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"A lover not a fucker"

A horror fan that's like a mad scientist not a hoe

Tag list cause idk how to make a master list, the tags are below where the tags are usually put

» Any type of ramblings || #mad man's ramblings

» Beastars oc & others || #beastars oc #a mix of species

» Yautja oc & others || #yautja oc #soldiers & hunters

» CoD oc & others || #cod oc #military hounds

» Ersatz stuff and oc's || #undead soldiers

» Conclave stuff (i probably won't write anything for this but i need a file cabinet) || #tea in the church

» Gravity falls oc & others || #og mystery trio has kids #mystery trio has kids #the sibling after the twins #oc x canon

» Twisted Wonderland oc & others || #twst oc #ame sensei

» Fic recommendations || #fic recommendation #fic rec

‡ My long writings (cause i don't post on AO3) || #my writings

‡ Ask box || #asks

‡ My random drawings || #my drawings

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I'm in a lot of fandoms but i won't list them cause there's too many but if i write abt something ill give it a tag

I usually don't permanently leave a fandom but i do like hibernate or maybe take a break from it but my ask box are always open

‡ Story & characters ramblings || hung0ver-b4stard aka my other acc

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Jasira: why do you guys never carry a gun?

Rain: can't use it that well

Gohin: it makes too much noise

Jasira: but if you were to carry a gun around, what would you choose?

Rain: a revolver

Gohin: *drinks and looks away because he knows why he chose a revolver*

Jasira: why a revolver?

Rain: just because

Gohin: it's better if he never carries one

(for context, it's russian roulette)

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Idris: *chews some painkillers like its candy*

Jasira:....do you have to chew them?

Idris: *deadpan* try getting shot near an organ, i need these to be smooth out...so it's ingest easier

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Jinma: The stars are so beautiful

Rain: They're just giant balls of gas

Jinma: You know what, if you're just going to ruin this, then-

Rain: And yet none of them are as huge as my love for you

Jinma: Oh...

(Rain would say the most romantic and stupidest thing imaginable in 1 sentence)

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Felix: Jasira, I don't like you.

Jasira: What did you say?

Felix: You heard me!

Jasira: *internally* and it turns out I actually didn't hear what the fuck he just said

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Miguel: *angrily presses Rain against a wall* where the fuck did you hid my bonnet?!

Rain: ...are we about to kiss?

Miguel: *dumbfounded*...i hate you

Rain: love you too also i didn't hid it, it was in the laundry

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Gohin: Rain, about that message you sent me-

Rain: yeah, what about it?

Gohin: the fourth sentence-

Rain: yeah, that’s where I got out of track and I-

Gohin: it’s “you’re” not “your”

Rain:...what are you? A grammar police

Gohin: no, I'm a doctor

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Gohin: Rain, you do remember when we agreed that we were better off as friends?

Rain: *half naked in Gohin's bed* no, I absolutely don't

Gohin: *already taking off his clothes* fuck...me neither

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Agata: listen, in the wild wild west there is always a woman in the saloon and nobody messes with her even though they all have guns

Hino: that's because she's a prostitute

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Dope: someone’s trying to break in, grab a weapon

Agata: *loads shotgun* I got this

Jasira: last week you fell down the stairs, what do you mean you got this?

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Fadeyka: Rain, my old friend!

Rain: I think you tried to kill me at some point

Fadeyka: That was obviously just my way of getting to know you

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Sabu: I would let you ruin my life

Rain: Sorry, I’m busy ruining my own. You’ll have to wait

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Jasira: Listen, we’re done, we’re over! Okay?

Felix: Whatever bitch, you ain’t never gonna find no one like me.

Jasira: Yeah, that's the point shithead!

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Hino: there are 20 letters in the alphabet, right?

Dope: no, there's 26

Hino: ah, I must have forgotten U, R, A, Q, T

Dope: that's cute, but you're still missing one

Hino: You'll get the D later ;)

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Miguel: wanna take a shower with me?

Rain: I have a gun in that nightstand beside the bed. If I ever say no to that question, I want you to take it out and shot me because I’ve obviously gone crazy

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Jinma: There. How do I look?

Sabu: Like a cheap French harlot.

Jinma: French?!

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Rain: Well Jasira, I have to say, I'm really disappointed

Jasira: Well, you didn't HAVE to say it. You could've just thought it

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Idris: Did it hurt when you fell-

Nico: From heaven? Wow, I didn’t think you were such a flirt-

Idris: No, I meant when you fell down the stairs

Nico: ...

