❝ love & letter ❞ l.jn
synopsis → jeno writes love letters for you knowing he will never have the courage to send them.
pairing → jeno, reader (some renjun)
requested → yes!
word count → 17k+
a/n → plz enjoy this monster of a fic! considering it is my longest one yet, feedback is greatly appreciated ^_^
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jeno feels sick to his stomach.
his clammy hands find purchase on the straps of his backpack as he shifts his weight between his legs. he’s positive he looks like a nervous wreck which, to be fair, isn’t very far from the truth.
he receives a couple glances from latecomers who sprint to their classes, disposable coffee cups and piles of loose papers in hand. in turn, he keeps his eyes locked on the grimy, tiled floors. he stays like that for a couple minutes; head bowed down like a child who’s been scolded. to anyone in passing it would be easy to assume that the reason he lingers outside the principals office is because he awaits punishment for disrupting a lesson or committing a similar classroom offense.
in reality, jeno has never even set foot on campus. and, while he would much rather find a quiet spot in the library or cafeteria to wait for the bell to ring, being the new kid always meant being singled out. the principal insisted that he stick around so that he could be shown the campus. he realizes that it’s for the best—a couple minutes of awkward small talk with a stranger was better than getting lost on the way to all his classes later on—but he still can’t help but feel slightly uncomfortable with the special treatment.
“are you lee jeno?”
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