Mira!

No one made any attempts at communication but you all began to move and stand up. Leia’s smile this morning was beaming and incredibly bright as she twirled your dress to hang up on your closet door. It was gorgeous and fit incredibly with you and your personality, honestly, it was your dream dress. You immediately allowed your fingers to trace over the fabric with a soft yet beaming smile on your face. You could hear the girls behind you, excited chatter filling your ears. The only qualm you had about today was the fact that you hadn’t gotten to wake up with Poe, while you understood why and understood the girls need to do this it didn’t change the fact that you slept more at peace with him than without him. Leia was muttering something next to you as the photographer and stylists she chose for this came in. You barely registered the soft flash from the camera before you were turning with a beaming smile towards your girls, your family. 

You were lightly pushed into your chair at your vanity as both hair and makeup started on you with the soft shutter of the camera every few moments. You tried to keep your expression neutral as they worked so the woman with the makeup brush didn’t have to tell you to stop smiling but you couldn’t help the small soft smile that had made its way onto your features. It was small enough that it wasn’t going to affect the makeup but big enough that the camera could capture you at peace. 

“Do you want your horns out or in?” a soft voice asked, the one you recognized to be the hairstylist. She seemed timid about asking just based on what the kingdom had heard of you and heard of your return. With your own meek smile, you responded with a soft out but please don’t grab without warning. She had simply smiled in return, before adjusting your hair around your horns, allowing them to be shown off. They curled back slightly before going into a twisted pattern like a markhor. They were your favorite part of you, they were roughly 6 inches long and you had missed them dearly when they were gone. 

As the artist told you to keep your face neutral for lipstick, you took a deep breath to regulate your expression and not mess her up. As she painted your lips with a dark satin red color, Rey sat down next to you, her own hair and makeup already completed, she had a bright smile as she watched you. The only request you had made for this wedding was that it was outdoors in the woods. She wanted to ask why, and she was going too. Opening your eyes to her, you grinned now that both hair and makeup were away from you. Before she could open her mouth to ask the question that everyone had been asking, you grabbed her hand and pushed the reason into her head. 

Tumbling through the woods, the ever expanding forest that surrounded the kingdom and your home was your favorite pastime it had been since you were born you swore. You couldn’t remember a time where you weren’t constantly in the woods and weren’t constantly running around like a madwoman. This was where you met Poe for the first time. A little lost, not full of swagger yet but still just as obnoxious. Dodging a branch you didn’t even slow down until your body slammed full strength into someone else. A loud grunt leaving both of your lips as you both toppled to the ground. A shrill “I’m so sorry!” left your lips as you looked at the boy under you. He was cute even then, his dark eyes drew you in immediately. Poe cried then, only because of the way you both had landed had caused him to get hurt. You had quickly moved to help him, realizing you had dislocated his shoulder. 

“Careful, careful! You’re gonna make it worse!” you chastised as he tried to get up and get away from you. With a soft sigh you pushed him back down, and placed your knee against his chest, “this is going to hurt,” you warned before quickly moving his shoulder back into place. His sharp yell of pain made you look down at him eyes full of worry, “I’m sorry.”

You stood up quickly, before offering your hand to him. He stared up at you from the forest floor, eyes watching you warily, shaking his head softly. “I promise I won’t hurt you, I really didn’t see you there.” you mused, not moving your hand from its position. “What are you even doing out here anyway? I never see other people out here. Oh I’m y/n by the way.”

Slowly he took your hand which caused you to beam as you lightly pulled him up, offering stabilization more than anything. He brightly smiled at you once he was back on his feet, “I’m Poe!” he practically shouted at you, “I just wanted to go for a walk but got off trail and can’t find my way back.” He was sheepish then, rubbing his hand on the back of his neck. 

When you threw your head back with a laugh, he had groveled for a moment but was enthralled by your beauty even then. He knew then that you were going to be a key person in his life. Without missing a beat, you tugged him along with you back towards your village on the outskirts. Despite your family being heavily involved with the royal family, they chose to remain at the outskirts. It was a comfort for them. “Cmon, my mom will be able to help. She’s the king’s cartologist.” You looked back then and saw the look of confusion on his face, “she makes the maps! She knows everything.”

Rey blinked as the memory ended, she couldn’t stop the smile that was on her face as she looked back at you. You were standing over by Leia now, getting ready to step into your dress. Leia held a crown in her hands, one that matched your dress perfectly. It was almost comical actually seeing you get ready, you looked so nervous but so happy to be surrounded by your family that no one could stop their smiles. Rey came up behind you then, and crouched down in order to assist with your dress, she was in charge of closing you in. The soft shutter of the camera still filled the room, occasionally accompanied by a flash, and you felt everything melt away as you stepped into your dress. As Rey’s fingers worked behind you, Leia placed the crown on your head, and your eyes filled with tears. These were your people. This was your family. You couldn’t have done it without them. 

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Wings fluttered as everyone stood for you to enter, the sound was magical honestly. Gripping your bouquet, you blinked away the tears. Leia had gone before you, leaving you in the hall blocked by doors that led to the forest. Stepping in front of the doors, both guards gave you bright smiles, waiting for your confirmation to open the doors. A soft barely vocalized ready left your lips, the guards both nodded before turning to grab the handles, with a look back at you they nodded again which you returned. Opening the doors, you were greeted by how bright it was outside of the palace walls. 

Immediately your eyes found Poe standing with Leia, Finn and Rey. Rose had chosen to sit as the numbers were off with her, which you had laughed about because you didn’t care. You just wanted her there. She still wore a dress that matched Rey’s because she was still a bridesmaid. Stepping forward, your feet found forest floor, Leia’s powers had been at work based on the intricate archway that acted as your aisle. Vines had come from the ground and wove themselves together to create 6 individual archways, each one had different flowers. Ones that didn’t belong in hell but the meanings all came from love and life. The first flowers were Chrysanthemums, joy and long life. The second flowers were Dahlias, a lasting bond. The third were Tulips, meaning perfect love. The fourth were Orchids, love, beauty and strength. The fifth were Peony’s, beauty and elegance. The sixth and final were red roses, true love. 

