Jonathan Crane wasn't a man who enjoyed reminiscing.
That was one of the first things you'd learned after you started dating him.
You learned not to push on his past too much the longer you got to know him, for obvious reasons..
The past was a graveyard, and Jonathan preferred to leave the dead buried; his words not yours.
This was exactly why your current mission was proving so difficult.
You were curious about his past, who he use to be, and more importantly what he use to look like.
Not that you care about looks, i mean you're with him, and now he isn't exactly the prettiest...but! That doesn't matter because you love him and care about him.
"Jonathaaaan."
The drawn-out whine echoed through the dimly lit room that served as both your laboratory and living space.
Across the room sat your boyfriend, he didn't even look up from the chemical samples spread across his desk.
"No."
You blinked.
"I didn't even ask anything yet?"
"But I know what you're going to say."
"You don't even know what i was gunna askk." You groaned, bending over the arm of the couch, laying on your stomach.
Jonathan sighed, his long fingers carefully setting down a vial before finally turning his attention toward you.
Even now, after months together, the sight of him could still be startling.
The stitched mask.. The ruined skin peeking through the gaps. The skeletal frame draped in worn fabric.
To most people, he was terrifying. To you though, he was just Jonathan.
Right now, he was currently a very stubborn Jonathan.
You sprawled further across the couch.
"Why won't you show me any of your old pictures? They can't be THAT bad.." You day dramatically.
"They aren't." He replied instantly.
"So....why won't you let me see any?" You retorted back.
His eyes then narrowed suspiciously.
"Because your sudden interest in photographs from twenty years ago serves no practical purpose Y/N.."
"I'm bored."
"Read a book or paint, i bought you new supplies." His voice says dully.
"I already did." You retaliated.
"Then do it again."
"Ughhh Jonathan."
You groaned dramatically and pressed your face into a small red cushion.
A few moments of silence passed.
Then you heard a light tapping noise from where he was seated.
That tapping is a prompt for when he's thinking what to do or what to respond with.
"...I just wanna see what you looked like." Your eyelids half covered your eyes.
The room then became really quiet.
Jonathan looked away first.
You immediately regretted asking.
Maybe you'd pushed too far.
Suddenly you felt a wave of guilt wash over you.
"You know what?" you said quickly. "Never mind."
His fingers tapped once against the desk twice. Then he stood up; which was unexpected.
You watched him disappear into another room.
A minute passed.
As you were just beginning to wonder what he was doing, he returned carrying a small cardboard box.
Your eyes widened. "No way."
Jonathan looked profoundly annoyed.
A beat skipped your heart, you were secretly jumping for joy because you knew that box was full of something from his old life.
"Do not make me regret this." He sighed, as the contents of the box started jingling and shuffling around.
You sat upright immediately.
He dropped the box onto your lap.
Dust puffed into the air.
"You actually have pictures?"
"Unfortunately."
You stared at him. Then at the brown box.
Then back at him.
"You kept them?" You questioned.
A strange expression crossed his face.
Something distant, and somewhat bitter.
"They were useful identification records."
"Right."
You absolutely did not believe that.
Carefully, you opened the box.
Inside were old photographs.
University photos, research team photos, then a few candid snapshots, and there he was. Jonathan Crane. Before Arkham. Before Batman.
Your mouth fell open in awe. He was so handsome and look do distinguished in a way.
"Oh my God."
Jonathan immediately looked offended.
"What."
"You're handsome." You said now unable to contain your spreading smile.
"I am aware." He replied back, unfazed.
The confidence in his response made you laugh.
"No Jon, seriously."
You picked up another photograph.
Younger Jonathan stood beside several colleagues.
His hair was neatly combed. His glasses slightly crooked. His expression deeply unimpressed with whoever had taken the picture.
This was surprisingly exactly how you pictured him.
"...You looked like a sleep-deprived professor who lived entirely on coffee, your eyes are so...red and tired."
"Rude, and I practically did."
"You were kinda cute." Your eyes went from the square polaroid picture to him.
The look he gave you suggested he wasn't sure whether to be flattered or insulted.
You continued sorting through the photos. Every few seconds you'd discover another one; you felt like a kid opening presents at christmas.
