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I've been rewatching Death Note these days and a thought came to me. Usually in fics or in fandom discourses I see fans assume that Light would have lived a long life if he didn't happen to pick up the Death Note.
But what if the Death Note extended his life instead of shortening it?
What if he was supposed to die in a freak accident at a way younger age, like at 18 or 19, and instead picking up the Death Note allowed him to live until he was 23?
Imagine Light talking to Misa and her revealing to him that his date of death isn't too far away yet she chose to love him anyway, but that date passes and nothing happens because Light at the time was handcuffed to L.
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I reblogged a post with a dumb joke involving Kronos whispering in Percy's head during SoN for the bit, but then it got me thinking:
Imagine when Luke dies, he's the linchpin of Kronos stitching himself back together and reverts to being a bunch of chopped up bits. Most of him goes back to Tartarus but one little fragment attaches to Percy because he's Right There, and so powerful that a sliver of Kronos can go undetected.
And the sliver wasn't gonna do anything, just watch the rest of Percy's life 'cause that could give him useful intelligence when he tries to come back again in a couple thousand years, or at least entertaining. Besides, all it has the strength to do is talk, and it's not like Percy would listen to him.
But then Hera wipes his memory.
And look, Kronos wouldn't be able to try to come back in ten of Percy's lifetimes even if Percy was fully trying to help him. So Kronos isn't gonna try and get Percy to work for him, per se. But he can help Percy out while he's amnesiastic, establish some trust before Percy remembers why he distrusts him.
I don't entirely know where this is going. Percy does his breaker-of-cycles thing and gets Kronos to not be such a dick? Dark Percy with time powers? Percy telling everything in Tartarus "fuck off or else" with the Titan King's voice? All of the above? Idk.
Wait, this but it's Kronos going "I'd rather have my asshole sons rule the world than my insane mom and asshole half-brothers. And if everyone's going to treat this kid like a hero for supposedly defeating me, then I'm gonna make sure he keeps his reputation because I'm not gonna have lost to anyone but the best."
I have a lot of criticisms for the writing in Heroes of Olympus, but I will forever be grateful that that book series gave me the scenes where Percy interacts with the roman senate in son of Neptune.
I adore these scenes on so many different levels.
There are two senate scenes in son of Neptune, and I am obsessed with both of them, partly because they really highlight some of my favourite aspects of Percyâs characters: His intelligence, his social awareness, his leadership abilities and his ability to easily understand the emotions of others.
For one, he completely matches, and sometimes even outmaneuvers, Octavianâs oratory skills. Little reminder: at the time of these two senate meetings, Octavian is an 18- year old guy, who is Augur of New Rome, who has grown up in Camp Jupiter, whose family has lived in New Rome for generations and who has consistently been characterized as an extraordinarily talented orator, who even Reyna struggles to deal with in front of the senate:
Suddenly Percy understood what an effective speaker Octavian was. He sounded reasonable and supportive, but his expression was pained. He carefully crafted his words to put all the responsibility on Reyna. This was her idea, he seemed to say. If it went wrong, Reyna was to blame. If only Octavian had been the one in charge, things would have been done more sensibly. But, alas, he had no choice but to support Reyna, because Octavian was a loyal Roman soldier. Octavian managed to convey all that without saying it, simultaneously calming the senate and sympathizing with them. For the first time, Percy realized this scrawny, funny-looking scarecrow of a kid might be a dangerous enemy. (The Son of Neptune, Chapter 14, Percy)
âItâs not you.â Reyna scowled. âI hate senate meetings. When Octavian gets talking âŚâ Percy nodded. âYouâre a warrior. Octavian is a talker. Put him in front of the senate, and suddenly he becomes the powerful one.â She narrowed her eyes. âYouâre smarter than you look.â (The Son of Neptune, Chapter 15, Percy)
âWhy should we trust these Greeks?â Octavian was saying. Heâd been pacing the senate floor for five minutes, going on and on, trying to counter what Percy had told them about Junoâs plan and the Prophecy of Seven. The senate shifted restlessly, but most of them were too afraid to interrupt Octavian while he was on a roll. (The Son of Neptune, Chapter 52, Percy)
Yet, Percy, a complete newcomer, who has never in his life attended a senate meeting or has trained in oratory skills, not only manages to interrupt him in a very effective and even charming way, which makes other members of the senate laugh, but even makes Octavian look ridiculous in what is normally his natural habitat:
 âThe camp is safe,â Octavian continued. âIâll be the first to congratulate our heroes for bringing back the legionâs eagle and so much Imperial gold! Truly we have been blessed with good fortune. But why do more? Why tempt fate?â âIâm glad you asked.â Percy stood, taking the question as an opening. Octavian stammered, âI wasnât ââ ââ part of the quest,â Percy said. âYes, I know. And youâre wise to let me explain, since I was.â Some of the senators snickered. Octavian had no choice but to sit down and try not to look embarrassed. (The Son of Neptune, Chapter 52, Percy)
With a couple simple sentences, he completely flips the conversation, takes control of the debate and forces Octavian into a defensive position.
