at the girls by the lake, and ruffling his hair to show everyone how cool, strong, brave, and awesome he is.
After five minutes of this, Harry wondered why James didnât tell Wormtail to get a grip on himself, but James seemed to be enjoying the attention. Harry noticed that his father had a habit of rumpling up his hair as though to keep it from getting too tidy, and he also kept looking over at the girls by the waterâs edge.
While Sirius, likely, isn't much interested in societal validation. Sirius is more reserved, with firmer boundaries, he's not as interested in public adoration as James might be.
Lupin had pulled out a book and was reading. Sirius stared around at the students milling over the grass, looking rather haughty and bored, but very handsomely so.
This is a typical expression for Sirius â bored and haughty. He spent nearly five full years in Gryffindor alongside James, and the bored and haughty expression is still with him. It's not just a random trait in his character â it's one of the pillars of his personality, reflecting his attitude towards random people around him.
âPut that away, will you,â said Sirius finally, as James made a fine catch and Wormtail let out a cheer, âbefore Wormtail wets himself with excitement.â
As I've said, Sirius cuts with his words without a knife. They've been studying together for five years, been friends with Peter, and he jokes about Peter like this. I think they all joked about each other in the same way, just James's "jokes" are blunt and probably he just says whatever comes to mind, whereas Sirius's are more subtle and hurtful.
Moreover, when people say this is the only episode we know of bullying by James and Sirius and that it's the worst in their history, that's not correct. This episode is the worst in Snape's life. And not because they pulled down his trousers. But because he lost Lily forever that day. This episode, likely, was quite typical for the Marauders. They were in a good mood, had finished exams, Snape just happened to pass by, there were no obvious reasons for this bullying. Harry sifted through their detention records, and there were many, very many, and how many more when they weren't caught?
Sirius got bored, and there they decided to "have some fun."
âIâm bored,â said Sirius. âWish it was full moon.âÂ
âYou might,â said Lupin darkly from behind his book. âWeâve still got Transfiguration, if youâre bored you could test me. Here ...â and he held out his book.Â
But Sirius snorted. âI donât need to look at that rubbish, I know it all.â
I won't discuss The Prank here, many have written about it. In general, Sirius doesn't show empathy in everyday interactions even with Remus. Sirius has a heart of gold, but his shell, especially as a teenager â tough, harsh, sharp, and cutting. The grown-up Sirius interacts with close people much more politely, though he still occasionally shows his harshness (for example, with Hermione).
âThisâll liven you up, Padfoot,â said James quietly. âLook who it is ...âÂ
Siriusâs head turned. He became very still, like a dog that has scented a rabbit.Â
âExcellent,â he said softly. âSnivellus.â
I don't want to justify Sirius and James, but for context â Snape is fascinated by the Dark Arts, hangs out with future Death Eaters (= fascist), and they have mutual dislike from the first year. No, the act is immature, but James justifies it in his head exactly like this â Snape is bad for him, so anything goes, and anyway, "so what?" Sirius doesn't need justifications. He's just bored.
Even when James uses all the spells on Snape, he still glances at the lake:
Snape lay panting on the ground. James and Sirius advanced on him, wands raised, James glancing over his shoulder at the girls at the waterâs edge as he went. Wormtail was on his feet now, watching hungrily, edging around Lupin to get a clearer view.
Why look at the girls by the lake when you're humiliating someone, if you know you're doing something really bad? James genuinely sees himself as a noble knight, deserving of admiration. Moreover, many do admire him (''Students all around had turned to watch. Some of them had got to their feet and were edging nearer. Some looked apprehensive, others entertained. Several people watching laughed''), and Lupin mentioned several times that James was popular at school.
âHowâd the exam go, Snivelly?â said James.Â
âI was watching him, his nose was touching the parchment,â said Sirius viciously. âThereâll be great grease marks all over it, they wonât be able to read a word.âÂ
Again, Sirius harshly targets Snape's personal traits, including his appearance.
âYou â wait,â he panted, staring up at James with an expression of purest loathing, âyou â wait!âÂ
âWait for what?â said Sirius coolly. âWhatâre you going to do, Snivelly, wipe your nose on us?âÂ
And again â Sirius strikes with words.