Idris: You just laid there for 15 minutes

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Idris: Is something burning?

Nico: *leaning seductively on the chair* it's probably because of how HOT i am

Idris: NICO!!! THE POT IS ON FIRE!!!!

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Gohin: I still have no idea how I’m attracted to you...

Rain: Yeah, well you’re stuck with me and no take backs, sweetheart

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A random young subordinate: this bloodline ends with me

Fadeyka: that's the fanciest way I've ever heard someone say "I'm gay"

Rain: you'll be surprised on how creative the younger generations are

#beastars oc #beastars gohin #shishigumi #a mix of species #incorrect quotes

....normal people would feel guilty ruining someone's life

If they are people who have been hurt by others, they wouldn't really feel much guilt, most people who are hurt usually end up selfish because they would prioritize their comfort first because "I've been hurt so i deserve some kind of relief"

Rain didn't grow up normally and everyday in the facility was survival, so from the moral perspective he didn't think much about doing jobs that dirty his hands because he prioritized himself and they pay well so why wouldn't he take this kind of job

Jasira even though she grew up in a normal society her household/parents have hurt her for years, so she may have felt some guilt doing jobs like Rain and ruining others life but because what she has been through she is selfish and prioritize herself first. She has been denied happiness and relief for years, so when she is able she will indulge in her happiness in the cost of someone else (but she wouldn't hurt anyone who she considers a friend)

Idris feels guilty but in the normal amount, that's why he takes low cost jobs. And he hides his tracks well so they wouldn't find him. He takes on illegal jobs because he needs it for his happiness of traveling, he knows he ruins others lives for his own happiness but if they deserve it then he doesn't care but if they don't then...he would feel guilty then forget about

Rain would be very careful in selecting the jobs he is offered, if it's gonna bite him back in the ass then he wouldn't take it even tho the money is worth it. Rain's process is his client has to contact him first then he does his own research then he decides to take the job or not, he hides his tracks well but you'll never know when karma strikes

He has a rule to not target animals from the normal society and only targets those who are involved in the underworld/black market

#beastars oc #a mix of species

lionb00bfan

I'm sorry if this isn't your vibe but I love angst so I wanted to ask... how do you think the lions would react to falling in love with an herbivore and then finding out that herbivore got murdered and sold on the black market? From "reconsidering their whole worldview" to "it is what it is".

Divaa so sorry this took so long!! Also I’m not sure how to really write angst but imma give it a try!! Also, I really enjoyed this creator's work that discussed shishigumi loyalty, so I took a lot of inspo from here. So I might be a little more redundant with my writing for some of them. Also mb if this is short cuz of it lolol.

T.W for suicidal ideation

Ibuki

He’s more prone to the “it is what it is” mentality. We saw how he treated Louis when he tried to leave, even when he formed a close bond with him due to both of them being livestock in the market.

He’d kinda just accept it. The only thing that is stuck at the back of his mind is if you suffered. He often finds himself wondering if the animal who killed you did it fast or made it painful for you. He definitely drinks a lot more in the comfort of his room.

Free

He convinces himself that you were just another fling, just one that stuck around longer. Outside of warning you about the type of lion he was, he knew that you knew the other consequence of being with him. He plays the blame game in his mind.

Indulges in more destructive behaviours. He does more drugs, drinking, driving erratically, and intentionally places himself in positions he knows he’ll get hurt. Anything to stop thinking about you. And if he can’t get you out of his head, he lights some incense in your honor and to clear his mind.

Dolph

He acts the most normal compared to everyone else. His habits don’t change, maybe just smoking one more cigar and having one more drink than usual. He doesn’t let the rest of the gang know, they have to hear the news from some other animal. He has the most ‘it is what is it’ mentality. He warned you and you weren’t careful. As heartless as it sounds, he believes it and it keeps him from hurting more.

Where it shows the most is in his temperament and mane. He isn’t as caring for it and neither is his patience. He’s quicker to snap and be meaner, even to Agata, but right after every yell or snarky nitpick, you can see a twinge of sadness in his eyes. He doesn’t mean to, but he feels he should’ve been like this with you to avoid you getting killed.

