WoolyWumpus

After some years of HRT I've been left with this deep, low simmering rage. Because what do you mean it was always this easy to be happy

you'll feel like a total dipshit train wreck and no matter what some girl is gonna see you and think "role model". you can't kill yourself you have to go be clocky in the gas station so a 14 year old can have the trajectory of her life altered forever

Being clocky when i was working as a barista was one of my big joys. Being clocky when i was teaching high schoolers how to play the marimba was my reason for being for half a decade. It sucks how scared I am to leave the house I live in now. But I still need to try and be clocky at the grocery store. I wish i had a job to be clocky at. Being visibly me is one of the most radical acts I'm capable of, and I hope that one day we live in a world where it isn't radical at all.

that's exactly what I was feeling when I wrote this. we all find ways to defy our fear, love is an excellent motivator.

i know its what they’re trained to do and theres a protocol and stuff but whenever doctors ask if i have had any SI recently and I say yes, they freak the fuck out even though its clearly in my chart that I have SI pretty much every single day. like no this isnt a sign of something going wrong this is just my brain lol im used to it

I have come to the conclusion that I am perfectly fine with just eating chopped frozen fruit as is, out of a bowl with a spoon. It also occurred to me that I can also just chop up and freeze fresh fruit for whatever reason I desire, whenever. For some reason, despite of coming from a family of deranged levels of berry hoarding preserving, it had never occurred to me that I can just. buy fresh fruit from the store, chop them up and put them in the freezer.

@jjraptorcat

Where's it made? Who brought it here? How much were they paid? Who makes it? Is it made in separate parts and put together? How much were they all paid to do this? Where do they get the materials? Who paid for that? Who brings it there? How much were they paid? Who streamlined the base materials? How much were they paid? Who gathered the base materials? Where? How much were they paid? Is it good for them? Is it good for us? Is it good for the land? Is it necessary? Is it biodegradable? How much does it hurt? Do I need it? Do I even want it?