Finding My Niche

I crave anons and asks. I need new friends. Flock to me (please)

Life recently has felt very autistic with a healthy dose of crazy gender dysphoria. Also loving my recent new thoughts about not feeling "queer enough" to exist in queer spaces. Also feeling weirdly alone despite having friends? Idk feel like I'm isolating recently.

I forgot I had Tumblr for a hot second. Wassup party people

Question for the ether cause I feel like I'm going crazy. If I told my partner I really wanted to go to a thing and we had talked about going to the thing, then they said no, but turned around a few weeks later and said "I'm going with my friends but you're not allowed to come" would you be considered controlling for getting upset at that?

Worst valentine's day in years

ADHD meds update. I now have no emotions. Or drive. But at least I'm focused?

In the most non-emo way possible, can I PLEASE STOP MAKING MYSELF BLEED IM LEAVING SO MANY SCARS FFS

My therapist thinks I desperately need to leave Glasgow, and honestly really wrestling and coming to terms with how toxic moving and living here has been for me. Know it's defenitely not the time to be going to the US, but also feart I'll try to kill myself again if I stay in Glasgow