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I think one of the most helpless feelings in the world is when you watch someone you love go through heart break. No matter how many times I dry your tears, your heart only just gets heavier and there's nothing I can physically do to relieve you of your anguish

Its always the week before my birthday that everything goes to shit. And I've noticed this pattern for YEARS now and I just don't understand lol. From car accidents, to life threats, to big fights everything happens the week before my birthday. The saddest part is, I was so excited to turn 21 and now 2 of the people I love most in the world are fighting and one is saying such hurtful things to the other and i just wanna go back to the mind numbing place that college was for me because I just wanted us to go and be happy on vacation and have a memorable birthday, but yeah guess I'm gonna be stuck with spite and snarky comments instead

I think one of the most underrated forms of pain is being the mediator between two people you genuinely love, but they have a misunderstanding, or one of them or both of them is hurt. And the worst part is you understand why both of them are hurt, and you get both sides, but both parties are too stubborn and one just can't find it in them understand while the other is just praying the other one understands because it is what it is. And im here stuck in the middle trying to mediate and the topic they're fighting about is a painful one for me too. And I just think that noone ever talks about how painful it is to mediate between people you care about and you know they care about each other too

Hi fam

Hi I'm back again, barely alive but I'm finally back, i keep thinking I get better at this and then I go back into hibernation lmao and i don't even know what to do about it honestly

I feel like all I've been doing the past 2 weeks is have a mountain load of work like hello??? A girl needs her rest PLEASE like my schedule has been so packed i haven't even had the time to scroll on Instagram in like a WHILE. I just really need a breather man whew

So, i fainted for the first time in my life today in front of nearly 400 people today and i think this is my cue to exit from whatever simulation this is

Why do i all of a sudden have 283738283747 things to do without having a single minute to breathe omg. I've been falling asleep on my laptop for the past week out of sheer exhaustion and IT DOESN'T SEEM TO GODDAMN END ONF