☆Ethan☆

I will mainly be posting stuff about my current short story I'm in the process of writing, but! I will cross post fanfics on here and Ao3 (Mika_Cant_Write, the other pseuds are used by my friends), as well as some of my poems that I write! I love constructive criticism so long as you're nice about it!

I deadass don't get the hate on UDG. It's a good game, and MOST of the fan service actually benefits the plot, including some of the sexual jokes made by Kotoko. I do understand a lot of it can seem creepy or mishandled, but I love how it interprets child sexual abuse and hypersexuality as a trauma response. I can't defend all the fanservice, like the constant panty shots, but I can say that I heavily relate to Kotoko's trauma response and love how they went about her character. I can even go as far as saying that one mini-game with Komaru is not that bad, snd is actually sort of benefitted how they went about the 'not perfect victim' writing. Kotoko isn't made out to be the ideal version of an SA victim, she is a realistic one. She doesn't know how to interpret right from wrong (especially with sexual stuff), and puts others through similar trauma ad her, without recognizing what she is doing. Of course, the mini game could have been done in a way that wasn't just... you know. But either way, I do think handling a child sexual abuse victim in a way that might be seen as 'gross'. I enjoy how Spike Chunsoft handled all of the different kinds of childhood trauma, avoided 'power scaling' them, and showed the 'ugly' of victims and the truth behind the effects of trauma.