At the same time, he shows good restraint and doesnât fall for any of the tricks Octavian uses to try to rile him up
When Octavian, for example, denies them any kind of provisions on their quest, Percy accepts it without complaint, deescalates a potential tense situation between Frank and Octavian and simply focuses on the matter at hand instead:
âPraetor, if I may,â Octavian said. âOh, great,â Percy muttered. âHere it comes.â âThe camp is in grave danger,â Octavian said. âTwo gods have warned us we will be attacked four days from now. We must not spread our resources too thin, especially by funding projects that have a slim chance of success.â Octavian looked at the three of them with pity, as if to say, Poor little things. âMars has clearly chosen the least likely candidates for this quest. Perhaps that is because he considers them the most expendable. Perhaps Mars is playing the long odds. Whatever the case, he wisely didnât order a massive expedition, nor did he ask us to fund their adventure. I say we keep our resources here and defend the camp. This is where the battle will be lost or won. If these three succeed, wonderful! But they should do so by their own ingenuity.â An uneasy murmur passed through the crowd. Frank jumped to his feet. Before he could start a fight, Percy said, âFine! No problem. But at least give us transportation. Gaia is the earth goddess, right? Going overland, across the earth â Iâm guessing we should avoid that. Plus, itâll be too slow.â (The Son of Neptune, Chapter 14, Percy)
Even when Octavian personally attacks Percy by insinuating he might be a spy, something which directly goes against his fatal flaw, Percy doesnât engage with his taunts at all. Instead, he sees through what Octavian is trying to do, keeps his own emotions in check and continues as if nothing had happened:
âReally?â Octavian said. âYou seem to know a lot about our enemyâs plans, Percy Jackson.â Most insults Percy could shrug off â being called weak or stupid or whatever. But it dawned on him that Octavian was calling him a spy â a traitor. That was such a foreign concept to Percy, so not who he was, he almost couldnât process the slur. When he did, his shoulders tensed. He was tempted to smack Octavian on the head again, but he realized Octavian was baiting him, trying to make him look unstable. Percy took a deep breath. âWeâre going to confront this son of Gaia,â he said, managing to keep his composure. âWeâll get back your eagle and unchain this god âŚâ He glanced at Hazel. âThanatos, right?â (The Son of Neptune, Chapter 14, Percy)
Because of this, Percy seems like a reasonable and responsible roman, and not as the untrustworthy, rash, incapable danger Octavian tries to portray him as.
But itâs not only Octavian he outperforms. During the second senate meeting, where they discuss whether they should let the Argo II land in New Rome, a lot of senators and Lares are vehemently against the idea, and even Reyna expresses her doubts.
Yet, Percy, on one of his very first days as praetor and during only the second senate meeting, he ever attended, counters every single argument the opposite side provides perfectly.