Your bouquet was made up of all of the same flowers, Leia had given it to you before departing the hall. Tightening your grip on the flowers, you locked eyes with Poe. The smile on his face rivaled the brightness of the sun with how genuinely overjoyed he looked and was. Poe was a sucker for sentimental and marrying you in the forest that you met in? Sold. Seeing you in your breathtaking dress, looking like a true goddess to him? He was ready to sob, his eyes watered as he watched you walk down the aisle to him. You couldn’t stop the happy tears from escaping as you quickly brought a hand to pat them with the handkerchief that Leia had hidden in your bouquet. Your bright smile didn’t falter for a moment as you came to stand with Poe, his hand reaching for you as you reached the last few steps towards him. 

“Hi Stardust,” he spoke softly, pressing his forehead to yours for just a moment, grounding both of you, as you handed your bouquet to Rey and grabbed onto his hands with both of yours. Leia’s hands clapped together behind you, not as a loud break apart noise but an attention getter. She grinned at both of you. 

“With all of the love in my heart, I am beyond happy to be binding you two together. You are both great people, and incredibly important to the royal guard. I knew when I met the both of you for the first time that eventually you would be together,” Leia began, as she grabbed the rope of binding, “Poe and Y/N have decided to share their own vows, but for the binding ceremony we must continue with the traditional binding words first.” She handed Poe a fiery end of the Rope of Binding,  “Poe Dameron, do you as Prince of Hell take Y/N L/N to be your wife and queen,” she tossed in with a wink, before opening her mouth to continue.

“I do!” Poe interrupted in excitement, he could barely contain himself. This was the love of his life of course it was a resounding yes! 

“I wasn’t finished,” Leia chuckled, “for all things good, for all things bad, for any sickness that may take, for all the healthy moments of chaos, for the truth in love.”

“I can’t help it!” he laughed in response as you laughed with him, “I do, forever I do.”

“Y/N L/N, do you as royal cartographer and now Princess of Hell, take Poe Dameron to be your husband,” Leia spoke as she tightly wrapped Poe’s hand in the Rope of Binding, pausing where your hands were joined, as she looked up at you, “for all things good, for all things bad, for any sickness that may take, for all the healthy moments of chaos and for the truth in love?” 

“I do,” you responded, firm and strong, a little teary but strong nonetheless. Leia grinned before wrapping your hand as well, crossing over towards your free hand to hold the other end as Poe held his.

“Then by my power of love and marriage, I bind you both together,” her voice was firm and strong but incredibly magical at the same time. It fluttered in the air as the Rope of Binding fully lit and seared your skin without pain. Your eyes flicked down, as did Poe’s neither of you expected that, the Rope of Binding didn’t scar unless it was a fated match. Leia gasped softly, not noticeable to the crowd but noticeable to you and Poe. It was the first time she had seen it, with a bright smile she looked to the both of you, “Poe, you may start with your vows, and ring exchange.”

Grinning, Poe tugged you forward slightly, just by a small step but forward nonetheless, “Starshine. There are so many words I could say. There are so many things I want to say, some I’ll reserve for later when it’s just us,” he chuckled at that as he gave you a wink. “Primarily I just want to say how much I love you. When I first proposed, I knew I had wanted to marry you. I’ve known it since the day you accidentally tackled me in these woods. I just didn’t know then how truly in love with you I was and am. When you didn’t come home on your last trek to Earth, I thought I’d lost you forever. I absolutely was not going to let that happen though. I’ve paid for losing you then, nightly when you launch me into a wall,” his eyes crinkled as a laugh rang through the crowd, you laughing along with them, “what I’m saying is, you’re stuck with me. I’m not going anywhere. I love you Starshine, forever.”

You were openly crying now, soft tears rolling down your cheeks as he pulled out his mother’s ring again, but this time your wedding band was attached to it, “I promise forever,” he spoke softly, sliding the ring onto your hand before gently wiping your tears. 

“Hotshot, you’re an idiot, in the most loving way,” you chuckled, beginning your own vows, not letting Leia interrupt the moment, “you’re my best friend and have been since the very first day we met. When I ran into you that day, I remember looking down at you and thinking how pretty you were, until I realized I had dislocated your shoulder. Bringing you home to my mom that first time, I knew then you’d be it for me in some way. She was enamored with you, and while she isn’t here anymore, she would be telling me ‘I told you so’ in the same loving way that Leia did when I told her I was in love with you. I spent every day that I was apart from you writing you letters, I never gave them to you,” you paused, turning your head towards Rey, who pulled your journal out and handed it to you, “I’m giving them to you now as a reminder of what we overcame.” Grabbing his hand again, you grabbed his ring from Rey, “I love you Poe, always.”

“If you don’t kiss her for that I will” Leia cut in with a laugh, “you may now kiss the bride Poe.”

Grinning at you, Poe immediately tugged you fully towards him, slamming his lips onto yours. A soft groan escaping both of your lips, your fingers immediately threaded into his hair, as one of his hands cupped your face, his lips were soft against yours. A soft “I love you” fell from both of you without fully pulling apart, you could hear the cheer of everyone around you, but your only thoughts and feelings were consumed by Poe. This was happiness. This was your dream and it was a dream come true.

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"I said, do you trust me?" Each word was extenuated with a small barely there thrust of his hips. You were on the verge of begging for him to move, each thrust had caused a whimper or whine to leave your lips. You nodded firmly, and he tapped your face with his index finger signaling that he wanted you to use your words.

"With my entire-" his hips started moving again, interrupting you as a whine of Poe left your lips, "be- hah- being." You managed to get it out as his thrusts sped up. He looked down at you with love written in his eyes, before pulling out entirely.

As you whined and squirmed trying to get him to come back, he placed a hand on your chest, holding you on the bed. "Patience Stardust, patience," he mused as he leaned down to slot his lips against yours, a soft whimper leaving you, cupping his face you pushed against him. The plushness of his lips always surprised you, for some reason you always expected them to be chapped. Probably because he was consistently placing his teeth on them. Pulling away from you, he quickly gripped your hips before flipping you over onto all fours.