Snape let out a stream of mixed swear words and hexes, but with his wand ten feet away nothing happened.
âWash out your mouth,â said James coldly. âScourgify!â
And James responds with a spell to what? Snape's insults. He says âWash out your mouth.â He appeals to the moral side of the issue.
âI donât need help from filthy little Mudbloods like her!â
âApologise to Evans!â James roared at Snape, his wand pointed threateningly at him.
âI donât want you to make him apologise,â Lily shouted, rounding on James. âYouâre as bad as he is.â
âWhat?â yelped James. âIâd NEVER call you a â you-know-what!â
This also proves that James is sure he's doing everything right. James is like a volunteer in the allies' army against the fascists, a brave Gryffindor, and his sword is to cast spells on anyone he deems not fitting his moral standards.
âMessing up your hair because you think it looks cool to look like youâve just got off your broomstick, showing off with that stupid Snitch, walking down corridors and hexing anyone who annoys you just because you can â Iâm surprised your broomstick can get off the ground with that fat head on it. You make me SICK.â
And from the outside, it looked like this.
âWhat is it with her?â said James, trying and failing to look as though this was a throwaway question of no real importance to him.Â
âReading between the lines, Iâd say she thinks youâre a bit conceited, mate,â said Sirius.
And Sirius understands it all too well. Who he is, who James is, and what Lily thinks about it all. Sirius knows about James's crush on Lily and finds it even funny that she rejects him. Likely because Sirius understands that they often cross the line. I donât think Sirius could have stopped Potter. I don't even think Sirius wanted to stop Potter. He found it all funny. Azkaban, on the other hand, softened Sirius in his interactions with others. It knocked down his pride and arrogance. Showed him that life can be unfair and you don't need to act like a haughty jerk who thinks the world revolves around them.
At school, Sirius was more about psychological bullying, while James was about the physical. Given that James and Sirius were very popular at school and within their house, their bullying was likely directed mostly at Slytherins or at arrogant jerks like themselves who they just "didn't like."
And the adult Sirius understands that they were âarrogant little berks.â And heâs ânot proud of it,â but his next words speak for themselves:
â I think James was everything Snape wanted to be â he was popular, he was good at Quidditch â good at pretty much everything. And Snape was just this little oddball who was up to his eyes in the Dark Arts, and James â whatever else he may have appeared to you, Harry â always hated the Dark Arts.â
Sirius justifies James while simultaneously praising him. Justifications always imply a partial denial of guilt. Someone fully aware of their guilt doesnât seek to justify or be justified. Of course, Sirius said this for Harry's sake too. To ensure Harry didnât think his father was just a bully for no reason. His father was actually âon the side of good,â is what Sirius wants to convey. About himself, he remains silent. But he doesn't miss the chance to insult Snape again âlittle oddball.â
Even Remus, as an adult, sincerely justifies James.
âShe started going out with him in seventh year,â said Lupin.Â
âOnce James had deflated his head a bit,â said Sirius.
âAnd stopped hexing people just for the fun of it,â said Lupin.
 âEven Snape?â said Harry.
âWell,â said Lupin slowly, âSnape was a special case. I mean, he never lost an opportunity to curse James so you couldnât really expect James to take that lying down, could you?âÂ
âAnd my mum was OK with that?âÂ
âShe didnât know too much about it, to tell you the truth,â said Sirius. âI mean, James didnât take Snape on dates with her and jinx him in front of her, did he?â
Lupin finds a genuine justification for James. The concept of âviolence in any form is badâ isnât fully grasped by them. They follow an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth. Lupin even was ready to kill Peter, and he insisted that war is not a playground and that killing is sometimes necessary in war. Remus, though gentler and kinder, and preferring not to engage in conflict, genuinely wished Sirius and James hadn't bullied anyone at school, but yet, he still reconciles with all they do and even justifies James.
