I am where it takes me

I don't want to cry no more

Daddy

I don't want the pain anymore

Emptiness isn't my friend

Numbness wasn't the answer 

What is the answer

Thump

Thump

Thump

Blood pounds through my body

Travels between veins 

Arteries 

Listen to life

You are alive.

Even if living is excruciating

You will get past this.

You always do.

It's a bad day,

Not a bad life

It's a bad week,

Not a bad life.

It'll get better.

It always does.

But when will the repetition

Give way

Consecutive smiles 

Over continual tears

You'll feel better

You always do

Talk to someone about it

Talk to someone

They'll try to fix you.

They always do.

You'll let them.

You always do. 

Life is beautiful,

It's just that your vision is impaired.

Life with depression is like

An astigmatism 

That cannot be corrected

No. 

Only medicated.

You can put glass in front of it

To make it all more clear

But at the end of the day,

When you face yourself 

Without any aid

You still can only see 

A Blurry

Misshapen 

Mess of a goddamn world. 

Lover,

Help Me.

Aries: Insensitive jackass who becomes even more of a jackass when things don't go their way

Taurus: Stubborn as f*ck prick who wants to boss everyone around but when the shoe is on the other foot, they're not having it

Gemini: Talks all the time about nothing so they can sound more intellectual than they actually are

Cancer: Puts the "need" in needy and always, always, always has a tissue ready for their never ending flow of tears

Leo: Can you see me? Where's the camera? Yea...that.

Virgo: Pushy and picky perfectionist who can dish it but can't take it

Libra: The extra flirty and loud pushover who minds other people business instead of taking care of their own

Scorpio: See that slash in your tire? Scorpio did that.

Sagittarius: Has a lot to say but gets all defensive and emotional on the inside if someone says something they don't like

Capricorn: No time for nothing or no one, unless it benefits them in some way

Aquarius: Doesn't give a damn about your feelings. Why are you next to me? Yea...that.