fucked up kinda

Stop promoting this heartless culture.. nobody wants a heartless piece of shit! Feel things… feel them deeply!

how do I unsubscribe from anxiety

sad to announce that I am having thoughts and emotions again and it is not a pleasant experience

I wish they could invent a medical device that temporarily transfers your symptoms and pain to the doctor treating you and it worked like a shock collar. “I think light exercise would-.” and then bam they’re rolling around the floor clutching their stomach in agony and dry heaving.

fuuuuck i just realized that the future idealized version of myself cant exist without current me being the catalyst for change and doing hard things. has anybody heard about this

I literally thought of the third one and then it manifested in the notes

the girl you just accused of "not having any hobbies" has actually been getting really into laying alone in the dark and obsessively ruminating on her abjection past and present lately

i want a mysterious source of income

night drives w/good music>>>>

I don't have a morning routine. I wake up on straight survival mode.