Agata

Probably the most distraught out of everyone. He does a lot of thinking to himself, a part of him fearing that if he expressed any feeling of leaving the syndicate, there’d be worse consequences.

He ultimately stays, but blames himself for your death, thinking that in some way you being involved with him led to you being targeted. Or whether he introduced you to the wrong people, if he was careless about your information. He gives up on finding any other partner, and slowly stops being the silly young recruit of the group.

Miguel

The most expressive in how he processes his feelings. His strict routines halt once he hears the news. No one can get him out of bed or to even do his work, given his size. He’s stuck in drinking and smoking in bed, only stopping when he sleeps. He knew that this was a possibility, but didn’t really think it’d happen. He was the last lion any animal would go threaten or hurt a loved one, yet it still happened.

His sense of security is broken. Although eventually he gets out of bed and back to training recruits and his routine, he is more scared. He’s more wary of his friends, afraid of losing someone else, and takes up a lot of Ibuki’s behaviours.

Sabu

As much as he cherished his relationship with you, his loyalty to the Shishigumi trumps his relationship with you in terms of years and mental capacity. His entire life has been his comrades and knowing every possible thing that could’ve hurt you. If you had been killed despite all the precautions he took, he takes it as “it wasn’t meant to be.”

Leaving didn’t cross his mind in the slightest. He’s upset and even harder to converse with for a very long time, but he goes back and gets comfort from his decade long friendships. He keeps an altar of you by a window, and he likes looking at you every sunset.

Jinma

One of the few lions that goes to find the animal who killed you. Using his resources he’s able to find the assailant, but can’t bring himself to do anything. He knows that just like him, the animal was simply abiding by the black market's demand. He thinks about all the times he’s eaten meat, wondering how many other animals’ soulmates he’s consumed.

He feels like a big coward. No matter how many drunken nights he’s wandered into the same meat owner's stand, he can never get himself to even whisper a word. He tries to stop eating meat cold turkey, but it only goes on for so long. His consumption of meat decreases, he only eats when his withdrawals become unbearable.He gets into the habit of giving a small prayer after eating meat.

Dope

Using Jinma, he manages to find the animal who killed and sold you. Their business goes down the gutter. They’re evicted and thrown out of the market by the end of the week. But that is as far as his mourning goes, knowing that he ruined the person who killed you is enough.

He can’t afford to be upset, angry, and grieve properly, it’d ruin the Shishigumi. His need to do right by the gang is far more important than you at the moment. However in his quiet moments, he lets himself think about you. He cries, curses the animal who made you suffer, and drinks. But he goes back to normal the minute he knows he needs to get work done.

Hino

Part of him refuses to go back to his line of work. He can’t stand going to talk to others, knowing he can’t go back home to you for genuine connection. His work begins to suffer, his sleeping schedule worsens ten-fold, and he’s overall a bigger asshole to everyone around him.

Eventually there’s a small intervention from the rest of the gang, mostly because a lot of their contracts fell through because of him. He does think that the easiest way out would be to flat out leave, making sure someone found him to end it for him. But he feels bad for ruining things for his comrades, so he eventually goes back to working. But everyone else can feel a change in him.

zer0tox1c

Didn't think i would get hit by a brick today

#Rain would understand how it feels to lose someone like that tho #so he offers them a graveyard or a shrine for them to visit and give respect....or a place to talk to even tho they won't get a response #shishigumi x reader #beastars x reader #shishigumi #a mix of species

Another character trope that i like is the headless horseman trope

I always love it whenever a character can take their head off whenever they want

I mean it would be a neat Halloween trick but in the world where magic isn't involved and Rain isn't a demon well it wouldn't really work would it

#beastars oc #a mix of species

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promptcalender

Mentor & Apprentice Banter

“You made it. Wanna tell me how?” “Badly, then gradually less badly.”

“Confidence is good.” “Then I’m doing great!” “Overconfidence is not.”

“I taught you better than that.” “You didn’t show me though.”

“And what did you learn from you little stunt?” “That consequences come faster than I can run.”

“You seem nervous for me.” “I’m trying a new strategy called ‘caring too much.’”

“You’re getting better.” “Don’t sound so surprised.”

“Are you even listening?” “Oh, totally. I’m just… deciding right now what to try and remember.”

“You need to learn patience.” “Is there a faster way to get it?”

“Mistakes happen.” “Excellent, because I made several.”

