rouxl 42

the fact that dark worlds feel like lively vast worlds full of people with their own thoughts and feelings, while hometown feels like a last thursdayish bubble where every other npc is slowly losing sentience, really drives home how it feels to see no future or interest in your real life and having to sink into fiction to escape that feeling of emptiness

In this place, I hide my face

I draw on myself with watercolors when I'm bored

everyone is a bumbling reactionary idiot except me. and my mutuals. and presumably my followers because they follow me and adhere to my strictures.

<I'm so fucking pissed. I'm so angry. It's very very hard to contain my feelings. I want to hate hate hate hate. I want to say a lot of hateful words. I want to hurt people significantly.>

ppl act like Steven being unpleasant or "unlikeable" in future is an oversight instead of like. A deliberate choice....😐