nondual liberation

it's not cope it's what the mushrooms warned me about at the museum so steeped in vanity and materialism

Sit with 💀 instead of surrounding yourself with distractions or enjoy your illusions if that's what you came here for but you do lose yourself in them . The way out is constant misery and reminder

the true rewards are a choice an active process deep work not low hanging fruit

Fundamentally incompatible at the core

I should've told her I was suicidal before we got serious

vanity eating soul

My ego got crucified. escaping attachments

I refuse this world of lies

I can see through the illusions at what cost. You can't handle the truth

the suffering purifies. There's no going back