At this point, you were sure you couldn't feel your legs, every single part of you felt like jelly. Rocking your hips back you attempted to get him to slide home again, which rewarded you with a slap to your ass and another breath of patience. With a soft defeated groan, you nodded and adjusted your position so you were face down on your pillow, one of your hands reached back for him while you worked your other hand underneath you. Not touching yourself yet, just waiting for him. You knew the rules of this game, this was for you. This was reclaiming yourself after everything you'd been through and god did it feel good.

Without warning, he slammed himself back into you, a broken scream leaving your lips and a groan leaving his. A broken whimper of "fuck please Poe" fell from your lips as he gripped your hips keeping himself steady. "Behave, love behave," his voice was thick with lust as he slowly but steadily increased the speed of his thrusts, each hitting that spongy spot inside of you that had you seeing stars. 

All coherent thought had left, you were begging for him to keep going but also to fill you in only the way he knew how. Breaking through the fog, you felt his hand around your throat pulling you to meet back to chest. "Fuck! Poe, im gonna, hah fuck, cum," you whined out broken by the grip he had on your throat. 

"Be a good girl and cum for me," his voice was firm, not even sounding out of breath as he continued pounding into you. As your walls began to spasm, he hummed "thatta girl, that's my girl. Cumming for me." He didn't allow his hips to slow as he pressed his lips directly to your ear, "I'm going to cum inside, and you're going to beg for it."

Immediately you were begging for him too. It was and always had been your favorite part with him. The sensation of being filled left you warm and fluttering. The loud groan of Starshine, made you whimper as his hips stopped moving. Softly lowering you both to the mattress, he turned you to your side, not quite ready to slip out of you yet. 

Heavy breathing filled the silence before he started placing soft kisses to your shoulder blade with a soft hum of happiness. 

"Poe?" Your voice broke the silence, a soft groan leaving you as he pulled himself from you so you could turn and face him. Turning and locking eyes with his soft brown ones, you gave him a soft smile. "I love you Hotshot."

Pulling you closer, he nuzzled his nose against yours before giving you a gentle kiss. "I love you" he mumbled back against your lips, not pulling fully away. "Get some sleep."

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Leia appeared behind you as you moved around your office, gathering maps and other papers for your meeting. Your anxiety was high, this was important. If everything went smoothly, you'd have new regions to chart and you wanted desperately to be the one out there charting.

"Breathe," came her soft voice as she grabbed your shoulders, "you're going to stress yourself out. Even without personal bias you'll be out there." She smiled at you then. Watching as you took a deep breath, "somethings different with you. Explain."

You didn't even bother attempting to play this off, "I'm pregnant," your voice was meek and full of nerves, but the smile on your face was bright. You and Poe had been trying for about a year now and hadn't told anyone. You were worried about so many things. Being a good parent was one of them but most important, how this would affect the upcoming expedition. 

The beaming smile on Leia's face broke you out of your head. An equally as excited, "congratulations!!!" leaving her lips, as she quickly kissed you on the head. You could tell she had a million and one questions all of them relating to when this plan occurred and when you both decided now would be a good time. 

Smiling at her, you patiently answered her questions. While she, technically, was no longer Queen, she was still your mother in law for all intents and purposes. One you loved dearly, and the joy she expressed over becoming a grandma brought tears to your eyes. 

She was rambling on for a moment, before she suddenly stopped and looked at you, causing you to raise an eyebrow. "Have you told Poe?" 

You let out a breathy laugh, "no, actually. As soon as I finished here, I was going too. If I don't get to go on the expedition, I want to at least have what we have ready," you gave her a soft smile. "He's going to be excited though, we've been actively trying for the past year." Looking at your open office door, you saw Poe coming and your face broke out in a smile, "now works actually."

"What works darling?" He asked, wrapping his arms around you for a quick hug, before giving you a quick kiss. Leia gave you both a beaming smile, before departing, causing Poe to raise an eyebrow. "That woman knows something I don't," he mused looking down at you.

With a grin, you nodded, "yes my love she does. Sit down!" You gently pushed him into the chair across from your desk. 

With an eyebrow raised, he complied with your request, before patting his lap, expecting you to sit like you usually do. Laughing, you moved to grab the small box sitting on the corner of your desk before sitting in his lap. 

Wrapping an arm around your waist, he used his other hand to grab the top of the box, "for me?" He asked, looking up at you. Softly nodding, you pressed a quick kiss to his head, before turning your attention back to the box in both of your hands. He gave a soft chuckle, his curious brain was running wild with ideas and thoughts. Gently opening the lid - admittedly with your assistance - he moved slightly to drop it to the floor. Reaching in he grabbed the first item, glancing towards his face, you watched his features. Confusion littered his features as he held a positive pregnancy test in his hands. Slowly his eyes lit up in recognition as his body tensed below you, the smile that took over his features was blinding. The deep brown of his eyes even looked a shade lighter in happiness as his eyes met yours. Before you could stop him, he took the box out of your hands and gently plopped it onto the floor. His hand quickly coming to rest on your stomach in awe.

Neither of you spoke, the pure joy that filled the room was palpable. You had no nerves about telling him and were glad he was as happy as he was. It brought a very very welcome sense of peace over you. You both were safe, ruling Hell with the best team of advisors you could ask for, and the cartographer you've been training loved it just as much as you did. 

Your quiet moment of peace was quickly interrupted as a loud series of barks came running towards you both. Beebs charged in and immediately tried to jump into your lap as he usually would. His collar had a bandana wrapped around it, Baby Security in Training. You let out a laugh, knowing this was Leia's doing. "Before we tell everyone, I have to know," you began, turning slightly in his grip, "am I not going on the expedition now?" Your features showcased your worry, Poe and everyone else knew how excited you were at the chance to explore unknown lands. Your fingers were running along the back of his neck, occasionally slipping into his hair. It was an absent-minded movement, but a great weakness of Poe's. 

