Can I get a wahoo?

I think you deserve to exist contently with peace in your tranness like everyone else does, cis or trans, without it being a statement. You're allowed to feel your own emotions and own them and not have that be weaponised or a sacrifice you must make because hypothetically you'll confuse the cis kids. You'll just have to trust that the younger generation will adapt and learn, in the same way many indigenous cultures historically welcomed and embraced tranness and still thrived in their own society. Kids just simply understood that's how some people are. And for the trans kids out there, seeing older trans people alive for starters brings a lot of hope and helps them invision a future for themselves. Simply because you exist and are content with your tranness. I know it's hard in the society we live in right now, trust me, I'm currently dealing with my coworkers gossiping about me being a "tr/nny", but we do this for our own peace and happiness and that's worth something.