daylight.

“gotcha!” he beamed. he quickly washed his hands and then grabbed some of the turnips he’d brought home from the market the other day. he also made sure to rinse them so they didn’t have any dirt leftover. “would you like to join me?” he asked, turning over to look to aoi. he then realized his lip movements were not very visible to the other and quickly attempted to sign the words, “join?” 

yana walked into the house, almost immediately grabbing a white rag from the kitchen counter to pat down his forehead and neck. “hi!” he excitedly greeted aoi who was settled in the bed. “shall i make you some lunch?” he offered through ragged breath, still exhausted from work. however, the thought of cooking something for aoi felt like such a relaxing activity to focus on after his long day. // @z0yne​

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yana’s length was twitching & raising upwards from the mere pleasure of it all, while his back rested against the white drywall. ai meant everything to him, and them seeing him this  VULNERABLE  felt so terrifying yet so comforting. however, whenever his eyesight faded all he could see was the empty grey walls of  that man’s  house, and how he felt so  little  in them. in midst heavy breaths, yana asked meekly, “c-could we try something.. else?” tears were beginning to collect in his eyelids. 

something in yana snapped when that  LINE  was crossed.  please, not again.  he didn’t want this to be his first time... again.  yana quickly sat up and firmly pushed cinhel away from himself. “i’m sorry,” he apologized before redoing his clothing and heading to the door. that part of him down there being... visible... felt so extremely  uncomfortable. 

yana’s white shirt formed a make-shift  NOOSE  around his wrists, tethering him against the bed while cinhel began licking and kissing down his abdomen. yana’s breath turned raspier from  distress  while his legs and abdominal muscles twitched. he felt like his vision was going blurry. he shouldn’t be here. if only it could stop already. he was so much bigger and stronger physically, yet, he was in cinhel’s mercy. 

“mmph,”  yana’s eyes were shut close, body stiffening while the other slid under his clothing like a snake in  DISGUISE  to feel the tips of his nipples. “ah, please—” his body was reacting on its own, sending jolts through his muscles.  he didn’t want this.  “no...” he replied, his cheeks flooded in embarrassment while eyes remained closed. 

dear  LORD,  how did he get into this situation? he was only passing by the local market to grab some  insecticide  for the house, and now all of a sudden... he’s on the a with a man he doesn’t know on his  lap.  “i think you got the wrong idea,” yana manages to say, “i’m not trying to...  get with  anyone.” at least, not someone he didn’t... love & care for. 

“wait a second—!” yana tries to interject however only to  FAIL  since the pink-haired man was already  inches  away from him on the mattress of the cheap hotel room, “i don’t know you—” 

“WAH—!!” this was  NOT  dinner. “i-i- sorry- uhm, you have the  wrong  idea,” he stutters, a heavy blush coating over his face. he’d never been in a situation like this before. 

this was beginning to feel  INCORRECT. he thought he was being taken out to... dinner.  isn’t that what a “treat” meant? “um, on second thoughts—” it was too late for that now, yana. 

“i- uh,”  shit,  this was difficult. in one hand he didn’t want to cause this person to feel guilty, but on the other hand... he did  STEAL  his first kiss and he was going to go hungry tonight since he couldn’t afford to buy anything for dinner. “alright.”  he gave in. 

“that was...” yana begins, hands reaching up to his lips, trying to accept his new  REALITY,  “...my  first kiss.”  he couldn’t really tell if it was  GOOD  or  BAD... just strange. 

how could  ANYONE  see the look on his face and believe he was  ecstatic?  he was in fact  grieving  his romantic fantasies of sharing his first  KISS  with someone he loved &  cherished.  he didn’t even  KNOW  this... man.