"Ooo! Look at this one!"
"I would rather not." His hand rubbed against the patch on his nose.
"You had curls!"
"I had hair."
"You had curls!! Oh my god Jon you were actually adorable, what the hell.
A dangerous look entered his eyes.
You grinned back at him.
"Aw, Jonathan."
"Continue saying that and I shall dispose of every photograph currently in your possession."
You immediately clutched them protectively to your chest.
"No."
"Then stop commenting."
"Hmmm..nope."
A few more pictures later, your smile softened.
There was something strange about seeing him like this.
Not because he looked different.
But because he looked...happier in a way.
Your thumb brushed over one of the photographs.
Jonathan noticed.
His voice suddenly became quieter.
"You are thinking too loudly."
You looked up. "It's just..." you hesitated.
"It's weird.."
"Weird..?" He looked at u with that same stoic expression he always has now.
"Seeing this version of you."
For a moment, neither of you spoke.
Then Jonathan moved from his desk; slowly.
He sat beside you on the couch.
Close enough that your shoulders touched.
A rare gesture for him.
You leaned into him automatically, resting your head on his shoulder.
"I know you're not that person anymore," you said softly.
His arm settled around your shoulders.
"You should be grateful."
You laughed in response.
"Jonathan."
"What?"
"I mean it."
He was silent, he was unsure what to respond with.
Then you felt his grip tighten slightly.
The closest thing he ever came to vulnerability.
"That man was naĂŻve." You felt his gaze go down further.
You glanced up at him.
"He was brilliant."
"Perhaps."
"He'd probably be horrified if he knew he'd end up becoming Gotham's most feared supervillain."
A faint smirk tugged at the corner of Jonathan's mouth.
"Oh without question my dear."
You smiled.
"I think he'd still be proud of how smart you are."
The smirk then disappeared just as quickly as it came.
Jonathan stared at you.
The room suddenly felt very small.
Then he reached over and took one of the photographs from your hand.
It was a picture of him in his late twenties.
For several seconds he studied it.
Then he set it back into the box.
"The opinion of that man no longer concerns me."
You hummed back to him.
"But mine does?"
His stare shifted toward you.
"Yes."
The answer came so quickly it caught you off guard.
Jonathan wasn't someone who handed out affection easily.
Every piece of it was earned, so every piece was genuine.
You felt your face heat up.
"Good answer." You giggled.
"I know."
You laughed again.
The photographs were forgotten for a while.
Neither of you looked at them.
Jonathan simply sat there with an arm around you while you absentmindedly played with the edge of his sleeve.
Eventually he spoke.
"If you tell anyone about the curls, I will release a fear toxin strain designed specifically for you."
You snorted. "What's it do?"
"Makes you relive embarrassing moments indefinitely."
"You've already done that."
"I have..? I do not remember."
That earned a surprisingly quiet chuckle from him, and you couldnât help but smile to yourself.
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when i watched the dark knight movies for the first time as a 10 year old, Cillian Murphy as scarecrow woke up something inside of me that hasnât went away sinceâŚ.
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Say you get home and today was absolute shit. The first thing you do when you get back to your apartment in take off your shoes, try not to kick one of Jonathan's crows who seems to be following you, and go to bed. And when you expect your boyfriend to come comfort you...
Jonathan just stands in the doorway. He doesnât say a word, just stares at you. He's trying to analyze what youre feeling and how to help, but the way he does it is just not right. Eventually, maybe after a minute or so and seeing you calm down a little now that you're home, he comes over to sit at the edge of your bed. You seriously gotta say something before he does, he doesn't want to ruin your mood immediately by saying something. But once he gets the cue he can speak, he will.
After he clears his throat, he starts asking you about your day. But... not like a person. Like a therapist would. Its what he's used to. Even then, he isn't used to helping people with his therapy. The only reason he went into psychiatry was because he loves how the brain works. He didn't care about the people he met with, they were just experiments in a controlled environment. Now, he actually cares for the person he's trying to help, so it messes him up quite a bit.
