Mainly created to have somewhere to post in relation to my Ao3 account (The_Librarian). I am not actually a librarian, though I have been mistaken for an orangutan.
I thought it might be useful, for me and for you, dear reader, to have some sort of index for everything that's populated this blog over the past few years. Thus, here is a list of links to the musings and ramblings of one bi Englishman.
(I am of the generation taught to be extremely leery about sharing personal details on the internet but I fear the cat is out of the bag on at least these aspects of my positionality.)
Iron-Blooded Orphans
My obsession with this show is extremely deep and I have written a lot of words about it. So much, in fact, that I need to spin off into a couple of sub-indexes.
Iron-Blooded Orphans fanfic index
Iron-Blooded Orphans meta index
Gundam franchise stuff
Managing multiple Gundams (conversation with @gremoria411)
Why I really like Gundam X
Definitive Gundam rankings (per my enjoyment levels)
My opinion on Witch From Mercury (extends above)
Detailed and accurate summary of the Gundam protagonists
Requiem for Vengeance and stylistic choices
A spotter's guide to Char Clones
Extensive additions to the above because of course
A note on Judau Ashta (Gundam ZZ)
A note on Mashymre Cello and fascism (Gundam ZZ)
Judau and the absence of romance in Gundam ZZ
On Gundam 00, SEED and eugenics
A look at Haman Karn's presentation
Corrigendum on above
Char's Deleted Affair is atrocious and should be fired into the sun
And here's how to do it right
A review (urgh) of Mobile Suit Gundam GQuuuuuuX
Mecha anime
In which I rave about Fafner in the Azure
In which I quit 86 EIGHT-SIX because of the Nazi shit
In which I am too old for Gurren Lagann
In which I get terribly annoyed at SDF Macross
In which I have nothing to say about MOSPEADA
In which I find Fang of the Sun: Dougram a mixed bag
(No really you need to see the character design for this show)
In which I discover Aldnoah.Zero is really quite poor
In which I enjoyed Star Driver very much indeed
In which I say nice things about Eureka Seven
In which I'm not sure how to describe Simoun (but it's good)
In which Legend of the Galactic Heroes: Die Neue These isn't for me
Doctor Who
A short essay about Cybermen
Why I'm not currently active in Who fandom
Writing and fandom
Me vs romance (conversation with @caparrucia)
On silliness
20 years writing fanfic
The 'not your pub' approach to entitlement
Queer content is not a metric for judging a story's quality
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In other news I am solidly over 10,000 words into the next part of the Akatsuki's Big Adventure series, having finally managed to draft this scene of A Terrible Person falling in love.
Realistically this second fic is going to be an unnecessary amount of backstory nobody except me will care about, centred on a character I don't imagine anyone but me has ever thought about in this depth. But hey. If that isn't Fanfic Writing, I don't know what is.
I am . . . not enthused at seeing a couple of posts mocking the new Gundam show specifically for the XARX = 'Alex' pronunciation pun.
Yes, it's another show with an atypical title and I don't particularly like it myself. But it's a perfectly respectable mythology gag (riffing on both on both MSG and War in Pocket) coupled to a play on phonetics - something Gundam shows have absolutely done before ('Laura Rolla', anyone?).
'Mobile Suit Gundam RG XARX-ZERO' might be a mouthful. It's also easy to parse with a little basic knowledge. Let's not be silly about this, shall we?
its called Freeway Park and while it is one of the most interesting single examples of Brutalism in the united states and im proud of it, it is so poorly designed in terms of public safety that it has been renovated twice(?) but continues to be geographically troubling, as its design has facilitated a lot of murders over the years. it was the subject of a funny but gruesome article in the STranger in 2002 called Topography of Terror. the city doesnt keep official tally of how many murders or assaults have happened IN the park but two men in their 30s were stabbed nonfatally during a robbery there earlier this year, for example.
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Still one of the best animations I've ever done. Took just under a week and was equal parts fun and challenging. So here are some process passes! The full version had too many colors so I had to do some compression T0T
Instead of the new dogshit Odyssey film you should watch Iphigenia (1977). It’s made by actual Greek people and focuses on a mother-daughter relationship to explore how women are sacrificed by powerful men in times of war. Also the main actress has the face of an angel 🙏 the whole movie is available on YT with English subtitles.
Thinking about Treize attacking the prototype mobile dolls in a Leo suit and directly threatening the command center and how absolutely crazy that must have been for Dermail specifically.
That's his nephew with the business end of a beamsaber pointed at the room full of Romefeller financiers and himself, going shark-eyed and telling his soldiers to execute their chief engineer, and they're about to do it, right in front of the leader of Romefeller, without a question. Dermail's gotta be thinking about they raised and groomed the family prodigy for power and now he's looking at the results of that labor and thinking "we have GOT to put that man in a smaller cage".
