ok what level of misery is normal for having a job
i was angry at everything for a few months but it's cooled down yippee! now i'm just tired all the time but i hate going to sleep because then it'll be the next day. i guess i'm always thinking about it. i don't have much time or energy to read books which sucks. i write so little. it's a bit nauseating looking at my phone because what if it's work. i'm scared i'll be angry again that wasn't fun i don't want to be mad at my family and annoyed by the little things.