"You're going," his voice was soft, "the first expedition is small, remember. We're only going to be gone for a month. I trust the sources and they warned of some dangerous areas but we have a specific expedition team for those ones." Leaning forward, he gently slotted his lips against yours. Free hand moving to cup your cheek as you moved to kiss him back in urgency. Poe's kisses always were your favorite. Not pulling entirely away, he mumbled against your lips "I love you," before pulling you harsher against him. 

AN: Thank you so much for taking the time to read this series and for everyone's comments and enjoyment! I love you all very much! I'm a little sad that it's come to an end but excited to put love in future writing! I do have an updated taglist.

Forever Tags: @guccirosegold @creatively-analytical

The Devil’s Gift Taglist: @Jadealicious06 

Poe Dameron Taglist: @doctoraceus @this-bitch-writes @dameronsgf @kaqua

No one made any attempts at communication but you all began to move and stand up. Leia’s smile this morning was beaming and incredibly bright as she twirled your dress to hang up on your closet door. It was gorgeous and fit incredibly with you and your personality, honestly, it was your dream dress. You immediately allowed your fingers to trace over the fabric with a soft yet beaming smile on your face. You could hear the girls behind you, excited chatter filling your ears. The only qualm you had about today was the fact that you hadn’t gotten to wake up with Poe, while you understood why and understood the girls need to do this it didn’t change the fact that you slept more at peace with him than without him. Leia was muttering something next to you as the photographer and stylists she chose for this came in. You barely registered the soft flash from the camera before you were turning with a beaming smile towards your girls, your family. 

You were lightly pushed into your chair at your vanity as both hair and makeup started on you with the soft shutter of the camera every few moments. You tried to keep your expression neutral as they worked so the woman with the makeup brush didn’t have to tell you to stop smiling but you couldn’t help the small soft smile that had made its way onto your features. It was small enough that it wasn’t going to affect the makeup but big enough that the camera could capture you at peace. 

“Do you want your horns out or in?” a soft voice asked, the one you recognized to be the hairstylist. She seemed timid about asking just based on what the kingdom had heard of you and heard of your return. With your own meek smile, you responded with a soft out but please don’t grab without warning. She had simply smiled in return, before adjusting your hair around your horns, allowing them to be shown off. They curled back slightly before going into a twisted pattern like a markhor. They were your favorite part of you, they were roughly 6 inches long and you had missed them dearly when they were gone. 

As the artist told you to keep your face neutral for lipstick, you took a deep breath to regulate your expression and not mess her up. As she painted your lips with a dark satin red color, Rey sat down next to you, her own hair and makeup already completed, she had a bright smile as she watched you. The only request you had made for this wedding was that it was outdoors in the woods. She wanted to ask why, and she was going too. Opening your eyes to her, you grinned now that both hair and makeup were away from you. Before she could open her mouth to ask the question that everyone had been asking, you grabbed her hand and pushed the reason into her head. 

Tumbling through the woods, the ever expanding forest that surrounded the kingdom and your home was your favorite pastime it had been since you were born you swore. You couldn’t remember a time where you weren’t constantly in the woods and weren’t constantly running around like a madwoman. This was where you met Poe for the first time. A little lost, not full of swagger yet but still just as obnoxious. Dodging a branch you didn’t even slow down until your body slammed full strength into someone else. A loud grunt leaving both of your lips as you both toppled to the ground. A shrill “I’m so sorry!” left your lips as you looked at the boy under you. He was cute even then, his dark eyes drew you in immediately. Poe cried then, only because of the way you both had landed had caused him to get hurt. You had quickly moved to help him, realizing you had dislocated his shoulder. 

“Careful, careful! You’re gonna make it worse!” you chastised as he tried to get up and get away from you. With a soft sigh you pushed him back down, and placed your knee against his chest, “this is going to hurt,” you warned before quickly moving his shoulder back into place. His sharp yell of pain made you look down at him eyes full of worry, “I’m sorry.”

You stood up quickly, before offering your hand to him. He stared up at you from the forest floor, eyes watching you warily, shaking his head softly. “I promise I won’t hurt you, I really didn’t see you there.” you mused, not moving your hand from its position. “What are you even doing out here anyway? I never see other people out here. Oh I’m y/n by the way.”

Slowly he took your hand which caused you to beam as you lightly pulled him up, offering stabilization more than anything. He brightly smiled at you once he was back on his feet, “I’m Poe!” he practically shouted at you, “I just wanted to go for a walk but got off trail and can’t find my way back.” He was sheepish then, rubbing his hand on the back of his neck. 

When you threw your head back with a laugh, he had groveled for a moment but was enthralled by your beauty even then. He knew then that you were going to be a key person in his life. Without missing a beat, you tugged him along with you back towards your village on the outskirts. Despite your family being heavily involved with the royal family, they chose to remain at the outskirts. It was a comfort for them. “Cmon, my mom will be able to help. She’s the king’s cartologist.” You looked back then and saw the look of confusion on his face, “she makes the maps! She knows everything.”

Rey blinked as the memory ended, she couldn’t stop the smile that was on her face as she looked back at you. You were standing over by Leia now, getting ready to step into your dress. Leia held a crown in her hands, one that matched your dress perfectly. It was almost comical actually seeing you get ready, you looked so nervous but so happy to be surrounded by your family that no one could stop their smiles. Rey came up behind you then, and crouched down in order to assist with your dress, she was in charge of closing you in. The soft shutter of the camera still filled the room, occasionally accompanied by a flash, and you felt everything melt away as you stepped into your dress. As Rey’s fingers worked behind you, Leia placed the crown on your head, and your eyes filled with tears. These were your people. This was your family. You couldn’t have done it without them. 

—

Wings fluttered as everyone stood for you to enter, the sound was magical honestly. Gripping your bouquet, you blinked away the tears. Leia had gone before you, leaving you in the hall blocked by doors that led to the forest. Stepping in front of the doors, both guards gave you bright smiles, waiting for your confirmation to open the doors. A soft barely vocalized ready left your lips, the guards both nodded before turning to grab the handles, with a look back at you they nodded again which you returned. Opening the doors, you were greeted by how bright it was outside of the palace walls. 

