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Hi I'm Teri, I'm 22 y/o and an aroace spec lesbian (I will not justify my sexual/romantic orientation online so if you have a problem with it you can just leave).

I'm autistic and am very passionate about my special interests. I usually cycle through them for longer periods of time (around a year or so), so some special interests lay dormant for a while but (might) come back someday.

My current active special interest is SwanQueen. I joined the fandom in late 2017 and I had 3 special interest revivals (currently in my 3rd SQ era). SwanQueen is my primary and longest lasting special interest (it's been 8 years now damn), even if new special interests come up and SwanQueen gets temporarily sidelined it always comes back and will probably stay with me for the rest of my life.

I'm an avid femslash/wlw ship lover. My OTP is obviously SwanQueen but some other ships I enjoy are...

Siuraine (Moiraine x Siuan from The Wheel of Time)

Agathario (Agatha x Rio from Agatha All Along)

Kirasaya (Kirari x Sayaka from Kakegurui)

Mariri (Mary x Ririka from Kakegurui)

Catradora (Catra x Adora from She-Ra and the Princesses of Power)

Korrasami (Korra x Asami from The Legend of Korra)

HomuMado (Madoka x Homura from Madoka Magica)

Rhaenicent (Rhaenyra x Alicent from House of the Dragon)

Ava x Deborah (from Hacks, although I don't ship them in a traditional sense, I probably ship them more as some form of QPR since I quite like the complex nature of their relationship as depicted in the show, a relationship that cannot be put neatly into a box because it has aspects from all kinds of relationships, romantic and otherwise)

A list of Fandoms I'm in (non-shipping)...

Once Upon a Time (ONLY for SQ, I have an ambivalent relationship with the rest of the show because... obvious reasons)

Avatar the Last Airbender Universe (including The Legend of Korra and Prequel Books)

Kakegurui Universe (Main Series, Twin, Midari and Kakegurui Kari, I prefer the mangas to the anime, although the Twin anime is quite good, the main series anime is a bit oversexualized imo)

She-Ra and the Princesses of Power

Hacks

Helluva Boss

Hazbin Hotel

Agatha All Along

Madoka Magica (only watched original anime series + the 3rd movie)

Arcane

The Wheel of Time (TV Show + read 'New Spring', and while I think the story is good I'm mostly invested for my baby fishwives)

I'm very interested in fandom culture, fanfiction as a whole and tropes. And I would love to discuss these topics with someone so if you're interested hit me up :)

I'm currently working on a worldbuilding website for SwanQueen. Basically I take all the bits and pieces of OUAT I like and change the rest to fit my SwanQueen version.

If I ever find the motivation to sort and polish my thoughts as coherent text, I will post meta analyses (on Tumblr) and the occasional fanfic (on ao3, under the same name as my Tumblr blog). Maybe I will also just dump my thoughts about SQ parallels, symbolism etc. on here (instead of losing all my genius thoughts by talking to myself lol).

I've been an editor for 7 years now and will occasionally post SQ Edits on Insta (my IG is ortvs).

And most recently I started dabbling in digital fanart (will stick to SQ fanart only).

Other things about me...

I'm a cancer survivor and have multiple disabilities, most notably a visual impairment besides being autistic.

I love dogs and I'm part of a service dog team in training. My service dog's name is Fenna, she's 6 years old and a mutt, originally from a shelter in Romania. She's incredibly cute and loooooves cuddles.

Another special interest of mine is autism, psychology and disability rights.

#about myself #get to know me

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hannah01sapphic

One thing I’ve noticed whenever people discuss the greatest redemption arcs in fiction is that the conversation almost always centres on male characters. Zuko from Avatar of course deserves the praise he gets. His redemption is one of the best ever written. It shows that redemption isn’t a straight line and that people relapse as well as make mistakes, so have to actively choose to be better every day.

But I think we overlook female characters who have equally compelling journeys.

