i dont think my order for organophosphates got accepted so im gonna have to mix viagra and nitroglycerin

idgaf but i know i just need to keep typing

maybe i could be a text post queen like kristina again but nah the way the earth is set up rn aint shit relatable

no grown adult my age is blogging rn like this shit used to be for Us. we all got jobs or died . Rip 2015

and you CANT do it without drugs because your mind and body are the impediment, obstruction, blockade, deterrent, or restriction so when youre melting youre brain youre literally physically dying which lets you see the other world

mystical experiences is all I ever want to talk about but you cant really bc ppl can be just making shit up but all my shit was through ritual magick on acid so like they were true I used to have someone I could share this stuff with but you cant form relationships or survive as a schizo really

when i met the triangle all seeing eye i told it i was buddhist and thats why my life is so FUCKED Up it wont let me partake in anyyyy illusion and its all illusion! If it was merciful it would give me a stroke

but ive already executed a creative magnum opus before i just need a new life purpose