You are not cool

imagine being a cd just cosy in ur box and then u get to spin around for a bit and then back in ur cosy box dream life

tie me to the bed with our red string of fate

i would really just like to want to live

and when all the distractions dont work anymore and its the end of the day, i’m left with just myself and the want for it all to please just fucking stop.

i might be doing really terrible on the emotional regulation front but in my defense ive had a gaping hole in my chest since i was 12

[listens to any fob song i’ve heard 500 times before] fuck dude this is such a banger. what a jam. god

im so lonely. ill always be lonely no matter where i am. it hurts so bad, it feels like my stomach is tearing from the inside.

if i was immortal killing myself would be my hobby and like i truly believe it would fix something in me. i do

therapist would not like this one

I need to pull myself together in a very very very kind way