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Again, I promise I'm alive. I'm sorry I've been awol, life took a shit on my plans and I'm here but struggling. Hope everyone is alright.

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oh fuck itâs disability pride month
shoutout to those with chronic illness, physical handicaps, genetic disorders (yo thatâs me!!), paralyzed folks, amputees, people who were disabled in accidents, those who were born with their condition, those with mental disorders, those with ptsd, blind folks, deaf folks, people who use wheelchairs, those who have to lug around equipment or else they die (hey thatâs me again) and people who have a whole shelf in their fridge or pantry dedicated to their meds. we are loud and beautiful and diverse and incredible. may we finally get the same rights as our abled counterparts
and may accessibility departments return our goddamn phone calls
And people with invisible disabilities who keep hearing âbut you donât LOOK disabled/sick!â May you not hear those words this whole month.
And here's to those fighting to get their diagnosis or struggling with their insurance providers. It's an uphill battle but I hope that you're able to get the help and treatment you need!!!
Yes, I am still alive, somehow. College and life got more than a little crazy and overwhelming so hopefully over the summer I'll be able to be a more active presence.
Welcome to the chaos!
I promise I will do some revamp & information dump sometime in the next 6 months. I'm in college double majoring in two very different fields and questioning why my toddler insists on trying to get into every garbage can in the house.
A few reminders for any ladies going clothes shopping soon
Womenâs clothing sizes are the work of the devil, mean nothing, and are inconsistent from brand to brand. My pant size varies from 12 to 18 depending on brand. Whatever random number is on that tag means nothing.
Clothing that looks good on hangers may not look good on you. This is not your fault. Its bad design. Move on.
Comfort above all else.
If you find a shirt / style of jeans / bra that you really really like, buy it in several colors if you can.
Trying something on and not liking it isnt a failure on your part. It just means that you put it back. Thats what dressing rooms are for.
Nothing beats a good tank top and a sturdy pair of jeans with pockets (check the menâs section. They keep the good jeans there) you can use accessories (scarfs, jewelry, jackets, whatever) to dress it up or down.
Dont be afraid to try something on. Worse case, you dont like how it looks.
Ready made clothing will never fit you perfectly. Humans do not come in discreet convenient sizes.
Be comfortable. Youre awesome.
Its that time of year again!
Also - bodies change. If a style that used to fit/look great before doesnât feel right any more thats ok.

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I really hate that photo of Chief Spotted Elk (commonly known as âBigfootâ but pls donât call him that bc itâs not his name) lying dead on the snow at Wounded Knee. Unfortunately, thatâs the only one people ever seem to use of him, so when I did a history training on those events I went looking for a different one, and:
Look at the size of those hoop earrings. Look at that choker. Look at the horse fetish, and the intricate plant pattern on his chest below it. Look at those braid wraps.
Spotted Elk had so much style. I never want to see that photo of him in the snow again, knowing this is who he actually was.
Reminder on the anniversary of the Wounded Knee Massacre, please donât share the photo of Spotted Elk frozen and dead.
Friendly reminder.
congrats to the ARAs who got facebook to ban animal sales. shortly before then, many rare heritage chicken breeds were getting much needed attention to save the breeds thanks to various agricultural facebook pages highligting them. but now, with the ban of animal sales on facebook, those heritage breeds have become damn near impossible to find again. guess what that means? the breeds will begin dying out again. people will go back to hatcheries who mass produce unhealthy chicken breeds in horrible conditions. folks will always buy chickens, but now instead of buying them from ethical breeders on facebook theyâll be supporting a terrible industry, woohoo.
hope yâall are proud.
as a note for those who donât know why heritage breeds are so good: they arenât bred to overproduce. theyâre bred for health and longevity. a production leghorn lays over 300 eggs a year and will live MAYBE three years. usually dying of some horrible reproductive illness, even in a good environment. the production meat hybrids get so meaty so quickly that they canât physically live passed a few months, eight months is the absolute max before their legs stop being able to carry them or their heart gives out. they canât breed on their own, they donât live long enough.