When a lar insinuates that Percy is untrustworthy, he brings up the appearance of two of New Romeâs most highly respected gods and their respective interactions with him:
 âHa!â shouted a Lar from the back row. âThe last time a praetor tried to interpret the Prophecy of Seven, it was Michael Varus, who lost our eagle in Alaska! Why should we believe you now?â Octavian smiled smugly. Some of his allies in the senate began nodding and grumbling. Even some of the veterans looked uncertain. âI carried Juno across the Tiber,â Percy reminded them, speaking as firmly as he could. âShe told me that the Prophecy of Seven is coming to pass. Mars also appeared to you in person. Do you think two of your most important gods would appear at camp if the situation wasnât serious?â (The Son of Neptune, Chapter 52, Percy)
When Reyna herself expresses doubts that Romans and Greeks could ever work together, Percy brings up the newly formed alliance between the romans and the amazons: Â
Reyna stood. Percy watched her anxiously. Her opinion could change everything â for better or worse. âYou claim this is a combined quest,â she said. âYou claim Juno intends for us to work with this â this other group, Camp Half-Blood. Yet the Greeks have been our enemies for aeons. They are known for their deceptions.â âMaybe so,â Percy said. âBut enemies can become friends. A week ago, would you have thought Romans and Amazons would be fighting side by side?â Queen Hylla laughed. âHeâs got a point.â (The Son of Neptune, Chapter 52, Percy)
He also consciously uses Jasonâs reputation in his argumentation, because he knows what a significance he holds to the romans and he even swears on his life, something which has a huge significance in roman society:
âI know itâs hard to believe,â Percy said. âBut I think Iâve earned your trust. Iâm on your side. Hazel and Frank â Iâm sure theyâre meant to go with me on this quest. The other four are on their way from Camp Half-Blood right now. One of them is Jason Grace, your old praetor.â âOh, come on!â Octavian shouted. âHeâs making things up, now.â Reyna frowned. âIt is a lot to believe. Jason is coming back with a bunch of Greek demigods? You say theyâre going to appear in the sky in a heavily armed warship, but we shouldnât be worried.â âYes.â Percy looked over the rows of nervous, doubtful spectators. âJust let them land. Hear them out. Jason will back up everything Iâm telling you. I swear it on my life.â âOn your life?â Octavian looked meaningfully at the senate. âWe will remember that, if this turns out to be a trick.â (The Son of Neptune, Chapter 52, Percy)
And he even brings up his own position as a praetor, because he understands how much honor and respects this position holds within Camp Jupiter and reminds them of his own action in the battle against Polybotes:
âPraetors!â the messenger cried. âWhat are your orders?â Octavian shot to his feet. âYou need to ask?â His face was red with rage. He was strangling his teddy bear. âThe omens are horrible! This is a trick, a deception. Beware Greeks bearing gifts!â He jabbed a finger at Percy. âHis friends are attacking in a warship. He has led them here. We must attack!â âNo,â Percy said firmly. âYou all raised me as praetor for a reason. I will fight to defend this camp with my life. But these arenât enemies. I say we stand ready, but do not attack. Let them land. Let them speak. If it is a trick, then I will fight with you, as I did last night. But it is not a trick.â (The Son of Neptune, Chapter 52, Percy)
Itâs not only insane that he comes up with these incredibly smart and logical counters on the spot, without having to think about his answers for too long, but itâs even more impressive that he managed to tailor his argumentation perfectly to the values and beliefs of roman society, a society, Percy has only been a part of for like a week at most. He shows an incredibly amount of cultural fluency.
But even aside from his argumentation, the way he acts really shows what a good leader Percy actually is. For one, he acts very decisive and confident in front of the other characters, even when he feels the very opposite, and is not afraid to take full charge of the conversation. At the same time, he fully understands when the people around him become scared and panicked, in which case he tries to calm them down as much as possible:
âSilence!â Reyna called. âSenators, we must act like Romans. Mars has given us this quest, and we have to believe it is possible. These three demigods must travel to Alaska. They must free Thanatos and return before the Feast of Fortuna. If they can retrieve the lost eagle in the process, so much the better. All we can do is advise them and make sure they have a plan.â Reyna looked at Percy without much hope. âYou do have a plan?â Percy wanted to step forward bravely and say, No, I donât! That was the truth, but looking around at all the nervous faces Percy knew he couldnât say it. (The Son of Neptune, Chapter 14, Percy)
