Mephostophoilis

I am a trans guy, I use he/they/nor/mal pronouns (yes I actually use nor/mal it isn't a joke), I'm gay, got a weird relationship with feelings, ambiamorous.

I am a yumeshipper (I sometimes use self shipper but I use yumeshipper more because I practice oshikatsu) my f/os are

Romantic:

Jason Todd (sharing), Gregory house (nonsharing), Rick sanchez (hypersharing), Cas and dean (poly relationship mirror sharing)

Familial:

Shigaraki, Dabi, toga, kurigiri, and afo (all selective)

As I mentioned above I do oshikatsu, my oshi is batman he is technically not my f/o but also kinda is but familial because he's my husband's dad.

I enjoy reading, comics, Rick and morty, supernatural, and House md. I crochet, enjoy talking about whatever is on my mind.

I am both physically and mentally disabled so some posts will be venting about that.

It took till last Tuesday during a therapy appointment where I mentioned I can't wait to get to the part of spn where Bobby married the dude for me to find out it isn't cannon...

Well not this time, my grandpa forgot to tell me a week or two in advance to get my grandmother a present, it's not like I can go buy one on my own, I don't have a license nor a job so they have to help drive me around- he should kinda remember to get her a gift and usually when he goes out to get her the gift he getting her he brings me along. Not this time. I was reminded of my grandmother's birthday because my mom asked what she was doing for her birthday today...

I can feel a fall out once night rolls around unless my grandpa decided to do a whole big late in the afternoon surprise party thing without telling me or my mom.

How fucking hard is it to not comment? It takes as much time to comment as it does to block me. They're lucky I was too tired for that bullshit then because I've been in a bad mood for days and am willing to snap at anyone who purposely pisses me off, I have had a lot of choice words to say the past few days.

"oh why do you talk about wincest so much if you hate it" because sometimes I'm in a pissy mood and need to complain about something, as I've stated I have no problem with people who ship it unless it affects others, when you comment on a person's post saying they hate that ship and to dni is when it starts to effect others.

I self ship with dean (mirror sharing and in a poly relationship with Cas in case doubles see), the thought of him getting it on with family disgusts me because him and Cas are the reasons I was able to pull through a depressive episode where I could do no more than lay in bed. I have a problem with intrusive thoughts, intrusive thoughts about my family in those ways, it disgusts me to my core and while I understand shipping wincest or others might be a coping mechanism or a way to project trauma onto a character or hell, to even look at it and go "huh, it would be interesting to explore a dynamic like this through this lense" but I cannot stand it. I use wincest fics as self harm because I started to enjoy any physical version of sh and the only way I can sh is through mental torture, which is what forcing myself to read those kinds of things it. Wincest brings up bad things for me and while I do understand ao3 was made because of it (ig since one of the founders ships it), the fandom is filled with wincest shippers I'm allowed to tell those people to not interact.

Wow, you have some big guts asking this question from behind a screen without our username. Fun fact I don't use Tumblr to "get attention" I use this site as a way to voice my thoughts and opinions into the void because I fucking can. If I wanted actual attention I'd go onto one of my tiktok pages where I get enough "attention" already.

I'm assuming this is from one of my posts where I declare I hate wincest, guess what, IDC if you like it, will I think you're weird? Yeah, but it effects me in no way and isn't a problem unless you harass the actors or act on incest because of it. I just don't want to interact with them and I can state my hatred for wincest without giving a single fuck about it, same way I can declare my hatred of tomatoes as much as I please while also not caring about them unless they directly do something to effect me.

I HATE WINCEST I HATE WINCEST I HATE WINCEST I HATE WINCEST!!!

Then half the fandom goes "oh they date their opposite gender though!" Bisexuality and the others like it exist! "Oh but the character said that they don't like their same gender one time!" Yeah and you expect me to believe the situation where a random person is harassing you that you also wouldn't say the same exact thing? Hell I'd tell a gay guy I'm a masc lesbian if he was harassing me.