Severely mentally ill guy who loves his darling more than anyone could
About me
Alive for 19 years
No dni, I block freely, and often
All I ask is no dms and no asking for my other socials, those are exclusive to my darling. However, we can still interact, you can speak to me through comments, reblogs and asks
Deleted my tumblr blog 2 years ago but I have returned. I am surprised this url was still available/unoccupied
Do not take my way of typing as my mood. It is just how I type. I am sorry
I follow from @psychiccopmakerstatesman
Do not pursue, it will not work. I am taken and fully devoted to my darling.
My yan types:
4435342
RAMS
DSMT
146 - The Philosopher
Protective Type ( + removal, restraints, monopoly)
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My darling is lying to me. I know they are. They are fucking this up all over again. They can't fucking learn. Sometimes I hate them so much. They think it's okay to accept all my devotion while barely trying to make me feel loved.
What a terrible person they are. What a terrible person they are. To make me suffer on purpose. They really think they have the right to lie to me again. Oh fuck you. You don't care. You are hurting me on purpose. I bet the guilt of lying to my face is eating you alive. Who am I kidding. You never felt any kind of emphaty towards me. That is reserved to everyone fucking else.
I'm getting tired of getting rid if everyone else. I might have to get rid of you.
i hate the fact that everyone on this godforsaken app seems to be playing a persona. how do you expect someone to love you if you never take the mask off? who are you when you’re not playing god, or an angel, or a martyr, or a dumb dog? who are you when you’re not hiding vulnerability behind sadism or anger behind masochism? who are you when you’re truly in love with someone and not the idea of them? when the mystery and thrill of the chase wear off? the reason you feel lonely despite being surrounded by people is because you don’t let them see you. really see you. stop using the mask as shield when all it’s doing is cursing you
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How to cope with my darling living on the other side of the world No glue No borax.
I already know their exact location... I already know their routine, the places they go to, how their room looks like, their family members, their close friends, their type, their interests, their flaws, their issues, how they dress, how they act, how they think, AND YET I CAN'T TOUCH THEM... I CAN'T LOVE THEM PROPERLY LIKE THIS. I CAN'T KEEP AN EYE ON THEM. Not being able to see them at all times terrifies me.
I want them so bad. I need them.
The distance doesn't make my love any less intense, I will love them with all my heart no matter what. I will wait as long as it takes. We WILL be together. I love them so much...
don't look at anyone else but me. don't talk to anyone else but me. you only need me. i can fulfill your every need, your every dream. can't you see that?
Obsession isn’t obsession if it’s something you decide. Obsession is a loss of total autonomy, whereas your love is a crushing embrace more than it is a gentle hug.
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One day I will capture my darling and lock them in a basement far away from everyone and everything with no signal. And I will decorate it to their taste. A beautiful room with soft pillows, plush toys, snacks, everything and anything that brings comfort.
They won't hear of anyone else but me ever again, no more distractions.
And they will be happy. I will make them happy. They won't need to leave, they won't WANT to leave. Because we love eachother. And I created a little paradise for both of us
Some of you are so focused on having an hypothetical special someone that is so obsessed with you and treats you like a God on the irl yandere tag while never ever expressing being obsessively in love with anyone or even INTERESTED in loving someone specific... this is not yan4yan this is borderline narcissism mixed with the romanticization of someone else's mental illness.
Remember, if your darling isn't behaving yet, force yourselves to text your darling's "friends" to gain their trust in order to obtain more information on what could be going on behind your back.
not a moment goes by where i don’t miss my wife. i miss my wife while actively talking to her. i could turn her to liquid & inject her into my veins & it still wouldn’t be enough. you don’t get it
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tips for yanblr as someone who is chronically online and tends to stalk. 👍🏽
1. How to get someone's IP - Use a fake link and attach it to your pinned post. :-) it can be a rentry, carrd, YT link.⠀OR⠀link your atabook. <- atabook shows you someone's IP (anon or not) whenever someone sends you a message. You can use that to locate their state, city, what network they use, and zip code.