Finally Senator Larry stood. âI know what Mars said, but thatâs crazy. Alaska is cursed! They call it the land beyond the gods for a reason. Itâs so far north that the Roman gods have no power there. The place is swarming with monsters. No demigod has come back from there alive since ââ âSince you lost your eagle,â Percy said. Larry was so startled, he fell back on his podex. âLook,â Percy continued, âI know Iâm new here. I know you guys donât like to mention that massacre in the 1980s ââ âHe mentioned it!â one of the ghosts whimpered. ââ but donât you get it?â Percy continued. âThe Fifth Cohort led that expedition. We failed, and we have to be responsible for making things right. Thatâs why Mars is sending us. This giant, the son of Gaia, heâs the one who defeated your forces thirty years ago. Iâm sure of it. Now heâs sitting up there in Alaska with a chained death god, and all your old equipment. Heâs mustering his armies and sending them south to attack this camp.â (The Son of Neptune, Chapter 14, Percy)
âIf this begins the ancient prophecy, we donât have resources to send an army to these Doors of Death and protect the camp. I canât imagine even sparing seven demigods ââ âFirst things first.â Percy tried to sound confident, though he could feel the level of panic rising in the room. âI donât know who the seven are, or what that old prophecy means, exactly. But first we have to free Thanatos. Mars told us we only needed three people for the quest to Alaska. Letâs concentrate on succeeding with that and getting back before the Feast of Fortuna. Then we can worry about the Doors of Death.â (The Son of Neptune, Chapter 14, Percy)
The senate scenes also really highlight how skilled Percy is at understanding the emotions of the people around him through the way he immediately understands what Reyna is thinking and feeling, someone who is consistently characterized as a person who keeps her emotions close to her chest:
Reyna must have recognized this, too. A look of irritation flashed across her face. (The Son of Neptune, Chapter 14, Percy)
âFoes bear arms to the Doors of Death,â Reyna said. âThatâs the Prophecy of Seven âŚâ She looked at Percy, and for just a moment he could see how scared she was. She did a good job of hiding it, but Percy wondered if sheâd had nightmares about Gaia, too â if sheâd seen visions of what would happen when the camp was invaded by monsters that couldnât be killed. (The Son of Neptune, Chapter 14, Percy)
God, I love these scenes. Theyâre easily some of my favourite scenes in all of heroes of Olympus, and provide such a good characterization for Percy.
Son of Neptune Percy Jackson, you will always be famous.
the mistake all of those âL should have just done thisâ or âlight should have just done thisâ posts make is assuming death note is a show about a detective trying at all costs to catch a serial killer who wants at all costs to remain killing when in fact itâs a show about a series of very intelligent young people giving into their worst impulses and destroying themselves utterly in the largely fruitless quest to be understood
thinking about how post-memory loss light would definitely be heavily masking to cope with the stress of the situation + how L would clock that shit IMMEDIATELY
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People who call Light dumb only to glaze L's intelligence in the same breath are hilarious to me. You realize that not only did you miss the whole point of their dynamic and that the latter would be the first to disagree with you but also that, in a way, you're insulting his smarts too?????? Am I crazy or???????
You can criticize Light for a looootttt of things, I'll be the first in line to do so, but his intelligence is a key factor of his character. I think people often mistake his intelligence with his juvenile & sheltered mentality. In fact, and I'll unfortunately have to be fair to him this time around, he honestly did have every reason to possess such hubris. He wasn't chasing a standard. HE was the standard (thank you casuistor for putting that into words). I mean, imagine you're Light Yagami, natural genius, handsome, widely liked, popular, effortlessly successful (& guaranteed to be so in the future), top ranking in everything you do, no hardships in life, and deeply respected. He was the definition of pride and joy. If your ego can skyrocket after a perfect 10 on an exam, imagine how you'd feel about yourself after a whole life of that nonstop, without room for failure, in all areas of life. Of course humiliation was like 500 kicks in the nuts to him. Death Note itself constantly makes a point to show you just how much other people look up to Light and set him as an example of excellence. It wasn't him being baselessly arrogant, thinking he was way smarter than he was, or thinking too highly of himself just because. He did not only know perfectly well how good he was, but everyone else constantly told him about it too. Hell, in the C-Kira one-shot, Near labeled this new Kira "Cheap Kira" for a reason. Even if he realistically had no sort of significant respect for Light, even HE had some props to give him.
Long story short, Light's intelligence is fairly undisputed in canon. People simplify him to "some dude with an ego the size of Jupiter who thought he was a genius" but... that's not really the case. Light was not just some dude. He WAS a genius. Why would L of all people be so invested in and involved with a complete idiot? Either he was an idiot too (wrong) or... shocker, the guy he was after was a perfect match for him. Which is the main appeal of L and Light's dynamic.
