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hi everyone!! i haven’t posted on this account since my nct dream concert in november 2024, but i have always been lurking haha. i stopped posting around the time my health issues were getting worse (i was actually very sick at the concert). maybe one day i’ll talk more in detail about it, and honestly i planned to initially, but ill leave it for now. part of my motivation to get better was that in january 2025, i got accepted to be an exchange student in korea for my third year of university!! i have been living in seoul since august, and i will be leaving at the end of june :(

i can’t believe its nearly over, i have become so used to living in korea and it is so scary to think that i likely won’t return for a long time. i will miss it so much. there’s been highs and lows, a lot of homesickness and stressful moments, but i have been very happy recently!! i think maybe because the weather in seoul is so nice recently, and we’ve had cherry blossoms.

i’ve had so many unique experiences, and been to some concerts! which leads me to I GOT ENHYPEN TICKETS TODAY!! I SEE THEM IN LIKE 3 WEEKS?? i also got tickets to the ioi reunion so i will see doyeon irl too! so crazy

as for this account, i have thought about returning to it for a few months. i’ve written on and off for quite a while. with what has happened recently, i think it will still be a while longer. mark is someone who i have admired for years, ever since i became an nctzen in 2019, 7 years ago. nct have been with me for my teenage years, through huge life events and my worst moments, they’ve been such a constant presence. to me, and so many others, nct, especially nct dream, define my youth. mark moving on to live his life is something i think is so brave, and i truly admire him for being true to himself and having the courage to take back his life. i will always continue to support the other members, but for now, it feels like i’m kind of mourning a part of my youth? it won’t ever be the same again, and it’s something we will have to get used to with time. i have cried a lot but i am beginning to trust that it will be okay.

anyways, i hope everyone (if anyone is still here lol) has been doing well! i’ve added some photos from korea (many dreamies related) <3

sadie

hi everyone!! i haven’t posted on this account since my nct dream concert in november 2024, but i have always been lurking haha. i stopped posting around the time my health issues were getting worse (i was actually very sick at the concert). maybe one day i’ll talk more in detail about it, and honestly i planned to initially, but ill leave it for now. part of my motivation to get better was that in january 2025, i got accepted to be an exchange student in korea for my third year of university!! i have been living in seoul since august, and i will be leaving at the end of june :(

i can’t believe its nearly over, i have become so used to living in korea and it is so scary to think that i likely won’t return for a long time. i will miss it so much. there’s been highs and lows, a lot of homesickness and stressful moments, but i have been very happy recently!! i think maybe because the weather in seoul is so nice recently, and we’ve had cherry blossoms.

i’ve had so many unique experiences, and been to some concerts! which leads me to I GOT ENHYPEN TICKETS TODAY!! I SEE THEM IN LIKE 3 WEEKS?? i also got tickets to the ioi reunion so i will see doyeon irl too! so crazy

as for this account, i have thought about returning to it for a few months. i’ve written on and off for quite a while. with what has happened recently, i think it will still be a while longer. mark is someone who i have admired for years, ever since i became an nctzen in 2019, 7 years ago. nct have been with me for my teenage years, through huge life events and my worst moments, they’ve been such a constant presence. to me, and so many others, nct, especially nct dream, define my youth. mark moving on to live his life is something i think is so brave, and i truly admire him for being true to himself and having the courage to take back his life. i will always continue to support the other members, but for now, it feels like i’m kind of mourning a part of my youth? it won’t ever be the same again, and it’s something we will have to get used to with time. i have cried a lot but i am beginning to trust that it will be okay.

anyways, i hope everyone (if anyone is still here lol) has been doing well! i’ve added some photos from korea (many dreamies related) <3

sadie