Immediately your eyes found Poe standing with Leia, Finn and Rey. Rose had chosen to sit as the numbers were off with her, which you had laughed about because you didn’t care. You just wanted her there. She still wore a dress that matched Rey’s because she was still a bridesmaid. Stepping forward, your feet found forest floor, Leia’s powers had been at work based on the intricate archway that acted as your aisle. Vines had come from the ground and wove themselves together to create 6 individual archways, each one had different flowers. Ones that didn’t belong in hell but the meanings all came from love and life. The first flowers were Chrysanthemums, joy and long life. The second flowers were Dahlias, a lasting bond. The third were Tulips, meaning perfect love. The fourth were Orchids, love, beauty and strength. The fifth were Peony’s, beauty and elegance. The sixth and final were red roses, true love. 

Your bouquet was made up of all of the same flowers, Leia had given it to you before departing the hall. Tightening your grip on the flowers, you locked eyes with Poe. The smile on his face rivaled the brightness of the sun with how genuinely overjoyed he looked and was. Poe was a sucker for sentimental and marrying you in the forest that you met in? Sold. Seeing you in your breathtaking dress, looking like a true goddess to him? He was ready to sob, his eyes watered as he watched you walk down the aisle to him. You couldn’t stop the happy tears from escaping as you quickly brought a hand to pat them with the handkerchief that Leia had hidden in your bouquet. Your bright smile didn’t falter for a moment as you came to stand with Poe, his hand reaching for you as you reached the last few steps towards him. 

“Hi Stardust,” he spoke softly, pressing his forehead to yours for just a moment, grounding both of you, as you handed your bouquet to Rey and grabbed onto his hands with both of yours. Leia’s hands clapped together behind you, not as a loud break apart noise but an attention getter. She grinned at both of you. 

“With all of the love in my heart, I am beyond happy to be binding you two together. You are both great people, and incredibly important to the royal guard. I knew when I met the both of you for the first time that eventually you would be together,” Leia began, as she grabbed the rope of binding, “Poe and Y/N have decided to share their own vows, but for the binding ceremony we must continue with the traditional binding words first.” She handed Poe a fiery end of the Rope of Binding,  “Poe Dameron, do you as Prince of Hell take Y/N L/N to be your wife and queen,” she tossed in with a wink, before opening her mouth to continue.

“I do!” Poe interrupted in excitement, he could barely contain himself. This was the love of his life of course it was a resounding yes! 

“I wasn’t finished,” Leia chuckled, “for all things good, for all things bad, for any sickness that may take, for all the healthy moments of chaos, for the truth in love.”

“I can’t help it!” he laughed in response as you laughed with him, “I do, forever I do.”

“Y/N L/N, do you as royal cartographer and now Princess of Hell, take Poe Dameron to be your husband,” Leia spoke as she tightly wrapped Poe’s hand in the Rope of Binding, pausing where your hands were joined, as she looked up at you, “for all things good, for all things bad, for any sickness that may take, for all the healthy moments of chaos and for the truth in love?” 

“I do,” you responded, firm and strong, a little teary but strong nonetheless. Leia grinned before wrapping your hand as well, crossing over towards your free hand to hold the other end as Poe held his.

“Then by my power of love and marriage, I bind you both together,” her voice was firm and strong but incredibly magical at the same time. It fluttered in the air as the Rope of Binding fully lit and seared your skin without pain. Your eyes flicked down, as did Poe’s neither of you expected that, the Rope of Binding didn’t scar unless it was a fated match. Leia gasped softly, not noticeable to the crowd but noticeable to you and Poe. It was the first time she had seen it, with a bright smile she looked to the both of you, “Poe, you may start with your vows, and ring exchange.”

Grinning, Poe tugged you forward slightly, just by a small step but forward nonetheless, “Starshine. There are so many words I could say. There are so many things I want to say, some I’ll reserve for later when it’s just us,” he chuckled at that as he gave you a wink. “Primarily I just want to say how much I love you. When I first proposed, I knew I had wanted to marry you. I’ve known it since the day you accidentally tackled me in these woods. I just didn’t know then how truly in love with you I was and am. When you didn’t come home on your last trek to Earth, I thought I’d lost you forever. I absolutely was not going to let that happen though. I’ve paid for losing you then, nightly when you launch me into a wall,” his eyes crinkled as a laugh rang through the crowd, you laughing along with them, “what I’m saying is, you’re stuck with me. I’m not going anywhere. I love you Starshine, forever.”

You were openly crying now, soft tears rolling down your cheeks as he pulled out his mother’s ring again, but this time your wedding band was attached to it, “I promise forever,” he spoke softly, sliding the ring onto your hand before gently wiping your tears. 

“Hotshot, you’re an idiot, in the most loving way,” you chuckled, beginning your own vows, not letting Leia interrupt the moment, “you’re my best friend and have been since the very first day we met. When I ran into you that day, I remember looking down at you and thinking how pretty you were, until I realized I had dislocated your shoulder. Bringing you home to my mom that first time, I knew then you’d be it for me in some way. She was enamored with you, and while she isn’t here anymore, she would be telling me ‘I told you so’ in the same loving way that Leia did when I told her I was in love with you. I spent every day that I was apart from you writing you letters, I never gave them to you,” you paused, turning your head towards Rey, who pulled your journal out and handed it to you, “I’m giving them to you now as a reminder of what we overcame.” Grabbing his hand again, you grabbed his ring from Rey, “I love you Poe, always.”

“If you don’t kiss her for that I will” Leia cut in with a laugh, “you may now kiss the bride Poe.”

Grinning at you, Poe immediately tugged you fully towards him, slamming his lips onto yours. A soft groan escaping both of your lips, your fingers immediately threaded into his hair, as one of his hands cupped your face, his lips were soft against yours. A soft “I love you” fell from both of you without fully pulling apart, you could hear the cheer of everyone around you, but your only thoughts and feelings were consumed by Poe. This was happiness. This was your dream and it was a dream come true.

