if the events of my lowest low hadnt played out my world wouldve remained so small. its like at that point all i knew how to do was dream and imagine and actually doing something was so far out of reach it seemed impossible. my life now is so big and it only gets bigger. ive met all kinds of people. im not nervous about it anymore. no one scares me. i remember feeling so small and helpless and nothing when i was 23. isnt that funny? i hadnt experienced anything. it took so long to break out from my small world. i still make sacrifices and i still have obligations but ive never been more free. ill always do whatever i want to do as long as im alive