Not once does he offer you a comforting hand. Not once does he try and give you reassurance. He doesnât even show you any emotion, he just stays in his psychiatrist persona. Eventually, he realizes this isn't what you need. Therapy is only good for long term issues, not a single bad day that the brain is still trying to process. With a sigh, he finally shows some emotion when asking,
"... How does a movie sound, suga'?"
It's the most he could offer in the moment. A distraction. That typically helps someone escape their worries instead of dwelling on them. So, he stands up, decides to show you a little affection by kissing your forehead and running his fingers through your hair, then leaves the room. After a few minutes, he comes back with a whole heap of things. Blankets and pillows from the couch, he has his laptop so you don't have to move from bed to watch the movie, and without a single word, he starts to set up a nest for you two. This man is a crow given human form, its to be expected.
He sets up the pillows behind and around you, making sure your tucked in under a blanket, he sets up his computer so you can pick whatever movie your heart desires, and then he asks if you want to be held or not. For some reason, he hates using the word "cuddles" so thats his way of asking for them. If you say no, it's perfectly fine with him. He's never been the most physically affectionate person, he never knew what it was like to be hugged as a child, so he's horrible at it as an adult. Hell, he prefers not being touched at all, but for you he bends that rule. Even if you don't want cuddles, he'll get on his knees, on the floor, at the side of the bed and just hold your hand (if you let him.) Pressing sweet kisses to the back of it, feeling over your pulse and just inspecting your nails, mumbling sweet nothings. Its a weird show of affection, but it means a lot coming from Jonathan. He may even just rest his cheek against your hand as he tries to play on his phone, still not fully understanding the technology other than calls and texts.
Now, if you want physical affection from Jonathan, it's... pretty awkward. I mean, he'll slip into bed next to you, wrapping an arm around your shoulder and letting you lay your head on his chest, but there's nothing there. Like, he is skin and bone, you don't have much padding from his hip bone digging into your side while he holds you. Boney fingers trying to find somewhere to settle, not wanting to seem weird if he keeps his and on your waist so instead he holds a blanket. You could literally tell him how to hold you and he'll do it if it makes the whole situation better. Eventually, he will reach his limit and will need a break. He knows who he is and how long he can mentally push himself to hold someone, so he'll politely excuse himself. But dont be fooled, he isn't overwhelmed or anything, don't start blaming it onr yourself. If anything, he feels bad for not knowing how to properly care for you. Literally, if you started crying, all he would be able to do is listen and he feels so shitty for that.
Now, once he does eventually take a break, he goes to the kitchen and attempts to make you something to eat. Im pretty sure he doesn't even know how to make an omelet, so maybe scrambled eggs? Something easy? He's trying. If push comes to shove, he'll order you something, and if you're not hungry? He'll get you something to snack on. He doesnt know how to people properly, so you're just a whole new experience for him, but for any scientist, a new experience can be a good thing.
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Having BTAS Scarecrow as a romantic partner headcanons
This is probably the healthiest relationship of all the Scarecrows I write for so far
He's very protective of you, sometimes to a point where he wants to strike fear in anyone who dares hurt you in any way, but it's easier to convince him not to do it compared to other Scarecrows
He has low self-esteem and needs care. He wonders how on Earth you fell for him
He makes sure you feel loved and safe with him, even on days where the Scarecrow is more present than Jonathan
He loves sharing what he knows about psychology, literature, and fear, so if you're into that, it's even better. Just listen to his rants and make him feel comfortable going on tangents with you, and it will mean the world to him.
He's a total sweetheart, but to keep his trust, you can't let that slip to people he doesn't trust
Bro becomes a fucking poet/romance writer over night for you. Expect lots of beautiful writings dedicated to you, especially since he doesn't have much money, but loves giving. Also, you inspire him to write.
He even signs to you sometimes. His voice is beautiful, and you like when he humms, so he figured he'd sign for you every so often. Only for you, though, don't make him sign in front of others, he'll get flustered.