In Sirius's mind, James may have acted like a fool, but Sirius doesnât genuinely condemn it. He just thinks they were too arrogant. And Siriusâs behavior after Azkaban (how he became gentler with others) indicates he truly realized â you don't need to belittle everyone you dislike or even like. Yet, Siriusâs harshness, even after Azkaban, didnât disappear; it was just redirected towards what he genuinely hates.
âProfessor Snape was at school with us. He fought very hard against my appointment to the Defence Against the Dark Arts job. He has been telling Dumbledore all year that I am not to be trusted. He has his reasons ... you see, Sirius here played a trick on him which nearly killed him, a trick which involved me ââÂ
Black made a derisive noise.Â
âIt served him right,â he sneered. âSneaking around, trying to find out what we were up to ... hoping he could get us expelled ...â
Remus's reactions are much softer, but Siriusâs reaction, even years later, is harsh and even a bit cruel. âIt served him right.â Because it's an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth.
However, Siriusâs harshness still occasionally breaks through even towards his close ones when he slightly loses control over himself after Azkaban.
âYouâre less like your father than I thought,â he said finally, a definite coolness in his voice. âThe risk wouldâve been what made it fun for James.âÂ
âWell, Iâd better get going, I can hear Kreacher coming down the stairs,â said Sirius, but Harry was sure he was lying. âIâll write to tell you a time I can make it back into the fire, then, shall I? If you can stand to risk it?â
Sirius calls themselves âarrogant little berks,â but the peculiarity of Siriusâs arrogance is that it's due to his personal qualities, not external âglamourâ.
 âI, a spy for Voldemort? When did I ever sneak around people who were stronger and more powerful than myself? But you, Peter â Iâll never understand why I didnât see you were the spy from the start. You always liked big friends whoâd look after you, didnât you?â
He despises Peter for groveling, for weakness, for the same reasons he despises Regulus, considering him a soft idiot. Siriusâs arrogance was never built on finances or blood purity, on popularity, on playing Quidditch, not on his name, although the family dynamics undoubtedly influenced his pride. But overall, his arrogance is of a different level â that of a rebellious spirit, a very strong person, not like the Malfoys. Lucius Malfoy is intentionally depicted as the complete opposite of Sirius Black (in character â the most rebellious of their pure-blood circle and the most sycophantic, and in appearance â black and white).
Sirius and Kreacher's story demonstrates that Sirius does not forgive those he hated and can carry hatred through the years. People usually soften over time, but Sirius has an excuse â Azkaban. Nonetheless, the behavioral pattern remains unchanged. Azkaban does not change the essence of people, it makes certain traits more vivid and pronounced. Sirius became calmer towards the people around him who help fight against evil, he toned down his arrogance and pride (even towards Snape, he no longer hurls insults first, itâs Snape who insults Sirius first), but Sirius became even harsher towards those he hates.
âSirius was horrible to Kreacher, Harry, and itâs no good looking like that, you know itâs true. Iâve said all along that wizards would pay for how they treat house-elves. Well, Voldemort did ... and so did Sirius.â
Harry had no retort. As he watched Kreacher sobbing on the floor, he remembered what Dumbledore had said to him, mere hours after Siriusâs death: I do not think Sirius ever saw Kreacher as a being with feelings as acute as a humanâs ...
And he himself demonstrates this repeatedly:
At which Sirius, ignoring Hermioneâs protests, seized Kreacher by the back of his loincloth and threw him bodily from the room.
Dumbledore believes Sirius showed cruelty to Kreacher through his indifference and neglect. That is, Sirius could shut off his empathy towards a being, despite generally being friendly towards house-elves.
âHe (Sirius) regarded him (Kreacher) as a servant unworthy of much interest or notice. Indifference and neglect often do much more damage than outright dislike⌠Sirius was not a cruel man, he was kind to house-elves in general. He had no love for Kreacher, because Kreacher was a living reminder of the home Sirius had hated.â
Sirius was not evil. But the neglect emanating from him was very cruel, harsh, and cold. Sirius can shut away all the good within him towards anyone he despised â âAnd whatever Kreacherâs faults, it must be admitted that Sirius did nothing to make Kreacherâs lot easier ââ
ââ comes back from Azkaban ordering Kreacher around, oh, my poor mistress, what would she say if she saw the house now, scum living in it, her treasures thrown out, she swore he was no son of hers and heâs back, they say heâs a murderer too ââ
âKeep muttering and I will be a murderer!â said Sirius irritably as he slammed the door shut on the elf.
