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I think Black Swans by Gaito Gazdanov might be the best short story I’ve read in my life. Definitely the most memorable

Why are there 6 Georgian restaurants concentrated in the west village now

What is the scientific explanation for the fact that I genuinely get treated like the hunchback of notre dame in LA but I get flirted with and told I’m beautiful in New York all the time, and then I get zero traction on dating apps in either city lol

My grandma’s cousin who lives here is like a second dad to me. He’s really special. Yesterday we went to a diner and talked for the first time in almost 2 years. I asked him for life advice and he suggested I should take up sailing lmao. Kind of genius… no one has ever suggested that to me before but I think it could solve a lot of my problems. I want to learn how to do it this year

Just flirted a little with a really hot and beautiful 50 year old Jewish lesbian at this bar I love New York

I want to grow my hair down to my butt, it’s already in the middle of my back but my ends are so dead that part of me wants to chop it all off

Sometimes I wonder if I just feel amazing whenever I come to New York because I almost never have to be alone with my thoughts and I feel horrible when I’m home because I always end up being alone with them. Even when I’m with other people or doing other things. But idk, I really do also feel like myself here, I feel so, so free and loved for who I am. It’s making me realize how far from myself I’ve been. I have a lot more stability now and a good path forward is starting to take shape but unfortunately all these good things are building up where I don’t want them to. I really wish I could find a reason to move back here. I don’t know what I’m gonna do