Also, like,, I know this is probably just a fluke of translation, but the choice of words to "murder Tuberov" vs. "execute Tuberov" is so compelling to me. "Execute" would imply that Treize has the authority to issue a command to have the chief engineer of Romefeller killed on behalf of Romefeller-- which he very much doesn't. Instead he says "murder", and every soldier in the room says "how high". This is a personal request. It's his little Cersei Lannister "power is power" moment.
It's just so, so bad when they do that! you hand raise them from cubs and they're so cute but then they grow up and turn into exactly the thing you trained them to be and now they're sizing you up! There's nothing you can do at that point but put them down, oof you hate to see it!
like Unfortunately he has principles. We thought he'd eventually grow out of those, but he never did, poor fool. It's such a shame, such a waste of a good asset. Like jfc if Treize hadn't resigned in person Dermail was going to have him poisonstabbed six times to death.
Treize was always going to be a problem for them in the long run, but that has to have been the exact moment Dermail decided he needed hobbling. And more than that, humbled-- No, you don't get to play with your toys anymore, you don't get to give your friends special favors, you're not going to save them when they get into trouble. Tuberov decides what happens in space, Lady Une answers to him and Dermail. We decide what you "say" on behalf of OZ. You work as *part* of the PR team that's manufacturing conflict, that's your job; you don't command and you don't lead and you don't set doctrine. (When Treize eventually steps down, Tuberov becomes the command of OZ, which makes me wonder if that was in the pipeline already.) We don't even want you as a "dazzling mirage" for the soldiers anymore. You can do that from a distance, they don't even need to see the real you to do that, and besides, pretty soon we'll have mobile dolls that don't need inspiring.
(god, episode 22 is the most densely packed neutron star of an episode. every ten seconds there's something to unpack. chef kiss.)
I can't help but think that Dermail having both Treize and Tuberov report to him at the same time is a power move. Making the stand next to each other at the front of the class where they have to behave. And they're equals now. Except Tuberov is the one calling the shots, the one directly coordinating with Lady Une, who is readily accepting of his agenda. And he says so, to Treize's face, in a truly "that's not what your girlfriend said last night" kind of way. And I just think. I just think that's on purpose. There aren't any soldiers in that room to dazzle. Just shareholders, and you answer to them now. Be a good boy and do as you're told.
Thank you, Duo. Treize agrees. He doesn't remember signing off on that one. Colony FM Radio Host: Treize and Une are helping us manufacture mobile dolls in space! , Treize: Source please
Authoritarian regimes always eat themselves and baby, it's dinner time. Love this for me. Love seeing my man on the menu. That's why they're the Specials.
God he's so sad. God he hates that he's so good at this part of power. God he wishes he was Zechs. You want to be Zechs so bad right now it makes you look stupid. The one woman who still believes in you just called you a god and it broke your heart so thoroughly you decided to break hers right back.
I love him, he's wretched, he's everything, he's dissolving in the dredges of glory, he's balancing on one foot at the razor's edge of the highest peak and realizing there's nowhere to go but down and he can either jump or wait to be pushed. The ideals he's lived and breathed and killed for and was ready to die for are all revealing themselves to be hollow and recursive, the idea that the powerful could and should reign responsibly in order to save humanity from itself is made of tinsel and gold-plated bullshit, the eternal human urge to fight becoming a resignation rather than an inspiration, an inevitability to be suffered rather than the road to apotheosis. I'm going to shake him with my teeth until his squeaker comes out.
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Gundam Wing update having just gotten to Cut Price Edmond Dante's trauma break.
And most of my updates/thoughts so far have been jokey. But this one really irked me.
They gave Quatre's dad a lot of the same clothing elements as the cod-Middle Eastern characters. They gave him a mustache. They made him look, in a lot of ways, kinda Turkish?
And he's so light skinned. And all his kids (so far) have blonde hair and blue eyes.
And I'd say that this has irrationally irritated me, but the irritation is in fact rational and I will now be releasing man eating badgers in the vicinity of those responsible.
canon is what happens in the text. e.g. merlin tries to poison morgana
a headcanon is a fact that you have personally made up as an elaboration of canon. it is your invention. e.g. i think morgana and gwen had a teenage lesbian situationship before the events of canon. or, i think modern morgana would love evanesence.
an interpretation is how one reads the existing text. it is not an invented fact nor is it a headcanon, it is a reading. e.g. i think merlin tries to poison morgana out of misplaced self-hatred. or, i think that one line was delivered with suppressed malice and shows a nuanced relationship.
fanon is the general fandom’s accepted headcanons and interpretations that elaborate or recontextualize canon. e.g. merlin is a badass waif and morgana is a bitch.
these are all different words with different meanings.
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