However, Sirius likely never killed anyone, even while serving in the "Order."
Regarding his family and even Regulus, Sirius is also harsh. Even if he, like any child, deep down loved his family, it doesnât matter because his real words and actions are very harsh and aimed at severing ties. The possible love for them deep down only further highlights his harshness and readiness for confrontation.
âI hated the whole lot of them: my parents, with their pure-blood mania, convinced that to be a Black made you practically royal ... my idiot brother, soft enough to believe themâ
Likely, heâs ashamed of them, and his hatred also builds a wall between them and himself.
âDoes it matter if sheâs my cousin?â snapped Sirius. âAs far as Iâm concerned, theyâre not my family. Sheâs certainly not my family. I havenât seen her since I was your age, unless you count a glimpse of her coming into Azkaban. Dâyou think Iâm proud of having a relative like her?â
And at the same time Dumbledore about James:
âI knew your father very well, both at Hogwarts and later, Harry,â he said gently. âHe would have saved Pettigrew too, I am sure of it.â
I donât know how true this is (though likely, the author speaks through Dumbledore here), but considering that Harry himself is a character whose main traits include the ability to understand and forgive others, perhaps James had this to some extent too. But Sirius lacks the ability to forgive, and this is deliberately shown in the book â that he suffered precisely because of his excessive harshness.
In conclusion, Sirius's harshness and toughness is not just teenage arrogance; it's directly a trait of his personality, something that cannot be overlooked when talking about the canonical Sirius, not his sugar-coated substitute in fandom. Sirius had to grow up very early, and all this left its mark on him.
Of all the Marauders, only Sirius is really harsh and can be truly dangerous.
But Sirius was not cruel in a moral-ethical sense, or more precisely â ideologically. There's no reason to believe Sirius is constantly drawn to the dark side or that he's amoral. His constant fight against his family suggests instead that he formed high ideals within himself. No, Sirius is not amoral; he has difficulty with empathy (especially in childhood), a tendency towards aggression and cruelty (mostly in childhood, he controls himself quite well as an adult. Well, for Sirius Black quite well), arrogance, but he very well understands what is right and what is wrong.
âSheâs got the measure of Crouch better than you have, Ron. If you want to know what a manâs like, take a good look at how he treats his inferiors, not his equals.â
Part 2. Intelligence and recklessness. Sirius Black (and James Potter, with a bit of Remus and Peter too)
Or who is the smartest of the Marauders?
Sirius and James are described multiple times as exceptionally intelligent. They didnât need help from Remus or Lily to pass their exams. James didnât envy Sirius for being ahead academically, and Sirius didnât ask Remus for help. They could handle everything on their own.
For example, McGonagall rarely gives praise without good reason. Here are her words about James (often unfairly depicted as less intelligent than Sirius or Remus) and Sirius:
âPrecisely,â said Professor McGonagall. âBlack and Potter. Ringleaders of their little gang. Both very bright, of course â exceptionally bright, in fact â but I donât think weâve ever had such a pair of troublemakers ââ
Being "exceptionally bright" is an extremely high praise for intellectual ability from McGonagall.
As for Peter, she speaks rather average of him:
âPettigrew... that fat little boy who was always tagging around after them at Hogwarts?â said Madam Rosmerta. âHero-worshipped Black and Potter,â said Professor McGonagall. âNever quite in their league, talent-wise. I was often rather sharp with him. You can imagine how I â how I regret that now...â She sounded as though she had a sudden head cold.
Moreover, Peter "was always hopeless at duelling," according to McGonagall. This means that over 7 years, Peter failed to impress McGonagall with his academic achievements. As the head of his house, she was aware of all his grades. Perhaps he was just an average student, but then it's unclear why McGonagall was "often rather sharp with him." She doesn't seem like the type to be sharp over trivial matters.