2. How to find an account when you can't remember their username - check yanblr blogs that have been here before 2026. As these blogs tend to reblog a lot. You can find old blogs that have posted whether deleted or not. <- i've once found my old blog in a blog that was made in January of 2026.
if you can remember their mutual(s) users, go through their following, likes. They're private? No problem. Look through their posts. Who's reblogged it? Liked it? Who they tag in ask games? I usually use the second option for finding someone's secret blog, new blog, etc.
3. How to find information on someone - If they have anons it's likely the anons have asked the person questions. Look and see if the blog uses anon tags, go through them. Becoming someone's anon can be time consuming but if you believe you can charm someone well, then pretend to be an anon who's interested in them.
4. instagram following / mutuals - want to find out who someone follows on instagram but their account is private? Look through the "suggestions" part. When you view someone's profile on instagram, it shows you more account(s). These accounts are usually linked to the person because they might be a follower, mutual, etc.
5. location / face - does this person ever post pictures of outside? If you look deep enough you can probably see someone's face through a reflection. You can also pin down their location by searching up the places visible in the photos themselves.
ex: there's a coffee shop in the photo? Look for a name. Look for a unique design and/or something that can help you locate the name of the business / it's location. <- it helps you figure out their area and hometown.
6. How to block someone who has you blocked - look to see if anyone has reblogged a post of theirs on a alt and/or on your main because you can block someone through reblogs.
Use the tumblr website to block them back using settings. You'll need their username which you can just get by using the share link.
7. How to bypass a block - do not use your main blog for yanblr and/or a community. Use side blogs. I promise you it's not going to kill you if you can't interact fully lol. When someone blocks your side blog you can still see their blog because it isn't your main. You know?
I don't know if this still works. I tried it out last time in 2025 but it could be patched. :( apologies.
8. How to get close to someone - Honestly, for this, you just need to know how to pay attention. Example. Lets say they've posted a picture of themselves in their room. You notice that in the background they have a collection of MLP toys. You can use this interest of theirs to get closer.
Another example. Someone has a shitty layout. You're experienced? Offer to make one for them or to teach them how to get better at editing. You can bond with them.
9. How to get an anon out of the picture - Study the anon's typing patterns. Are they dry? Hyper? Do they use colored text? Once you have enough information on them, use it against them. Send the blog something mean or something that might break their boundaries.
10. How to get a blog banned - This might seem shitty but just report their vents lol. Things like suicide talk, shit talk, telling someone to kill themselves, NSFW posts. It doesn't matter what it is, if you know it goes against the TOS, report it.
11. How to find out who someone is mutuals with - This is similar to number two. You can look through their reblogs, post likes, pinned post likes, mutual tag, etc. People on tumblr tend to spam like their mutuals so see who's constantly interacting with them.
12. How to check if someone has you blocked on instagram - use the website. Log out if you're logged in. Search up their username. If it pops up, it's likely you're blocked. If it doesn't, it's either deleted, deactivated or banned.
13. Finding their other socials - If you have their current username / past usernames saved you can see if they use them on other social media apps. ex: tiktok, instagram, reddit, ao3, facebook, discord.
14. Want their full name? A great way to find this out is their cashapp, paypal or just any app that might be used for money. When verifying, both of these apps need your government name. You can use their full name to find old schools, family members, court cases, etc.
15. It's easy to find someone's instagram and/or tiktok because whenever someone sends you a link to a reel, it shows a pop up of their account. This might not work though as for tiktok you can turn it off.
16. Wayback machine - if you're looking for someone's old blog, just use that site. You'll need the full link though as it tends to not work with just the username. You want to put someone's blog on there? Be careful. If they have "need an account to view my blog" on, it's useless. internet archive will just lead you to a tumblr page where you need to log in / sign up.
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