heritage breed chickens must average over six years to be considered heritage. theyâre hardy birds that lay fewer eggs, often 250 or less. there are many breeds bred for meat, but they grow slowly and breed on their own. they can live long, full lives. there are dual purpose breeds. these heritage breeds have valuable, unique genetics that not only benefit us humans, but their species as well! we have breeds that can withstand frigid winters, fight off disease thanks to breeders breeding for immunity, live far longer than junglefowl (what chickens were bred from thousands of hears ago), and all sorts of cool things. these unique genes hugely benefit science.
corperate hatcheries donât breed for these things, they might have birds that they claim are heritage breeds, but they almost always have production mixed in. they breed on a massive, uncaring scale. by banning facebook sales, ARAs are saying a big âfuck youâ to breeders who are just trying to keep a breed alive and maybe make a living doing so. although i rarely meet breeders who make more money than they pour into those birds. yes, there are bad breeders, but there are a lot of really awesome breeders. all big hatcheries are bad. the decision to ban animal sales directly benefits those bad hatcheries, and none of the breeders.
this is happening with pigeons as well and its terrible. it was already damn near impossible to find a good pigeon breeder but now it IS impossible since all the groups are getting shut down, facebook was one of the few places you could meet some breeders, other than meeting them at exhibitions or clubs in person. it sure is significantly speeding up the decline of the already-scarce hobby of keeping pigeons, thats for sure
Itâs hit the reptile and amphibian hobby hard too. We used to have a page to vet buyers/sellers. No one wants to buy a sick animal or support someone who treats their animals poorly. That page was removed, taking out years of reviews.
Itâs also going to have a huge impact on genetic diversity since it limits our ability to match animals. Bearded dragons are intensely inbred; the ability to find good lines was essential to correcting this.
Itâs happening in rabbits too. And Iâd like to echo ALL of these points because theyâre good.
Although who are we kidding? The elimination of specific breeds, and animal keeping as a whole, is 100% a goal of the ARA movement.
Sheep as well! The Florida Cracker Sheep group on there still has a lot of cool info but its damn hard to hook up with breeders except in PMs and even then ⌠fb messaging sucks, ppls PM settings vary, and even being like âcheck out this sheep. PM meâ is considered a Suspect Post these days :/
Lol it basically hurt everyone but who it was actually meant to hurt, the dog selling groups, who just donât use the word sale and no matter how much I report them fbook claims itâs fine
Animals are 100% still being sold on Facebook, I see listings for them every day, theyâre just way shadier and harder to track.
Humans are not parasites on the world.
One thing that I think a lot of Environmentalists in America really overlook is that humans are supposed to be part of an ecosystem. Humans are part of the food web; we fill an environmental niche, just as much as beavers and wolves do. Â
We are SUPPOSED to interact with the environment- the problem arises when we begin interacting with the environment in UNSUSTAINABLE ways. This idea that we should try to âreturnâ the environment to the way it was âbeforeâ humans so so so often ignores the way that Indigenous people all over the world were (and are) an important part of their environments- and trying to âpreserveâ those places without people filling their ecological niche can cause harm in super weird ways.Â
You know how its shitty for deer populations if you take out all of the wolves? Itâs just as bad if you stop all human hunting too. Humans hunting deer has been an important part of the food web for thousands and thousands of years! Deer populations NEED hunters- human, wolf, cougar- to stay healthy.Â
Yes- massive clear cutting of forests and strip mining is bad. HOWEVER, not allowing Indigenous people to practice traditional controlled burns of grass lands? Not only makes wildfires worse, but ALSO fucks up the bio-diversity of those grasslands. Totally unmanaged âpristineâ grasslands without humans are actually less healthy than grasslands that are sustainably managed by people.
Mono-crop super farms are not good- but humans have been farming for thousands of years- tending for plants and increasing their yield, monitoring the soil, in ways that benefit those plants and the other animals that eat them, and the other plants that use that soil, and the insects that make their home there. Sustainable, diversified farming isnât bad.Â
Laying out acres and acres of asphalt and oil pipelines? Bad. But digging natural cisterns in the dessert that catches rainwater for grazing animals to use? Benefits the entire ecosystem and all the animals in it.Â
We are part of the environment. We belong here. And the ecosystems that human beings evolved in and lived in need us just as much as we need them. We arenât parasites on the planet, we are a part of it. Itâs just that global capitalism has thrown us terribly out of balance.  Colonialism and profit-seeking are the problem- not human beings existing. Â
The goal of environmentalism should not be to protect nature by keeping humans totally separate from it, but rather to restore balance with our interactions with nature, for sustainable practices that help us coexist with the ecosystems that we are part of. That we have been a part of forever.  And that is hard with billions of people on the planet, yes, and we will need to be clever and resourceful and thoughtful to find ways of restoring that balance, it will take a lot of people working together to find those answers- but humansâ greatest trait has always been our cleverness and our ability to work together.Â

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It is increasingly obvious that most people have no idea how to indicate an illness is slowly killing someone without making them cough up blood. Doesnât matter what it is or if it has anything to do with your respiratory system, if youâre dying, youâre coughing up blood.
