◜ cecidi. ◞

Finally, he’s getting somewhere. She smiles and seems to calm down a bit (despite her slight wiggling) and he gingerly places her back down on solid ground.

“Good, good…Pleassse do not do that again, I am not very knowledgeable on human calming methodsss.” He’s only seen them lift up and hug smaller beings to stop them from crying, but aside that he had no other working knowledge. Ikuchi were much more affectionate in that sense but he does not think she would appreciate having him coil around her.

He attempts to calm her and she grows even more hysterical. Were women always like this? Ayumu’s lips purse as he tries to think of something that would assure her that he was genuine in his acceptance.

She begins to go off and he all but lifts her up, hands scooping her up beneath her arms as he gently swayed her (not shake because that felt too rough) back to reality. “I would very much enjoy your help. Pleassse calm down.”

“Yes, yes… When the Japanese invaded, generals often went to the kisaeng, and those women risked their lives to tell their people of the plans those generals talked about.”

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“we live and breathe words. …. it was books that made me feel that perhaps i was not completely alone. they could be honest with me, & i with them. reading your words, what you wrote, how you were lonely sometimes & afraid, but always brave; the way you saw the world, its colors and textures and sounds, i felt—i felt the way you thought, hoped, felt, dreamt. i felt i was dreaming & thinking & feeling with you. i dreamed what you dreamed, wanted what you wanted—& then I realized that truly i just wanted you.” ― Cassandra Clare, Clockwork Prince

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GEN

name (l, f): chilimatsu, ilinu species: human gender: cis female age: 20 dob: 21 june zodiac: cancer dominant hand: ambedextrous, left

ALIGNMENT

romantically: sapioromantic sexually: pansexual moral alignment: lawful good mbti: enfp hogwarts house: ravenclaw seven deadly sins: greed: very low gluttony: medium wrath: low sloth: medium envy: medium lust: low pride: medium cattel six factor test: warmth: 90% intellect: 85% emotional stability: 45% aggressiveness: 40% liveliness: 82% dutifulness: 92% introversion: 40% anxiety: 84% open-mindedness: 96% independence: 68% perfectionism: 67% tension: 48%

PHYSICAL TRAITS

height: 5'5". weight: 124 lbs. eyes: bronze, golden in strong light, doe-eye, almond. hair: green-silver, gently curled, typically held back, reaches collarbones. eyebrows: thin, pale, rounded. skin: slightly pale, easily freckled from the sun, smooth and easily bruised. well taken care of. build: thin, lightly muscled stomach, delicate, long hands and nails, small bust, moderately rounded hips, chubby. cosmetics: skin care, mascara accessories: hairband, sandals.

QUALITIES

honest, cheerful, optimistic, easily flustered, inventive, naive, unreliable, unathletic, stable, empathetic, loyal, thoughtful.

STATS (/10)

wealth:

financial: upper class

medical: average

education: qualified

criminal record: has not knowingly committed crimes

family:

children: verse dependent. not focused on settling down, wishes to wait.

relationship with family: has been emotionally neglected by her parents, has no strong relationships with anyone in her family.

affiliation: hasn’t seen directly in years, though has come into communication several times.

names: chilimatsu pamita (mother), chilimatsu hedonis (father)

beliefs

faith: anabaptist (christian), though questioning.

belief in ghosts/spirits: unsure.

belief in an afterlife: yes.

belief in reincarnation: no.

belief in aliens: yes.

combat

fighting style: duelist, honorable, short-ranged, trained.

★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ — physical strength

★ ★ ★ ★ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ — offense

★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ — defense

★ ★ ★ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ — speed

★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ☆ — intelligence

★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ — accuracy

★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ☆ — agility

★ ★ ★ ★ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ — stamina

★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ☆ ☆ — teamwork

★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ — stealth

★ ★ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ — bladed weapons ( swords, daggers )

☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ — blunt weapons ( maces, clubs )

★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ☆ ☆ ☆ — ranged weapons ( archery, guns )

★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ — shields

★ ★ ★ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ — polearms, spears & staves

★ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ — traps

☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ — poisons

★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ☆ ☆ — medic

☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ — whips

★ ★ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ — battlefield command

★ ★ ★ ★ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ — naval

★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ☆ ☆ — strategy

habits

drinking alcohol: rarely.

smoking: never

other narcotics: rarely.

indulgent food: sometimes.

medicinal drugs: often.

splurge spending: sometimes.

gambling: rarely.

preferences

flavor type: sweet

favorite food: fruit, raspberry ice cream, broccoli, fruit candies

favorite drink: smoothies

music genre: classical, pop

book genre: mystery, comedy, sci-fi

video game genre: adventure

hot or cold? cold

season: fall

colors: pale green, pale pink, grey

animals: tapir

scents: many flowers combined together

sound: walking on old wood, barefoot

abilities (can…)

dance, throw a punch, fire a gun, sew, ride a bike, sail a boat, do a backflip, braid hair, yoga, skip a rock, pick a lock, stitch a wound, change a diaper, jump-start a car.

RELATIONSHIPS

TRIVIA

she chews on her bottom lip, not just as a nervous habit, but as she talks.

disorders: hyperfixation, anxiety, adhd

she waves her hands a lot when she speaks.

average hours of sleep: 9

has small collectibles

HEADCANON NAVIGATION

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DEVIL FRUIT

fujō fujō no ni. paramecia. allows her to levitate whatever she can see. mostly uses to write and do multiple things at the same time, as well as escape possible battles. can use this to stop bullets from guns or disarm others. obtained as a birthday present when she graduated finishing school, knowing that she’d have to be able to defend herself.

TROPES

all-loving hero, the conscience, the fool, fool for love, genki girl, the idealist, the klutz, the paragon, the pollyanna, seeker archetype, the storyteller, wide-eyed idealist,

PAST