A devil in disguise

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Ice glazed eyes watched the human equivalent of a puppy dog bustle around. His hands subconsciously moved a circle for ‘O’ and a swift ‘K’ agreeing to his .... To Yana’a offer. In the coils of his loneliness Aoi had patiently waited all day for the construction worker to return to their den...it .... hurt when he was gone hurt when he was away, but seeing him here....it also pulled at his heart strings in a  way he could not describe 

My burst of joy died again, why cant I stay cheerful. 

Legitimately slipping from reality.

                  Ive burned up this body already, poisoned it with drugs and prescription medicines. Ran it will my tendons snapped under the stress and my lungs sputtered to a stop from the depletion. That my death wont be anything but the consequences of abused youth catching up with me before i can heal fully. A failure till my last gasp.” 

Mutual support !! We got this. @aesthetiquement​ 

*huuuuuuughs* 

long time no see ! Sooo alot has been going on but im gonna be cleaning up this madness and see if i can get my multi muse rolling again. Hopefully we will be seeing alot of positive changes around here. 

Im getting real sick and tired of auditory hallucinations 

“oh ok” he nods his head in approval, tailing after the other as they walked inside the little shop. A bell rang over head signaling the shop owners and staff of their arrival. Inside the shop was quite and quaint, a very romantic place. Chinel could help but feel himself blush- Had parker picked out such a place on purpose- no it must be coincidence right ? 

He chatted away ignoring any signs of comfortability the other might be displaying. He wasn’t very good at reading social ques, or at least not when he was so deeply entranced by another. In fact he was so busy chatting he had already forgotten their little plan to get ice cream.  

“Maybe 12 years?” He mused as they walked, “though I dont really remember it all. I’ve moved around alot so I see alot of the city.” As the walked past a flower bush his hand lazily trailed through it plucking a few petals absentmindedly. 

“No not really, maybe we just start walking and we’ll find a spot?” Hopefully that wouldn't be a deterrent for the other man, he didn’t want to discourage him from spending him- but he also didnt want to lie and say that he knew where any ice cream shops or venders where in the area. 

Not wanting to be rude, but not able to hold back his curiosity either Chinel popped his head in through the crack, but kept his body outside. This way he wasn’t actually entering the other’s home. yes very clever he thought to himself. “Wow! It’s like a barren wasteland in here! I mean- clean.” 

“Great! Grab what you need and come out, Ill be waiting.” yes yes yes, his heart practically sung with excitement, he was so thrilled. He was really glad that Parker was going to be joining him, he didnt even care if they got lost walking around and skipped getting the stupid ice cream all together.