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i hope whatevers wrong with me kills me. i cant fucking live like this anymore

why am i never good enough for anyone. im such a good dog, i didnt even bite this time. what am i doing wrong

one day i will eat something and it will be my last meal. my body will consume itself to keep me going and when theres nothing left, ill start to rot. my skin will cling to my bones before sloughing off in decomposition. my teeth that once bit into bread and fruit will fall out of my skull, no longer held in by my gums. the bugs that i once flinched away from will find me and fester inside my viscera. the floor beneath me will stain and hold the shape of my corpse until they tear up the boards and replace them. the stench of my consequences will sink in the paint on the walls and will come back on those humid summer nights to remind someone that there once was a boy who hungered for love

im gonna get worse and isolate myself until theres not a point anymore. im so tired

has anyone ever oded on effexor? if so, what was it like

ive finally gotten over my fear of multiswiping. i have so many scars in such a small area that the skin there is basically just scar tissues. i have scars on my arms after years of swearing id never sh where ppl could see the scars. i am getting worse and i just dont want to live anymore

i wish my exes would start drama with me again becuz I am so bored. can someone confess their undying love or something

the video of charlie kirk getting shot is ethical necro porn imo

bleghhhh i love having to cut ppl out of my life, it feels so good and awesome and cool /sar

feeling shameful and embarrassed and stuff about my age regression and then i remember my older brother just wants to take advantage of me and then everything is ok again

i want my older brother to molest me while im age regressed. please and thank you

IF YOUR OLD SYSTEM NAME IS RUNE AND YOURE RADQUEER PLEASE REACH OUT (i am not pro radqueer, i am using pro radqueer tags to find someone becuz i would like to know it is ok)

i love my friend becuz shes basically my caretaker for autism stuff like when we're out in public she makes sure im ok and she explains to ppl what i mean when i say things wrong and she doesnt try to control me and she knows how independent i am and she listens when i infodump and she takes care of me :( guys i love my friend :(

complex contact in the sense that if i dont tell anyone, why does it matter