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i went to a bar after work to watch basketball with my coworkers :) they are both 23 though they really are just boyssss. they both got so tipsy after 2 beers and one of them never had smoked a marlboro red before lol. it was very fun though

im completely in denial about my moms death still, im not looking forward to the funeral (which is entirely up to me to set up and i havent done anything yet)

Its so cool that the only reason why my position is salaried is so that i am obligated to work outside my hours without extra pay. im paid to work 50 hours a week but usually for reasons outside of my fault im working like 60+ hrs a week lol. i could just say fuck it and go home but i cant just fuck over my coworkers like that

i love my favorite maintenance old guy so much he gives me fresh eggs from his chickens and he has a fucked up shoulder so he has a hard time tying his apron so he comes to me to help him sometimes and he'll wink at me later and say thanks for tying me up this morning! and when he comes into our backroom he says hi honey im home! and he goes to grab a water bottle and says thanks for the beer! he's one of the best things in my life right now lol. but he is very respectful and sweet to me <3

My mom died

i turned around from the computer and work crush was doing pushups on a dolly and i asked him wtf hes doing and he was like hehehe sorry. later i let him slack off and stand around uselessly and someone checked in to pick up an order and i looked at him and he looks at me with this big dumb fucking grin and goes ohh my godddd okkkkk you dont have to yell at meeeee. He infuriates me why does he have to be so silly and cute but also ok i have him #whipped😼