[Prompt Calender: June 17th, National Thank A Teacher Day]

#june 17th #prompt calender #writing prompt #writing inspiration #writing ideas #prompts #dialogue prompt #scenario prompts #mentor & mentee #team as family #found family #mad man's ramblings

bisonwares

Showing off the Arapaima I made! (Pattern also made by me)

This was the test of the new pattern and I love her. 🎏💕

zer0tox1c

THIS IS SO COOL 🔥🔥🔥🔥

WTF ✨✨✨✨✨

#small artist #small business #merch design #fish #fiber art #arapaima #soft sculpture

inutiliacapra

zahra definitely prefers to do weed recreationally than eating meat, shes actually rlly against it for herself! but understands why other animals need to use the black market, eat a rat tho and she'll # claw your eyes out!!

#beastars oc #bateleur eagle #a mix of species

I'm doing this again cause it's funny and yeah i imagine the training session would go like this with the girls

Inarigumi Rain definitely got caught off guard a lot cause some of the girls doesn't know their own strength or they like to be a menace, i mean Rain did say to not hold back and Ten allowed the girls to not hold back but mind their strength to not accidentally 😵 someone

I imagine training session would go like the videos in this account, i remember another account does something similar to this but the shifu trains younger kids and the gender is mixed but i think he also trains older kids too

#beastars au #beastars oc #a mix of species

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If performer au Rain doesn't have leg injury (well ankle injury) he would have opened a small ballet class, he accepts anyone but prefers older (teenagers & adults) students cause he can't handle small crying children

Rain would have been like Ido

This guy

Rain always wanted to teach someone when he retires but after his injury he focuses a lot more on recovery, at first he doesn't accept students but after someone being very persistent and have shown their capability he accepts them but he mostly instruct and can't demonstrate too much

#beastars au #beastars oc #beastars louis #a mix of species

Recently watched se7en

This part made me 😂, i was telling Mills to get his mind out of the gutter but turns out bondage did happen but not in a good way

Also love the dynamic between Somerset & Mills, and i also the dinner scene where Tracy is also involved

And the advice that Somerset gave to Tracy was a hit to my heart 😭

Possible au 👀???

Yeah i mean i can see some characters fit into the role of Somerset & Mills, like

Dolph & Agata

Louis & Legoshi

Gosha & Yahya

I say the killer is Melon, i mean the John Doe role fit Melon perfectly

#beastars au #???#se7en #se7en (1995)#a mix of species

garnet-cow

Pov : How I felt after my last post

zer0tox1c

I'm just imagining this

Louis, Juno, Azuki: power couple

Louis, Legoshi, Haru: Haru giving everyone the middle finger if they criticize their relationship while Louis & Legoshi just make out in the background 😂

#garnet cow au #beastars louis #beastars azuki #beastars juno #beastars haru #beastars legoshi #a mix of species

beautifulstarsbeastars

I don’t normally listen to music like this but it kept popping up on my instagram feed and it fits Azuki’s music taste and now I like it lol!

zer0tox1c

....bro Dragula is one of my favorite songs

Also i think Rob Zombie and Korn songs would probably something on Azuki's song list

Trigger warning about one of the songs from Korn

#Incase anyone’s wondering the thing I keep getting in my instagram feed #was a clip from The Aristocats but this song over it #ya know the clip of the cats dancing on the piano #that clip with this song is basically my life as an adult. Chaotic and nostalgic for childhood but still fun lol #That’s why I decided to include that gif #beastars azuki #a mix of species

zenfulmockingbird

Quick question- Is there anyone on this site that ship Agazuki (Agata x Azuki?)

beautifulstarsbeastars

Not really my ship but these songs fit it!

- Uptown Girl (Billy Joel)

- Love Story (Taylor Swift)

zenfulmockingbird

I've heard someone suggest Uptown Girl

I feel like Like Butterfly form Yakuza would if going by just her Manga version mixed with fanon stuff I had for her

With the new info we gotten it gotta be something metal.

beautifulstarsbeastars

Oh that song is perfect for them! We could also mix the manga and anime versions together; Azuki is cold and standoffish when first meeting her but, when she gets comfortable around someone new, she shows her heavy metal side! 🎵

I headcanon that she takes Louis to heavy metal concerts in their spare time. I don’t know if he’d be a fan of the music himself but I do think he’d appreciate her inviting and including him in her passions.

#beastars agata #beastars azuki #a mix of species

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