Get him a book or more as a gift when the occasion arises, and he's the happiest man alive because you support and indulge his nerdy ass
Having BTAS Scarecrow as a romantic partner headcanons
This is probably the healthiest relationship of all the Scarecrows I write for so far
He's very protective of you, sometimes to a point where he wants to strike fear in anyone who dares hurt you in any way, but it's easier to convince him not to do it compared to other Scarecrows
He has low self-esteem and needs care. He wonders how on Earth you fell for him
He makes sure you feel loved and safe with him, even on days where the Scarecrow is more present than Jonathan
He loves sharing what he knows about psychology, literature, and fear, so if you're into that, it's even better. Just listen to his rants and make him feel comfortable going on tangents with you, and it will mean the world to him.
He's a total sweetheart, but to keep his trust, you can't let that slip to people he doesn't trust
Bro becomes a fucking poet/romance writer over night for you. Expect lots of beautiful writings dedicated to you, especially since he doesn't have much money, but loves giving. Also, you inspire him to write.
He even signs to you sometimes. His voice is beautiful, and you like when he humms, so he figured he'd sign for you every so often. Only for you, though, don't make him sign in front of others, he'll get flustered.
Get him a book or more as a gift when the occasion arises, and he's the happiest man alive because you support and indulge his nerdy ass
Author's Note: Since my other account @cheekyredwillow got deleted. I am adding some of my favorite fanfictions to this account and revamping this one with new ones. I hope to make an actual list of fandoms I am still a fan of! NO requests for the time being.
Warnings: cursing, mentions of killing, nothing too graphic.
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Jim GordonÂ
~Jim has dealt with so much shit
~Between going after villains to dealing with the PD
~So when you two fell asleep one night
~He had a nightmare you were killed by multiple Gotham villains
~You don't notice he has a nightmare until you feel cold
~When Jim is sitting in the kitchen nursing something to drink
~But not facing the bedroom
~You have to come up from behind
~And hug him tight
~He will probably jumpÂ
~But he melts in your embraceÂ
~He wont tell you want happened
~But he will allow to be vulnerableÂ
~And allow you to just mumble in a sleepy voice all the reasons you love him
Edward Nygma
~Edward didn't have nightmares often
~But seemed to have them after being in Arkham
~Then escaping to home
~You would only know when you heard him arguing with himself
~That he shouldn't wake you up
~That this makes him useless
~As you could hear him mutter these things
~Pull him down to the bed
~So you can cuddle into him
~And promise that you'll always be there
~Both sides will melt
~And he'll tell you about the nightmareÂ
~So you'll understand his pain
Oswald CobblepotÂ
~Oswald had nightmares often
~And you usually knew
~The reason is that he talked in his sleep and would hold onto you tight
~You would feel his hands tighten
~And whimpers fall out of his lips
~Youâll probably have to wake him up
~Just to let him know that he is not alone
~He will be sweaty and his heart racing
~But as long as you kiss his lips
~And squeeze his hand
~Oswald will calm down
~Go get a washcloth to help him cool off
~And intertwine your hands before you fall back asleep
Jonathan Crane
~Nightmares plague his head all the time
~And it isnât because it is his fault
~It usually has to do with his father
~And another person that you will know when he wakes up
~Because he gets as far away from you
~He is shaking in fearÂ
~Itâs usually when he does not consume himself in fear
~But appears in his nightmare
~Allow him to slowly calm down on his own
~Heâll immediately climb back into bedÂ
~Because he needs to feel you by his side
~Usually he falls asleep slowly after
Jervis Tech
~Jervis usually has nightmares that his Alice runs away
~You ran away because he harms you
~Jervis is one of the ones who will wake you up
~Just to make sure you are real
~And still loves him
~Before you get tired again, youâll notice the fear in his eyes
~Whisper to him how much you love him
~And kiss his cheekÂ
~Before cuddling into his chest which calms him down
Victor Zsasz
~Victor wont show he has nightmaresÂ
~You usually know when you wake up
~And heâs sitting in the shared bathroom just staring
~No emotions are shown
~But you know what is going on
~So youâll have to go in
~And kneel where you look up at him
~He won't say anything
~Heâll just pull you into his lap
~And holds you tightÂ
~Just the silent of the night is going to be heard
~Victor will pick you up and bring you back to bed
~Usually it takes just that before the two of you fall asleep
~Victor will probably mention his nightmare later on in the week
~When he is ready