Take, Regina Mills from Once Upon a Time. She starts as one of the show’s most ruthless villains, yet her redemption isn’t a simple switch from evil to good. She struggles with anger, grief, revenge, and self doubt. She falls back into old habits and loses people’s trust, which she has to earn back over years. Her story isn’t about becoming perfect…it’s about choosing to keep trying despite her past. And her redemption lasts the whole show, from season 1/2-7.

And that is what makes both Regina and Zuko’s arcs so powerful to me. Neither character is redeemed because they’re forgiven overnight. Redemption doesn’t work like that. They’re redeemed because they consistently make better choices even when it’s difficult.

I think Regina deserves to be mentioned alongside characters like Zuko whenever we talk about the greatest redemption arcs in television. She proves that redemption isn’t about erasing your past. It is about accepting it, taking responsibility for it and deciding that it won’t define your future.

#coincidentally two of my fav fandoms #and redemption arcs mentioned in the same post #zuko #regina mills #atla #ouat

barblisa

and so after robin’s funeral, regina doesn’t leave the house for months. she’s suddenly a-okay with henry spending more time at the loft, even encouraging him. she doesn’t get excited to hear him talking about his school day, doesn’t ask questions, doesn’t even scold when he says that david let him drive home from the supermarket and emma let him stay up late playing minecraft until mary margaret found them and then he got to stay home from school the next day. henry knows that regina loves him, but he also knows that his mom is hurting. if all she can do right now is press a kiss to his forehead in passing and a slip money into his pocket, then he’ll take it. he’ll support her like nobody ever has, until she finds her footing again.

but the thing is, henry notices that his mom is just as soft with emma now as she is with him. she kisses emma’s temple in passing, sometimes her forehead, sometimes pauses to tuck emma’s hair behind her ears. she pulls herself out of bed long enough to make lunch sometimes, sending him with an extra sandwich packed specially for emma with a thank-you note. emma is the only other person who can get regina to crack even the smallest of smiles. it pisses hook off when henry and emma stay longer at home (the mansion) to make sure regina’s okay, but they keep doing it anyway. sometimes they even all fall asleep on the couch during movie nights, and emma will hold henry’s mom the way she deserves to be held, in a way that makes his mom curl into emma and bury her face in emma’s neck — and henry knows that his mom feels safest there because emma’s hugs have proven to him to be a very safe feeling.

#okay but why do you keep busting out these amazing sq takes #im so in awe every time i read one of your posts with snippets like this #please never stop thank you #swan queen #headcanon #but lets be real this could also very much be canon #in my mind this is what happened idc #the angst is delicious #and you ate #*insert a million other compliments because i love these posts so much*#okay enough

ouatsqincorrect

will i be canceled if i say the fact that hook has one hand is not a good reason to hate cs

wlwlibrary

hating cs because hook only has one hand is ableism

but fear not, there are plenty of other good reasons to hate cs like the promotion of rape culture, romanticizing unhealthy codepency, lack of communication and trust and emotional abuse, and to top it off depicting that as the ultimate relationship goal

#im a certified cs hater #anti cs #anti captainswan #anti hook #i would actually read about hook trying to naviagte the world with his prosthetic hook #if he wasnt such a pain in the ass with a terrible personality and view on women #the only time i can apprecite him as a character is if he stays a villain #otherwise you can be sure as hell i will bash him in all my fics

heading towards a phase (will it last? idk hopefully not) where opening tumblr to engage with new swanqueen content is becoming extremely stressful and I don't even know why, maybe it's just that time again where processing new content is exhausting because my brain randomly decided we have no capacity for new information at the moment, unfortunately the perceived but to my autistic brain very real need to not miss out on archiving new sq fanart is battling with my need for routine and consequently aversion to new content

#just autism things #im rewatching a lot of my favorite cartoon shows and animes #its very comforting because i know the storylines and characters #and its easy to comprehend because emotions are overly expressive and plot points get broken down into pieces #shows for kids very much appease my autistic brain when its getting overstimulated by living life #teri rambles #personal

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barblisa

and if i said: regina mills wouldn’t mind raising another kid, but it has to be with emma swan. and emma swan wouldn’t mind raising another kid with regina mills, but she has to live with the fact that it’s hook’s biological child.