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No one made any attempts at communication but you all began to move and stand up. Leia’s smile this morning was beaming and incredibly bright as she twirled your dress to hang up on your closet door. It was gorgeous and fit incredibly with you and your personality, honestly, it was your dream dress. You immediately allowed your fingers to trace over the fabric with a soft yet beaming smile on your face. You could hear the girls behind you, excited chatter filling your ears. The only qualm you had about today was the fact that you hadn’t gotten to wake up with Poe, while you understood why and understood the girls need to do this it didn’t change the fact that you slept more at peace with him than without him. Leia was muttering something next to you as the photographer and stylists she chose for this came in. You barely registered the soft flash from the camera before you were turning with a beaming smile towards your girls, your family. 

You were lightly pushed into your chair at your vanity as both hair and makeup started on you with the soft shutter of the camera every few moments. You tried to keep your expression neutral as they worked so the woman with the makeup brush didn’t have to tell you to stop smiling but you couldn’t help the small soft smile that had made its way onto your features. It was small enough that it wasn’t going to affect the makeup but big enough that the camera could capture you at peace. 

“Do you want your horns out or in?” a soft voice asked, the one you recognized to be the hairstylist. She seemed timid about asking just based on what the kingdom had heard of you and heard of your return. With your own meek smile, you responded with a soft out but please don’t grab without warning. She had simply smiled in return, before adjusting your hair around your horns, allowing them to be shown off. They curled back slightly before going into a twisted pattern like a markhor. They were your favorite part of you, they were roughly 6 inches long and you had missed them dearly when they were gone. 

As the artist told you to keep your face neutral for lipstick, you took a deep breath to regulate your expression and not mess her up. As she painted your lips with a dark satin red color, Rey sat down next to you, her own hair and makeup already completed, she had a bright smile as she watched you. The only request you had made for this wedding was that it was outdoors in the woods. She wanted to ask why, and she was going too. Opening your eyes to her, you grinned now that both hair and makeup were away from you. Before she could open her mouth to ask the question that everyone had been asking, you grabbed her hand and pushed the reason into her head. 

Tumbling through the woods, the ever expanding forest that surrounded the kingdom and your home was your favorite pastime it had been since you were born you swore. You couldn’t remember a time where you weren’t constantly in the woods and weren’t constantly running around like a madwoman. This was where you met Poe for the first time. A little lost, not full of swagger yet but still just as obnoxious. Dodging a branch you didn’t even slow down until your body slammed full strength into someone else. A loud grunt leaving both of your lips as you both toppled to the ground. A shrill “I’m so sorry!” left your lips as you looked at the boy under you. He was cute even then, his dark eyes drew you in immediately. Poe cried then, only because of the way you both had landed had caused him to get hurt. You had quickly moved to help him, realizing you had dislocated his shoulder. 

“Careful, careful! You’re gonna make it worse!” you chastised as he tried to get up and get away from you. With a soft sigh you pushed him back down, and placed your knee against his chest, “this is going to hurt,” you warned before quickly moving his shoulder back into place. His sharp yell of pain made you look down at him eyes full of worry, “I’m sorry.”

You stood up quickly, before offering your hand to him. He stared up at you from the forest floor, eyes watching you warily, shaking his head softly. “I promise I won’t hurt you, I really didn’t see you there.” you mused, not moving your hand from its position. “What are you even doing out here anyway? I never see other people out here. Oh I’m y/n by the way.”

Slowly he took your hand which caused you to beam as you lightly pulled him up, offering stabilization more than anything. He brightly smiled at you once he was back on his feet, “I’m Poe!” he practically shouted at you, “I just wanted to go for a walk but got off trail and can’t find my way back.” He was sheepish then, rubbing his hand on the back of his neck. 

When you threw your head back with a laugh, he had groveled for a moment but was enthralled by your beauty even then. He knew then that you were going to be a key person in his life. Without missing a beat, you tugged him along with you back towards your village on the outskirts. Despite your family being heavily involved with the royal family, they chose to remain at the outskirts. It was a comfort for them. “Cmon, my mom will be able to help. She’s the king’s cartologist.” You looked back then and saw the look of confusion on his face, “she makes the maps! She knows everything.”

Rey blinked as the memory ended, she couldn’t stop the smile that was on her face as she looked back at you. You were standing over by Leia now, getting ready to step into your dress. Leia held a crown in her hands, one that matched your dress perfectly. It was almost comical actually seeing you get ready, you looked so nervous but so happy to be surrounded by your family that no one could stop their smiles. Rey came up behind you then, and crouched down in order to assist with your dress, she was in charge of closing you in. The soft shutter of the camera still filled the room, occasionally accompanied by a flash, and you felt everything melt away as you stepped into your dress. As Rey’s fingers worked behind you, Leia placed the crown on your head, and your eyes filled with tears. These were your people. This was your family. You couldn’t have done it without them. 

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Wings fluttered as everyone stood for you to enter, the sound was magical honestly. Gripping your bouquet, you blinked away the tears. Leia had gone before you, leaving you in the hall blocked by doors that led to the forest. Stepping in front of the doors, both guards gave you bright smiles, waiting for your confirmation to open the doors. A soft barely vocalized ready left your lips, the guards both nodded before turning to grab the handles, with a look back at you they nodded again which you returned. Opening the doors, you were greeted by how bright it was outside of the palace walls. 

Immediately your eyes found Poe standing with Leia, Finn and Rey. Rose had chosen to sit as the numbers were off with her, which you had laughed about because you didn’t care. You just wanted her there. She still wore a dress that matched Rey’s because she was still a bridesmaid. Stepping forward, your feet found forest floor, Leia’s powers had been at work based on the intricate archway that acted as your aisle. Vines had come from the ground and wove themselves together to create 6 individual archways, each one had different flowers. Ones that didn’t belong in hell but the meanings all came from love and life. The first flowers were Chrysanthemums, joy and long life. The second flowers were Dahlias, a lasting bond. The third were Tulips, meaning perfect love. The fourth were Orchids, love, beauty and strength. The fifth were Peony’s, beauty and elegance. The sixth and final were red roses, true love. 