Writers found out about tuberculosis and were like âdamn this slapsâ and weâve been stuck with it ever since
if I drew this on the clock do I technically count as a scientific illustrator
Blue spruce needles are hard and very pointyâthey can stab you easily. I have micro stab wounds on my hands from handling them yesterday that sting when I apply hand sanitizer. They are âsquareâ, and you can roll them between your fingers, plus they often have a bluish tint and papery scaled cones:
Douglas fir does not stab you. The needles are flat and soft and smell wonderful. Thereâs no mistaking full-grown trees (in part because Douglas fir often grows 200 feet tall or taller), but if youâre just looking at branches, the cones are unique and instantly recognizableâthey have a little three-pointed bract hanging down on top of each scale, which sort of looks like the read end of a tiny mouse:
As someone who grew up in Western Washington, Doug Firs are the kind friendly giants, and Blue Spruce trees acts like the fucking Heather McNamara of trees and feels like Nature's Stabby Bitchy Plastic tree.
Sorry if that was a bit of a roller coaster. I have strong opinions about evergreen trees. (I love them all but the blue spruces often were the bane of my existence)
We had a Western Red in the front yard of the rental house I grew up in, but when I was in elementary school we had a massive storm with heaving rains and crazy strong winds and it pulled the tree out of the ground. The thing was well over 20ft tall and had a massive root system but the next morning it was resting on the power lines.
Long story short: anything that exists in Washington state is batshit fucking crazy.
I heard too many sounds at once and now I am a bitch
also being momentarily pissed at cars for having their high beams on before realizing none of them actually have their high beams on
YEAH
But can we talk about the fact that these fucking blue ass LED headlights act like high beams??? Yes they might not be pointed right up at your eye sockets but they are so extremely bright (and near blinding) that if my rear view mirror doesn't shift into night mode (it's supposed to do it automatically and has no manual mode i can find. The car is from 2008 and it worked until like 2 years ago) I feel like I've got a fucking ship fog light staring up my ass???
Can we please for the love of the gods stop making them BLUE?!?! (A part of the light spectrum known to cause issues with human eyes/brains)
Happy Yule dears!! Try to take a little extra joy in it after a very chaotic and painful calendar year. đ Safe journeys and Blessed Be.

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This year has been hard health wise, and this lovely little boy has seen me through it up until now. He had his own sudden health problems a few days ago, and two days ago he crossed the rainbow bridge. Teddy had been my little companion since May, and quite frankly my world is unsettled and chaotic without him.
Guinea Pigs are fragile little things, and their health can take very drastic turns out of nowhere. Without a vet who very clearly sees "exotic" pets within an hour of where we live there wasn't much we could do for him. He spent a vast majority of his last days being cuddled, attempting to be fed his favorite foods and being within 5 feet of his human mom at all times.
Teddy is survived by older brother Gus, and his human family (Mom, Dad and Toddler Sister) who miss him very dearly.
In his absence, Gus has become very okay with sitting with me until he wants munches or needs to pee. He refuses to spend long unable to see my face when I'm sad and likes to sit and "talk" with me. It isn't easy without Teddy, but Gus is trying to keep me happier I think. They are sweet boys who have brought so much love into my life.
While they don't live long (5 to 7 years at best), guinea pigs who are socialized (handled, snuggled, gotten used to physical affection) are some of the best companions. They need closer attention to their health (and even then sometimes you just don't know) and need different kinds of care than a cat or dog but they are so worth the effort.
Full o babies
I'm painfully excited for when spring rolls around because they start carrying succulents at my local stores again.