Slughorn:
âWell, anyway, he (Sirius) was a big pal of your fatherâs at school. The whole Black family had been in my house, but Sirius ended up in Gryffindor! Shame â he was a talented boy. I got his brother Regulus when he came along, but Iâd have liked the set.â
While Lupinâs words might be biased, he often speaks quite judiciously about people around him, thus:
"Look, Harry, what youâve got to understand is that your father and Sirius were the best in the school at whatever they did â everyone thought they were the height of cool â if they sometimes got a bit carried away â"
He confirms that Sirius and James were the best at everything in school. Meaning academically first of all, because school is primarily about studying.
"It took them the best part of three years to work out how to do it. Your father and Sirius here were the cleverest students in the school, and lucky they were, because the Animagus transformation can go horribly wrong â one reason the Ministry keeps a close watch on those attempting to do it."
And a bit more praise from Lupin towards Sirius and James' giftedness. They were both gifted â Sirius and James.
Even Dumbledore acknowledges:
âSirius told me all about how they became Animagi last night,â said Dumbledore, smiling. âAn extraordinary achievement â not least, keeping it quiet from me.â
So, not only did they become Animagi (Peter wasnât much help, according to Lupin), created the Marauder's Map, which contained very unusual magic (they, of course, all created the Map together, but based on the description above, I can assume that the main magical component of the map was the responsibility of James and Sirius), excelled in their studies, created a magical FaceTime â an artefact for communication among themselves, they also managed to keep a lot from the school's headmaster and other teachers. Intelligence plus cunning.
Sirius and James' reaction to others' "stupidity":
âHow thick are you, Wormtail?â said James impatiently. âYou run round with a werewolf once a month ââÂ
âKeep your voice down,â implored Lupin.Â
âWell, I thought that paper was a piece of cake,â he heard Sirius say. âIâll be surprised if I donât get âOutstandingâ on it at least.âÂ
âMe too,â said James.
Here, I donât want to dwell on their rudeness, but rather on the reaction itself. Often Lupin is seen studying more than anyone (I too like to see him buried in books), but perhaps Lupin simply needed to study more to pass his exams. He buried himself in textbooks not because he was the smartest, but because it was necessary for him. Remus is clearly not dumb; he became a professor at Hogwarts, heâs also described as intelligent in the canon, but things came much easier to James and Sirius, and they were well aware of how smart they were. Hence their reaction. When a teenager is confident in their superiority, and their intellect is often validated by external factors (grades, teachers' praise), such a reaction from James and Sirius, considering their personalities, is quite expected for their still maturing characters.
âWeâve still got Transfiguration, if youâre bored you could test me. Here...â and he (Lupin) held out his book.
But Sirius snorted. âI donât need to look at that rubbish, I know it all.â
Sirius' reaction is unequivocal. He doesnât need to read anything like Lupin, memorising paragraphs. To him, itâs all "rubbish" that he already knows. Sirius likely had a very good long-term memory.
Sirius' memory and attention to detail even after 12 years in Azkaban are also quite remarkable.
"Congratulations on getting past the Horntail, whoever put your name in that Goblet shouldnât be feeling too happy right now! I was going to suggest a Conjunctivitis curse, as a dragonâs eyes are its weakest point â"
âThatâs what Krum did!â Hermione whispered.
Clearly, during his 12 years in Azkaban, he didnât need this knowledge. Itâs unlikely he ever used this knowledge in practice. But he remembered it, ready to mention it right away, not having peeked in any books. Even Hermione didnât know.
âMy God,â said Lupin softly, staring from Scabbers to the picture in the paper and back again.
âHis front paw...â
âWhat about it?â said Ron defiantly.
âHeâs got a toe missing,â said Black.
And this is about his attentiveness. To notice that a rat is missing a toe from a small photograph while sitting in Azkaban⌠I wouldnât have noticed even without Azkaban.
As for adult Sirius, the fourth book shows many of Sirius' reasonable assumptions that eventually are confirmed. What people mistake for stupidity is his recklessness, as well as his willingness to die for those he loves, to protect them at any cost. His recklessness is usually related to this.