Saying this cause I ran into a "video analysis" where 1) Light gets called an idiot, multiple times 2) Light also gets called a "textbook" psychopath, multiple times (geez) and 3) the author proceeded to like comments glazing L in comparison. Of course, I got mad. I'll be the first to provide explanations in order for others to hate on him RIGHT, not just the usual disingenuous crap about him "actually being really dumb." UGH
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not my tweet or my fic (and thereâs a good chance of this comment being a bot) but yeah, donât do this. sure, some writers wouldnât mind having fanfics (or direct continuation) of their fanfics written by someone else. some may even be thrilled and happy. but the fandom etiquette is that if you want to write a fanfic or a continuation of someoneâs fanfic, YOU POLITELY ASK THE WRITER FOR THEIR PERMISSION. not their readers.
also 5 months isnât long at all. 5 months is 5 minutes when it comes to fanfics. Iâve waited years for my favorite fics to get updated (one of my favorite fanfics was updated by the author after 13 years) and Iâve never said anything to them about âitâs been ___ years, I donât think it will get updated anymoreâ. because another fandom / fanfic etiquette is that fanfic writers write for free in their free time, they donât owe you anything. maybe they will update one day. maybe they wonât. if you want your favorite fic to get updated, you comment something like âthis is good!! Iâm excited for what happens nextâ and maybe your positive comment will motivate the author to update. but you donât say âitâs been ___ months or yearsâ. fanfics writers write for themselves and their own enjoyment. theyâre just kind enough to let you read their works for free. stop being rude and entitled to fanfic writers.
Why don't Light and Misa seem to resent/hate L for torturing them so much? I know that the anime/manga tends to downplay their torture but it's still sensory deprivation, psychological torture, etc. which are, frankly, horrifying in their own right. And Misa was physically tortured (off-screen) by Watari. I don't think I'd be so willing to be friendly with L if he tortured me like that. Why does Misa seem like she doesn't even give a shit about the horrible things she went through?
This is an excellent question and one I think I even have answers to!
The first thing here is just that Misa has no idea that L... is L.
To her, Ryuzaki is just some guy, not the person who held her captive and interrogated her for weeks on end. That she isnât lying here is confirmed when she reads Lightâs letter and internally goes âoh, so thatâs Lâ. Thus, she really has no reason to act out against âRyuzakiâ who she thinks she just met after this whole ordeal. But then, itâs still awful. So whatâs up?
Misaâs strong personality and piss-poor trauma coping skills are up!
Not for nothing, this is the girl who witnessed the murder of her parents and, in the wake of that deeply traumatic event, launched herself a promising modeling career within the very year. And that was BEFORE Kira killed the murderer of her family - itâs not gratitude for Kira that finally gets her motivated after a funk, itâs Misaâs own internal drive to tough it out. Tough absolutely anything out.
So itâs really entirely within character for Misa to look at her torture and decide sheâs not examining this trauma, not ever actually, thanks. Misa will smile energetically through pretty much anything. Is this healthy? Probably not! Is it effective for her for the longest time? Absolutely!
Light meanwhile... Light does resent L.
Itâs definitely been discussed before but those fist-fights? They are entirely uncharacteristic for Light and absolutely not a change for the better. Light doesnât lash out physically at any other time than the Yotsuba arc. Why? Because that is the arc when he is pushed into a corner like a wounded animal by none other than L, feeling so helpless he actually snaps.
What Light hears here is this:Â âI literally could not give less of a shit about the physical and emotional distress Iâve caused you and I will do absolutely nothing to help you get your life back in order. In fact, I will deny you the very chance to, indefinitely, until I feel some vague ~motivation~ again.â
Light isnât yelling at L because he has a personal interest in L being motivated or not depressed, he is yelling at L because L did hideous things to him and is refusing to make up for it - this Light doesnât know heâs Kira. This Light only knows L ruined his family relationships, social life, college career, and everything else ON TOP OF having held him in horrifying captivity for ages.
Memoryless Light hates Lâs guts and he has every reason to.
The only reason this doesnât show more clearly (and hey, punching the guy full-force in the face repeatedly while totally aiming to break his nose IS pretty clear already) is just that he is literally dependent on L.
Light knows he wonât ever be free again unless L deems him innocent. Lightâs entire life hinges on nothing but Lâs goodwill. So yes, heâll play nice. Heâll be the good boy. If he acts out too hard, if he is too mean to L, will that make L think he is more guilty? Light canât risk it. L is his jailor and he wants to get free.
A deeper look on Light's thought before and after his second victim please? Light wanted to move from 50% percent that he killed someone or just an coincidence to 100% confirmed either of those, sure anyone would do that, but what then? I also don't understand why he thought that moving on his killing spree until a reaper comes and takes his life was a good idea.