Your bouquet was made up of all of the same flowers, Leia had given it to you before departing the hall. Tightening your grip on the flowers, you locked eyes with Poe. The smile on his face rivaled the brightness of the sun with how genuinely overjoyed he looked and was. Poe was a sucker for sentimental and marrying you in the forest that you met in? Sold. Seeing you in your breathtaking dress, looking like a true goddess to him? He was ready to sob, his eyes watered as he watched you walk down the aisle to him. You couldn’t stop the happy tears from escaping as you quickly brought a hand to pat them with the handkerchief that Leia had hidden in your bouquet. Your bright smile didn’t falter for a moment as you came to stand with Poe, his hand reaching for you as you reached the last few steps towards him. 

“Hi Stardust,” he spoke softly, pressing his forehead to yours for just a moment, grounding both of you, as you handed your bouquet to Rey and grabbed onto his hands with both of yours. Leia’s hands clapped together behind you, not as a loud break apart noise but an attention getter. She grinned at both of you. 

“With all of the love in my heart, I am beyond happy to be binding you two together. You are both great people, and incredibly important to the royal guard. I knew when I met the both of you for the first time that eventually you would be together,” Leia began, as she grabbed the rope of binding, “Poe and Y/N have decided to share their own vows, but for the binding ceremony we must continue with the traditional binding words first.” She handed Poe a fiery end of the Rope of Binding,  “Poe Dameron, do you as Prince of Hell take Y/N L/N to be your wife and queen,” she tossed in with a wink, before opening her mouth to continue.

“I do!” Poe interrupted in excitement, he could barely contain himself. This was the love of his life of course it was a resounding yes! 

“I wasn’t finished,” Leia chuckled, “for all things good, for all things bad, for any sickness that may take, for all the healthy moments of chaos, for the truth in love.”

“I can’t help it!” he laughed in response as you laughed with him, “I do, forever I do.”

“Y/N L/N, do you as royal cartographer and now Princess of Hell, take Poe Dameron to be your husband,” Leia spoke as she tightly wrapped Poe’s hand in the Rope of Binding, pausing where your hands were joined, as she looked up at you, “for all things good, for all things bad, for any sickness that may take, for all the healthy moments of chaos and for the truth in love?” 

“I do,” you responded, firm and strong, a little teary but strong nonetheless. Leia grinned before wrapping your hand as well, crossing over towards your free hand to hold the other end as Poe held his.

“Then by my power of love and marriage, I bind you both together,” her voice was firm and strong but incredibly magical at the same time. It fluttered in the air as the Rope of Binding fully lit and seared your skin without pain. Your eyes flicked down, as did Poe’s neither of you expected that, the Rope of Binding didn’t scar unless it was a fated match. Leia gasped softly, not noticeable to the crowd but noticeable to you and Poe. It was the first time she had seen it, with a bright smile she looked to the both of you, “Poe, you may start with your vows, and ring exchange.”

Grinning, Poe tugged you forward slightly, just by a small step but forward nonetheless, “Starshine. There are so many words I could say. There are so many things I want to say, some I’ll reserve for later when it’s just us,” he chuckled at that as he gave you a wink. “Primarily I just want to say how much I love you. When I first proposed, I knew I had wanted to marry you. I’ve known it since the day you accidentally tackled me in these woods. I just didn’t know then how truly in love with you I was and am. When you didn’t come home on your last trek to Earth, I thought I’d lost you forever. I absolutely was not going to let that happen though. I’ve paid for losing you then, nightly when you launch me into a wall,” his eyes crinkled as a laugh rang through the crowd, you laughing along with them, “what I’m saying is, you’re stuck with me. I’m not going anywhere. I love you Starshine, forever.”

You were openly crying now, soft tears rolling down your cheeks as he pulled out his mother’s ring again, but this time your wedding band was attached to it, “I promise forever,” he spoke softly, sliding the ring onto your hand before gently wiping your tears. 

“Hotshot, you’re an idiot, in the most loving way,” you chuckled, beginning your own vows, not letting Leia interrupt the moment, “you’re my best friend and have been since the very first day we met. When I ran into you that day, I remember looking down at you and thinking how pretty you were, until I realized I had dislocated your shoulder. Bringing you home to my mom that first time, I knew then you’d be it for me in some way. She was enamored with you, and while she isn’t here anymore, she would be telling me ‘I told you so’ in the same loving way that Leia did when I told her I was in love with you. I spent every day that I was apart from you writing you letters, I never gave them to you,” you paused, turning your head towards Rey, who pulled your journal out and handed it to you, “I’m giving them to you now as a reminder of what we overcame.” Grabbing his hand again, you grabbed his ring from Rey, “I love you Poe, always.”

“If you don’t kiss her for that I will” Leia cut in with a laugh, “you may now kiss the bride Poe.”

Grinning at you, Poe immediately tugged you fully towards him, slamming his lips onto yours. A soft groan escaping both of your lips, your fingers immediately threaded into his hair, as one of his hands cupped your face, his lips were soft against yours. A soft “I love you” fell from both of you without fully pulling apart, you could hear the cheer of everyone around you, but your only thoughts and feelings were consumed by Poe. This was happiness. This was your dream and it was a dream come true.

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The months since your return home had flown by, faster than you expected. Tomorrow you were getting married, married to your best friend. It was a surreal feeling and thought honestly. When he offered initially it was intended for convenience, both single, both needed things out of a marriage that you wouldn’t get from just anybody, and most of all why not be with your best friend. Speaking of surreal feelings, waking up to someone in your bed unexpectedly? Terrifying. 

“Poe Dameron!” you squealed out, shoving his heavy body off of you from where he dropped down without a care in the world, “it’s barely” you tilted your head towards your nightstand where your alarm clock waited, bleary you could make out the 5 and 3 on it, “5:30 am!” 

He laughed before rolling to his side to face you, “they’re kidnappin you away from me today, figured I’d sneak in early and see you before Rey, Leia, and Rose steal you away.” His voice was soft, as he lifted his head to tuck one hand under it and the other came to rest against your hip. “You can go back to sleep love, it’s early.”

