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saying you were "just selfish" or "just slobbish" or "just disrespectful" while the physical harm was allowed to be called out of line, is part of the abuse.

With something like streaming, you tend to get a more in depth look at a creator with this long-form unedited content, but it's still only an image, one they try to cultivate into a likeable, charming persona.

We don't see them when they're not streaming and we definitely don't see their private relationships. When new information comes to light that utterly shifts how you perceive them and their persona, it's really shocking. It's like an illusion has shattered. Perhaps most remarkable is that you'll look at earlier content and seen certain signs that you didn't see before.

That doesn't mean you should've known. Those flags could have just as easily meant nothing, and that's the benefit of hindsight. Just know that you only see a certain side of people and we don't really want to see more than that image we can project on, fans want an idol because that's fun and it's something I like to indulge in too. Just be sure not to put real people on a pedestal. They'll never match your expectations.

the dark sbi server had another secret santa this year, this was my gift :}

bit of lore i couldnt add bc it would be ten pages longer: