and how did that make you feel

everything i say on this blog is conceptual, even if they are my real thoughts. i am not out here physically harming people or being toxic towards one i regard intimately. i vent about my BPD too a bunch, sometimes i draw, sometimes i just shitpost.

i would appreciate that if you wish to be mutuals with me that you are around my bodily age of 19. i block freely.

i am a SFW blog but i dont mind NSFW interacting with me as long as youre an adult of course. its just not what i post here is all

also, keep in mind that this is a sideblog. i follow and like from @/tacticallychallenged

we are not new here, but its been 1 almost 2 years, so we are getting our bearings back.

as of now this blog has an expiry date, that date is undecided. this is because not only am i trying to recover but my parents are in the process of shipping me off.

i would like to make friends, im not great at socializing but im willing to try. i get quite busy between work and hobbies but i dont intend on outright ignoring anyone.

i guess i should say i dont actually have much empathy but i try

spamming my blog is fine, my phones always silenced so i do not mind.

keep in mind that we are a system. the wording/vocabulary used in our postage may vary, but it all comes from the same root.

tagging system

#🎖| inane ramblings - its just me talking about dumb shit you can ignore it lol

#💬 | correspondence - responding to asks. you write to me, i write to you. that is how a correspondence works, no?

#🌧 | reminiscing - vent stuff. i am an addict and a victim of incest, it could get really dark, i would take no offence if you muted it.

#✏️ | my art - self-explanatory.

rummi : how good are you at putting up a façade ?

relatively. ive been normal around my girlfriend for like Ages in the context of this stuff until i started a blog. yet i had been doing things like indexing social media, finding out who her friends are, what kind of things she likes, what kind of people her parents are. shes not a hard person to find stuff out about. she can be quite open. i also started that aforementioned journal. all this stuff kind of just started coming back when i remembered this space in the internet existed.

sister : who do you hate the most ?

to be blunt um probably my parent who raped me. im not gonna miss them whatsoever i might miss my other parent though

gift : how well do you know your obsession ?