Alright, letâs follow Lightâs journey a bit here!Â
After accidentally killing his first victim, he immediately panics and needs to make sure whether or not that really just happened, yes. Though notably, he also immediately goes on to try and find justifications. He canât just kill anybody, he has to kill someone who it is morally defensible to kill. Because heâs Light Yagami and he doesnât do bad and immoral things!!
Thatâs the mindset he goes out to cram school with. By the time he gets there (and then is on the way back, as in the panel above), heâs already notably calmed down. Light is a master of rationalizing. All his feelings run through fifty layers of thought justification before he allows himself to feel them. So by this point heâs already calmer again, back to treating things as a bit more of a thought experiment. And this thought experiment is pretty morbid. Lightâs had a negative outlook on the world before (his literal first panel is âthis world is rottenâ), but now he really zeroes in on his pre-existing contempt towards humanity. And it absolutely is pre-existing, even if he may not ordinarily think that much of it.
And then we get to the point where it undeniably stops being a thought experiment and that is the turning point. Here Light has to face that beyond a shadow of doubt, heâs killed people. Heâs the perfect son of a hardworking policeman who works with homicide cases⌠and heâs just become the secret perpetrator of a homicide case himself.Â
Hi! I'm not sure if you received this ask but why does Light go back to being Kira so easily after he regains his memory in the Yotsuba arc? Did none of his experience of seeing his dad suffer or being so invested in the anti-Kira investigation make an impression on him after getting his memories back?
I think itâs exactly because all of that made an impression on him that he hyper-invests back into the Kira mode so quickly to be honest.
If you ask me, itâs the same phenomenon at play than when he first becomes Kira⌠something hideous happened and he has to justify it, he has to make sure that it wasnât for nothing. Light really doesnât deal well with failure.
When he accidentally kills a person he turns it into a life mission to eliminate crime, just to avoid the implication that he fucked upâŚ.Â
⌠and when he becomes Kira again after the Yotsuba Arc, his mind basically has two options to chose from:
A) sincerely consider the perspective heâs taken in the past few months and re-evaluate if he fucked up somewhereÂ
B) revel in the fact that everything went exactly as he foresaw it, giving purpose to all the suffering that he went through in the past months and making it fit neatly into his plan and self-image as a person who canât fail
I think itâs easy to see how option b is the one thatâs less conflicting overall. When he had lost his memories, Light didnât know why he had to suffer. He thought himself innocent, all his suffering was a cruel whim based on Lâs mistakes. But in hindsight, from Kira!Lightâs perspective, he endured all of that for a good reason. Going through the suffering in the end served his plan, it just shows further how far he is willing to go for his new world. It retroactively validates him. Itâs partially because he suffered that he canât second-guess himself, canât second-guess why he would do this to himself.Â
The other component is that even in the Yotsuba Arc, Light doesnât disagree with Kira. He even points out how the original Kiraâs patterns fit very well into this own moral opinions. There is just one thing he doesnât know⌠why heâd start killing. That crucial memory eludes him. (For a more elaborate exploration of this event and how it shaped him, Iâd check out Hellscape and Supernova by casuistor).
His conflict with Kira is not a fundamental moral conflict - in the end, Light is Light, no matter whether or not he has his memories. He doesnât find Kira disagreeable, he finds the concept of killing difficult. Regaining his memory of why he started killing re-contextualizes all he did and gives him back the exact resolve he had before.Â
Light was invested in the anti-Kira investigation primarily for the sake of proving his own innocence and being able to return to a normal life. It wasnât strong anti-Kira conviction in and of itself. Light is always the same Light.
(As a side note, I feel like the whole âpretends to shoot his son in the faceâ thing is probably a bit difficult to perceive as the ultimate parental display of affection when you are said sonâŚ. itâs kinda traumatizing first and foremost >_>)
Thatâs how I reason it out to myself anyhow, and I hope it makes sense!
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these cats are displaying remarkable theory of mind skills by not only registering that the humans can perceive them but actively trying to manipulate that perception! that requires one to be aware that other individuals have complicated interior thoughts of their own, to know that those thoughts are not always based on truth, and to quickly decide on the best possible âlieâ for the situation. this is why I despise animal intelligence tasks based on obedienceâ some of the most clever moments stem from intelligent disobedience.