#the angst omg #but its also sweet #swanqueen #hope swan mills lore #hope swan mills #regina mills #emma swan

janepetras

wlwlibrary

you see, it's small things like this that really make me believe swanqueen should have been canon

#they had the building blocks for an epic romance #and decided not to use them #such a waste of potential #swanqueen

stuffman

People have written a lot of touchy-feely pieces on this subject but I thought I’d get right to the heart of the matter

sqbr

[The artist, putting a simple cake next to a much fancier one: “Aw man, that guy’s cake is way better than mine.” The Audience, gleefully holding up a knife and fork “HOLY SHIT! TWO CAKES!”]

elvencantation

additions from the og artist (credit)

scientia-rex

“Holy shit two cakes,” I mutter to myself as I do fucking anything these days, this post was a godsend

#art #fanfic #and literally anything you create with your own hands (by extension)

I really love cataloging my special interest digital media, mostly pics and videos from fandoms including a LOOOT of swanqueen stuff, I've gathered the media over the last 8 years and I just discovered a bunch of files from my old sd card that I accidentally deleted and paid a lot of money to restore because at the time it was like the world was ending because my entire work of downloading the pics and vids was gone, anyway I'm now sorting through those old files and I'm so glad I found them again because there are a lot of gems that I otherwise wouldn't have rediscovered, among those is a lot of AHS stuff and I'm lowkey getting invested again lol, not in a rekindling a retired special interest way, more like looking back on good old times and feeling nostalgic

#sarah and lily were my babies #looking back my ahs and horror obsession in 2019 and 2020 marked the beginning of my mental health decline #and i still enjoy both every now and then but i interact with the genre and themes in a different way #i do love the testaments of time i collected and still collect for my future self to look back on #for better or worse because not everything is happy memories #teri rambles #personal

barblisa

emma doesn’t have a heavy winter coat. she’s got three leather jackets; red, blue, and black. she’s got flannels and long-sleeves, even a few hoodies. the few cardigans / knit-sweaters she has are from mary margaret’s closet when they were rooming together, and then eventually snow started buying all these clothes for her after the curse broke because she never had the chance to dress emma up. emma will not wear the floral blouses, but she does secretly like the cashmere sweater and the soft white knit sweater. regina likes it too. almost too much.

when it hits fall/winter, the entire storybrooke police department gets a set of snow gear, which does include a heavier coat. but emma’s first real heavy winter coat is something that regina picks out. it’s just for her. it’s black, no feathers, soft, a little puffy but movable, not scratchy or fleece-y, something that keeps emma warm and feels like a hug for when she’s stuck on late shifts and misses regina. regina doesn’t want to change emma’s style — no matter how much she may tease, she fell in love with emma because she is emma. but she wants emma to have the very best of everything, and she takes great pride in providing for her and henry. emma never had anyone provide for her before, so it’s nice that regina cares so much about her body temperature.

(sometimes, on days that regina knows emma is struggling to get out of bed and go to work, she sprays a tiny bit of her own perfume on the collar of emma’s coat, just so that emma can have a little reminder of her during the day. and she sticks little love notes in the pockets.)

#wdm this is not actually canon #it is to me #swanqueen #headcanon

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swanqueeneverafter

heartsways:

#i feel like using emma’s name is part of regina’s evolution #and when it’s used #where it’s used #and how it’s used is of ultimate importance to where regina is #emotionally speaking #i love that it’s used sparingly #and now in the third season it’s used more #i cherish hearing it because it usually signifies something about regina #i wonder if the writers have picked up on that #eh #either way #i love the usage of names when it comes from regina #emma #miss swan #sheriff swan #lovely character notes that a lot of good fic writers use

#not only writers picked up on the different effect of miss swan vs sheriff swan vs emma (vs idiot :)#but most also use them to their best advantage by making each work for dozens different things #not only shown in the emma vs em-ma #but the thousand ways a miss swan can sound #from condescending to full kinky #from angsty to loving #and everything in between #and that goes from any name in a writers hands #<- prev so true #im always amazed by the fact that a simple name can hold so much meaning #swanqueen

hannah01sapphic

Do you think Emma swan ever cries to good luck babe by Chappell Roan

sallythatgurl6444

She hears it once bc Henry puts it on in the car and she genuinely sees her life flash before her eyes and is off all day until she secretly, fearfully ,shamefully listens to it indeed in the middle of the night on her headphones…