âThe Ministryâs forced through another decree, which means weâre not allowed to have Quidditch teams ââ
âOr secret Defence Against the Dark Arts groups?â said Sirius. There was a short pause.
âHow did you know about that?â Harry demanded.
âYou want to choose your meeting places more carefully,â said Sirius, grinning even more broadly.
âThe Hogâs Head, I ask you.â
âWell, it was better than the Three Broomsticks!â said Hermione defensively. âThatâs always packed with people ââ
âWhich means youâd have been harder to overhear,â said Sirius. âYouâve got a lot to learn, Hermione.â
Hermione is very smart, but Sirius immediately explains their tactical mistake. But it still sounds somewhat condescending.
âBut, Sirius, this is taking an awful risk ââ Hermione began.
âYou sound like Molly,â said Sirius. âThis was the only way I could come up with answering Harryâs letter without resorting to a code â and codes are breakable.â
It might seem reckless, but he's right, codes can be cracked. And he really wanted to reply to his godson â it's more about his inability to refuse the only living person he loves now and his desire to protect him.
Sirius repeatedly makes correct deductions in the fourth book, here are a couple of examples, but generally, the fourth book is full of rational remarks, assumptions, and overall, he's ready to provide Harry with information, especially in the fifth book, when Harry is having the toughest time and most people simply refuse to tell him anything.
âYeah, and Dumbledore said it happened whenever Voldemort was feeling a powerful emotion,â said Harry, ignoring, as usual, Ron and Hermioneâs winces. âSo maybe he was just, I dunno, really angry or something the night I had that detention.â
âWell, now heâs back itâs bound to hurt more often,â said Sirius.
âSo you donât think it had anything to do with Umbridge touching me when I was in detention with her?â Harry asked.
âI doubt it,â said Sirius. âI know her by reputation and Iâm sure sheâs no Death Eater ââ
âNow, Iâve been keeping an eye on the Daily Prophet, Harry ââ
âYou and the rest of the world,â said Harry bitterly.
ââ and, reading between the lines of that Skeeter womanâs article last month, Moody was attacked the night before he started at Hogwarts. Yes, I know she says it was another false alarm,â Sirius said hastily, seeing Harry about to speak, âbut I donât think so, somehow. I think someone tried to stop him getting to Hogwarts. I think someone knew their job would be a lot more difficult with him around. And no oneâs going to look into it too closely, Mad-Eyeâs heard intruders a bit too often. But that doesnât mean he canât still spot the real thing. Moody was the best Auror the Ministry ever had.â
And much more.
For Harry in the fourth and fifth books, Sirius became the one who supported him and provided information, and all his attempts to break through to Harry, risking being caught â this is an expression of love and desire to help his godson. It's precisely in such moments that his recklessness is revealed â when he wants to help.
Moreover Sirius often gives Harry good advice, there is just one example:
âDonât lose your temper,â said Sirius abruptly. âBe polite and stick to the facts.â
âGood luck,â said Lupin.
âIâm sure it will be fine.â âAnd if itâs not,â said Sirius grimly, âIâll see to Amelia Bones for you...â
Here's the interweaving of Sirius' rationality and recklessness. He knows the right way. But he himself is ready to throw himself into the line of fire. He never gave Harry impulsive advice. But when it comes to himself or when someone needs protecting, Sirius has a different standard of normalcy.
In conclusion, throughout the series, Sirius makes a number of insightful remarks, and his intelligence and giftedness are exceptionally highly regarded by Dumbledore, McGonagall, and Lupin. I wouldnât attribute his pathological desire to help those he loves to stupidity. Furthermore, adult Sirius shows recklessness mainly when it concerns his own safety and life â he doesn't cherish his own life if it means the well-being of someone he loves, thus he readily throws himself into danger.
