What if Jensen was stuck in Supernatural for 15 years because the universe knew he was too powerful so he had to be contained? But now he's free and the straight men are no longer safe.

supernatural is so funny they did worldbuilding but they like. forgot to build a world

i think about her every day (2021 spnblr)

mate what the hell

what’s not clicking

spn is my favorite show in that i watch it whenever i can and have formed deep rooted attachments to the characters but it’s also not my favorite show in that i would never in a million years recommend it to anyone else

we talk about pre series psychic sam but i want to talk about how this relates to his prophetic nightmares. sam who wakes up screaming at the top of his lungs in the middle of the night, dean spending many a grueling night holding down his thrashing brother who wont. snap. out. of. it. sam who doesn't know it, but he's dreaming of the cage. concerned teachers call in john to discuss graphic images of torture his son is drawing in class. sam who got one session of mandatory therapy and wont stop drawing a strange creature with staring eyes and claws and animal features, calling him "satan".

how this contributes to the shattering of sam's concept of time and his life outside of the cage. lucifer knows all about the dreams, knows that he had all the right demons in all the right places to encourage this. once sam's in, he's fast to remind sam that they've always been together. did a human life ever matter if this is what it was going to lead to? all those years spent running away from the life, and john, and dean when he should have been running away from himself. you are the cage, sam. you were always right here with me.

the mark twain "who prays for satan" quote applied to sam winchester i feel like im going genuinely off the rails

Part of him thinks they deserve redemption more than he does