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I have felt an emptiness in my life for far too long, perhaps it’s always been this way.

Who knows, maybe in a different life we would’ve worked out.

You were never hard to love my darling.

I lied when I told you I was busy. Or well, I was busy but in a different way: I was busy breathing. Too busy trying to find air to inhale and I couldn’t help it but, when I told you I was busy. I was telling the truth.

And here I am again, letting you get under my skin. Here I am again, thinking of you more than you could ever, me. Here I am again.

I’ve always wondered, what on earth did I ever do to deserve this unkindness from you?

Do you ever look at someone and you can instantly picture the rest of your life?

Darling, thank you for showing me what it’s like to be loved. More so, thank you for showing me what it’s like to be loved by you.

I had to go on a trip - this is the first I would have to leave your side for more than a day in so long. I would have to wake up without you for a couple of days or so. And it’s not that long, we’ve gone through much longer but I don’t know. Something about waking up next to your sleeping body and to the stillness of our bedroom makes me not want to move. Makes me want to relish in this safe haven for a little while longer. If you knew me you would know that I’m always down to leave, always down for an adventure. But .. looks like my adventures got to be with you my love.

Darling, you saved me. You save me every single day and you haven’t the slightest idea.

I wonder how you’re doing, if you’re doing fine. If you miss me as much as I miss you.