Sirius was a brave, clever and energetic man, and such men are not usually content to sit at home in hiding while they believe others to be in danger. (Dumbledore)
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thinking about how in gof, sirius says âever since i found out snape was teaching here, iâve wondered why dumbledore hired himâ and goes onto explain how snape was famous for the dark arts at school and part of a slytherin gang that all turned out to be death eaters (who we later find out were attacking students with dark magic). so heâs one of the only people to immediately be like âwhy the fuck is dumbledore letting snape teach childrenâ. then says that as far he knows snape was never even accused of being a death eater but many of them were never caught. but when ron keeps insisting that snape must be a death eater, sirius disagrees and reasons it out, because he doesnât think it makes sense based on the facts, and also because: âthereâs still the fact that dumbledore trusts snape, and i know dumbledore trusts where a lot of other people wouldnât, but i just canât see him letting snape teach at hogwarts if heâd ever worked for voldemort.â (so even while questioning dumbles, sirius clearly still has way too much faith in him. which makes everything in ootp extra infuriating). anyways, sirius was willing to give snape the benefit of the doubt on being a death eater, like, heâs perfectly capable of being rational about snape and not jumping to conclusions despite his hatred of him!
and then at the end of gof he finds out that snape WAS in fact a death eater, and sirius has no proof or reason to believe that snape has actually changed, all he has to work off of is that Dumbledore Trusts Snape, even though all sirius knows is that snape literally tried to hand him (and remus) to the fucking dementors and outed remus, and witnessed snape going unhinged at his godson and two other teenagers in the same scene.
and now he has to work alongside snape knowing that he apparently paid no consequences for his death eater past, wasnât even so much as accused of being one (not unlike lucius malfoy and karkaroff and the others who did deals with the ministry and clearly havenât changed their ways, who sirius shows bitterness towards in gof) while sirius was branded as one by the ministry and the whole wizarding world and unjustly imprisoned for it for 12 years without even getting a trial.
and snape is constantly taunting him about the fact that he canât leave the house and help the order because of the world STILL thinking that sirius is a death eater and murderer because of that very same unjust imprisonment that the fascist hate group snape joined directly fucking caused, and snape the actual former death eater is able to do these things and live freely because he got away with it all. and he might complain about it but sirius still puts up with all of that for months along with all the other shit he has to deal with in ootp.
then heâs told that snape has to teach harry occlumency, and makes sure to sit with harry rather than letting snape talk to him alone, and is apparently the ONLY one to question this clearly terrible stupid ass decision and ask why dumbledore canât teach him instead. yeah sirius starts off with a petty comment or two but harry even looks to sirius to intervene on his behalf, and sirius does. sirius calmly and firmly warns snape not to use occlumency lessons to give harry a hard time, to which snape responds by insulting not only his fifteen year old godson but his dead best friend, that voldemort, who snape WORKED FOR, literally murdered, to siriusâs face. OF COURSE SIRIUS IS GONNA LOSE IT. ANYONE WOULD. and the first thing sirius says is âi donât care if dumbledore thinks youâve reformed, i know betterâ and refers to snape being lucius malfoyâs lapdog bc he knows they were fellow death eater buddies at hogwarts and during the war, like wow i wonder why sirius would have doubts about snapeâs loyalties, especially after what he just said??!? this is not an example of siriusâs supposed ~crazy uncontrollable temper~, any normal person would want to throw down at something like that, personally i think sirius showed an impressive amount of self control for managing to wait that long to try to hex snape. AND he makes sure to give harry the mirrors specifically so harry can contact him if snape treats him badly, because thatâs all sirius can do at that point when heâs powerless and his input is being completely ignored.
anyways itâs truly a tragedy that sirius never even got to find out that snape was the death eater who told voldemort about the prophecy, i think sirius deserved to know and go completely unhinged at snape!!! as was his right!!!!!
the switch from sirius leaning back on the rear leg of his chair, peaceably cheeky, âitâs my house, you seeâ, to when harry instantly looks to sirius for support after the reveal, and he readily activates protective godfather modeâ
âIâll get to the point, then,â said Sirius, standing up. He was rather taller than Snape who, Harry noticed, balled his fist in the pocket of his cloak over what Harry was sure was the handle of his wand. âIf I hear youâre using these Occlumency lessons to give Harry a hard time, youâll have me to answer to.â