#emma swan #swanqueen

my writing process goes like this

I have an interesting idea

I start writing

get a few scenes done that I've fleshed out in my head

abandon project for a few months

I randomly decide to reread what I've written and can't believe I'm the genius that wrote this shit

add some more scenes and details

abandon project for a few months

repeat x times

fanfic is finally complete

I post it and while I'm proud of finishing my work, I'm a little critical of my writing

I forget about the existence of my fic after the initial comments/kudos blaze is over

I randomly decide to reread what I've written and can't believe I'm the genius that wrote this shit

#im currently writing on a swanqueen fanfic that ive started to work on in september 2025 #judging by my writing progress it should be done for sq winter solstice or supernova #i really can't keep up consistent writing schedules #the writing spirit that takes over my body is a fickle creature lol #swanqueen #fanfiction #fanfic

ouatsqincorrect

back to my ace rantings. been seeing a lot of posts lately that say “the character had a terrible ending and will be miserable forever because they didn’t wind up in a romantic relationship!!” i’m begging you guys to try and see how insane that sounds pls and thanks

#allonormativity out there right next to heteronormativity #not every character needs to end up with a romantic partner #anyway im pleasantly surprised to see so many ace ppl on here #i really like seeing epic romances on my screen #doesn't mean i actually want a relationship though #aroace stuff

ot3

isnt it interesting how lesbians who are into media with male-dominated casts and are deeply invested in platonic or romantic/sexual relationships between male characters are really not any kind of rarity or outlier. but anyone other than lesbians or bi women being really into media with female-dominated casts and being deeply invested in platonic or romantic/sexual relationships between female characters is a rarity or an outlier. it is almost like there are some sort of structural forces that make mens' stories and feelings a matter of public interest and womens' stories and feelings an afterthought. probably not though i guess it's just an inexplicable result of completely legitimate personal taste that is above critique. oh well.

#misogyny in fandom #i do have to say though i am probably one of the few that literally do not give a shit about male centric media #if there are not at least two female main characters that have a well developed relationship with eachother #or other female characters then im not interested #the only exception is house md lol #but the medical part (despite how ridiculous it is most of the time) is more interesting to me than the characters and relationships #the characters are still bomb though and i love them for all their flaws #tldr if its not sapphic (canonically or subtext) i'm not interested

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I hate when doctors don't believe you when you bring up symptoms that are not common within your age group or in general symptoms and a medical history that indicates it's probably one of the less common conditions, ever since I remember I had a really high resting heart rate and everyone always brought it up when I got my vitals taken but I just put it off as normal because I never really investigated further because doctors didn't make it out to be a concerning problem, and now that I finally got my 24h ecg I have confirmation that I'm having tachycardia most of the day and it's advised I get started on beta blockers to reduce output and symptoms, it's honestly such a satisfying feeling when test results prove that you were right all along, and I just wanna shove that into the face of the cardiologist that was super rude and didn't believe me like 'here, you see this. i wasn't making this shit up you arrogant asshole' but yeah, struggling to truly get seen for your medical issues is an exhausting fight that takes years until you finally find someone who's willing to listen, and a part of it is probably just plain old misogyny in medicine because I just so happen to be a (young) woman that has rare medical conditions that affect mostly young women

on a side note it should not be funny that I have the medical history of a 60 year old but I can't help but take it with humor, just coping with (past) serious illness and live long disabilities I guess

#teri rambles #personal #misogyny in medicine is a huge problem for real #not to be macabre but im collecting organ dysfunctions like other people do figurines or smth #so far ive got eyes heart lungs brain reproductive organs skin and immune system

reginaisthegoodone

Emma's life began by being stuffed in a closet and they never let her leave it...

#free my girl #from the prison thats compulsory heterosexuality #emma swan #ouat

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