Dealing with it...

You can't be tied to everything.

How the hell you dreaming when the world's a nightmare?

Did you here a single word we say?

'Cause we're screaming out loud but it seems our cries are just another lullaby.

~Against the Current (Lullaby)

How did silence get so loud?

Now it's all in my head.

Can somebody stop time, keep my hands from shaking?

I've tried but somehow I'm breaking.

~Against the Current (again&again)

Like you are the only one putting in all the hard work?

And you tell yourself that you don't want anything in return because you like to give and make people happy.

But sometimes I'm at my worst and I'm asking myself why they don't give similar things in return.

Am I just not worth their time and effort?

No, I don't know.

Honestly, I am too broken for this shit and sometimes nothing makes sense to me.

So for me to believe you when I am at my lowest, you need to prove it to me by actions.

Because words are all over my head and I don't know which are the real ones and which are the intruders.

I don't bother anyone

Never make demands

Chokin' on the circumstance

Self-sabotage is a sweet romance

~Twenty øne Pilots (Choker)

Why do we sleep where we want to hide?

Why do I run back to you, like I don't mind if you fuck up my life?

~All Time Low (Monsters)

And it hits you right in the face again.

Square one.

You don't see them coming and when you know they are there,

they have multiplied and it's far too late.