the words that heartbreak left

Moving on but the scars aren't healing

i thought you were my soulmate, not the one who would crush my soul.

it's the what could've been that has a death grip on my heart and keeps me from moving on

how many times will i have to tell myself i'm over you for it to actually be the truth?

even when i'm blacked out i still think about you

what if i never get over you?

somebody teach me how to heal

You know the problem with pursuing nothing but pure euphoria all the time? You get a lot of great highs, but each one is followed by drastically low lows. The problem is also compounding because everytime you get high, you need to go higher next time to have that same feeling. Eventually you get too high and you crash too low and you don't want to feel anything.

was i too much? or not enough?

so no, time doesn’t heal all wounds. you just learn to live with scars.