You hummed in response before moving to meld yourself into him, causing him to fall fully onto his back as you moved. Your head rested on his chest, with a leg thrown over him, “in their defense they had wanted to kidnap me for the entire week, so you’re lucky they hadn’t grabbed me last night,” you mused, pressing a gentle kiss to his chest before fully resting your head against him.

“How are you feeling?” he spoke softly, trailing a hand up and down your arm, as his other was secured around you. He’d asked you that every day since your return. At first, you were terrified and skittish of everyone, even your closest friends. You’d wake up at night and think you were still there, there were a couple of times you attacked Poe before your brain caught onto reality. Luckily you never actually hurt him, but still not a great way to wake up and definitely not a great feeling when you fly out of a bed into a wall but he didn’t care. He was more worried about you and even in your sleep-induced fear haze, you recognized that after he slammed into a wall. 

Allowing your fingers to trace patterns on his chest, you didn’t respond. You didn’t have to, he knew you were still a little skittish and knew you were still tense with Kylo around. Kylo wasn’t at the forefront of your brain but a small part of you felt for him and felt bad for him. He was misguided and whether anyone agreed with you or not, you couldn’t help but feel bad. To Kylo, you were his best friend for so long, admittedly it was never the same for you. You had always had Poe, Poe was always at your forefront, he was always your priority. You still felt terrible for him but there was nothing you could do about the situation. He made his choice and now he was facing the consequences of them. Your fingers paused as you thought, causing Poe’s own hand to pause, with a soft babe? 

“I’m excited,” you spoke, bringing your mind away from the darkness that was overwhelming for you, “I mean, I get to marry my best friend and spend every day with you. The only thing that changes for me is you’re my husband and I think that’s pretty snazzy if I do say so.”

Poe couldn’t stop the laugh that tumbled from his lips at your word choice. Tugging you closer, and wrapping his arms tightly around you he hummed. Before softly telling you to get some rest because the ladies were going to wake you up within a few hours. Hearing your hum in agreement, he loosened his arms slightly so he wasn’t physically restraining you to him. You had fallen asleep against him rather quickly, you always did. Poe sat there in the dark, lightly running a hand over your side, enough to feel but not enough pressure to wake you. He thought about how completely different both of your lives were. When he proposed originally, he had no intention of realizing how absolutely head over heels in love with you he was nor did he realize it would lead to you being taken from him almost permanently. 

Pausing his movement, he listened to your light whimper before you subconsciously moved closer to him, practically climbing into his lap. He felt the soft smile on his face grow, he was elated that things turned out okay and that everything worked out for the better. That didn’t change his hatred to how things occurred and how hurt you were. When you panicked out of his arms, he felt his heart break, but he stayed strong for you. Ultimately everything happens for a reason, he believed that but he hated that it meant pain for you.

Closing his own eyes, Poe let out a soft sigh, barely noticeable before falling asleep holding you tight.

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Feeling hands on you that certainly didn’t belong to Poe caused you to launch yourself backward trying to find security in Poe who - admittedly - had already left for the day. Rey caught you as you flung yourself off the bed with a laugh, “hell girl you’re gonna get yourself killed launching like that.” 

You laughed in response as she helped steady you on your feet, “yeah well, I’m still struggling with some things,” you gave her a soft smile, “people bein one of em. I’m not used to people touching me and not intending harm.”

She gave you a weak smile in return before Leia’s hands tugged you and Rey from the corner, “come on it’s a pampering event before tomorrow. Let us take care of you.” Her voice was soft, alerting you to the peaceful day they had planned, “Poe already helped with part a.” You looked at her with an eyebrow raised before Beebs barked and lunged for you, “he agreed to let you have Bee for the day and night technically.” You had already dropped to the ground to wrap your arms around the rambunctious hellhound. You were cooing and babying him, vaguely you could hear Rose make a comment about what you’d be like when you and Poe eventually had babies of your own. A light smack hit Rose and she looked at Rey annoyed, but Rey simply laughed in response.

Tugging you out of the room they quickly set a path to leave the castle - essentially it really was a castle even if you all worked in offices and only the select few handpicked by Leia slept there as well. Poe, yourself, Rey, Finn, Rose, Leia, and Han - and Chewie let’s be real - all had their own rooms. Han and Chewie rarely if ever slept there usually they were out being the scavengers they were at heart. Marrying a princess - and technically being King of Hell - had never mattered to Han, everyone knew that. It was weird to think about the fact that you were going to be giving up your room and moving in with Poe even if you spent most of your time in his room anyway. You wouldn’t have the sanctuary that was built just for you. 

You tried to ask where you were going a few times but the girls just keep shushing you. You didn’t need to know the details, just that it would be a fun day, a day tailored to you. Stopping suddenly, Leia grinned before letting her wings spread, the white was a gloriously pure color and always made you smile. The Queen of Hell with white wings? Shocking but gorgeous nonetheless. Grinning, you allowed your own to stretch, you hadn’t just flown since you got home, but it was about time. Rey’s grey wings brushed yours as she extended, with a wicked grin that told you she was about to issue a race. Rose’s wings were a light pink, which was an interesting color for the girl, but they also fit her gorgeously. Taking a running jump off the balcony that Leia led you to, you whooped as all three girls followed suit. While you never understood Poe’s incessant need for flying and why he flew the way he did, you couldn’t deny the freedom that came with it. Tucking your wings into a quick dive, you cheered as you brought yourself back up. 

Leia caught up to you then and wrapped her arms around you, “welcome to the family dear,” her voice was firm with the softness you associate with a mother who is overfilled with love. “Tomorrow will make it official, but you’ve always been a member of our family.” Tears flooded your vision as you kept both of you in the air with your arms tightly wrapped around her. Only allowing yourself a soft hum of agreement - anything more and you would have burst out crying. 

Letting go of the hug, she grabbed your hand and tugged you in the direction of her next surprise, based on the tone she had when she and the girls woke you up, she planned out a spa day and you couldn’t even be upset about it.

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