Jeremiah Valeska
~Even after the spray, Jeremiah still gets nightmares
~It happens to be about him almost killing you
~And heâll wake up to you being sound asleep
~Heâll touch your arm
~And sighÂ
~Usually you know something happened because heâll be in the lab
~Bent over
~And probably throwing things in anger
~When you ask him whatâs wrong
~Youâll see the anger turn to worry
~An emotion you do not see often
~And Jeremiah will walk over to you to hold you tight
~Demanding you wont leave him
~Even though you never thought that way
~Itâs feeling you near him that causes him to want to go back to bed with you
Jerome Valeska
~Jerome did not have nightmares too often
~He was awake in the middle of the night usually
~But when he did fall asleep and had nightmares
~He was similar to Oswald by holding you tighter against him
~But you would still be asleepÂ
~Until you feel him kissing your face and neck while rubbing your hip
~When you slowly wake up, Jerome will kiss you lips and grin
~Usually you wouldnât ask much
~Until you watch his grin falter
~Thatâs when you touch his face
~And kiss him softly till Jerome makes you fall back into his chest
~Once the two of you hit the bed, heâll still be rubbing your arms or hips
Scarecrow! doesn't buy his clothes full price. Ever. Never has, never will, this man thrifts everything. Between the materials for making fear toxin, paying his goons, paying for rent and getting food for his crows, he can't really spare a penny. He once tried making his own drugs for the fear toxin, and it left him with a nasty scar on his face. But when he's finally sick of some of his old clothes, he's taking you by the wrist and dragging you to the car. You ask where he's taking you, all you get in response is a grumbled "its a surprise." As he drives further from the big city and more towards the calm, cool parts of New York. Not exactly suburbs, but not tall sky scrapers either. And once he parks, you two are off into the area.
Scarcrow! takes your hand to remind you he isn't mad at you, he's just a grouchy old man as the two of you walk into a CHKD Thrift store. You spend hours there. He is searching every rack to see if he can find any treasures, he even shops in the women's section for sweaters. No rack is left untouched. And don't worry, he's picking out some cute clothes for you too. Please, if you match his fall aesthetic, this man will not be able to stop showing you to coworkers. Doesn't matter, he's proud of his partner. When you finally leave the store, the autumn air hits your lungs and the leaves crunch under your shoes. But once he takes all your clothes back to the car and will just stand there staring at you. He will just stand there staring until you say something about it.
Scarecrow! just looks confused. "This is a date. What do you want to do?" So only now does he specify this is actually a date. He's awkward, we all knew this already. If you can't pick where to go next (especially since this is a new area for you) he'll take you to a local coffee shop called "Burial Grounds." If the name wasn't enough, the inside was all black, the staff looked like they belonged at a rave, and the decor was ready for halloween. Yet it's some of the kindest people you will ever meet. They're friendly, they seem to already kniw Jonathan, and They're fun to talk to. The vibes are definitely something Jonathan would be drawn to, no wonder he'd want to go there. What's nice is even if you don't want coffee, they have good options for teas and lattes. Over all, it's a nice spot to just sit down and chat (if you like the spooky things.)
Scarecrow! would be sitting down with you in the coffee shop, but he made today a date day, so he's walking around to take you on a date. Now, he's never been big on affection. Some nights, you may get a little bit of spooning if he's feeling nice, but he's mostly independent from you. He isn't really around enough for quality time or acts of service, and he's shit at praise, so gift giving is his biggest way to show affection. So, he's taking you everywhere and buying you anything you want. Its also because he feels bad for nkt being able to treat you better. He feels guilty, but at the same time, he couldn't lose you to the world.
Scarecrow! takes you to all the shops. The Crystal shop? He gets some shiny stones that remind him of you (Crow brain.) Candle shop? Be free, enjoy yourself. He loves candles, so get as many as you could ever want. There are some small stores with other fun trinkets, he's all for it. He is literally willing to go into a toy store with you if you want to get a cute stuffed animal. Or 3. Not like you two don't have the plague doctor plush duo at home.
Scarecrow! taking you to all his favorite places. The little book store that feels unreal. The beauty of it all, the smell of old books, the quiet atmosphere. He even got a few books for himself when you teo stop in. He takes you to the tea shop he gets his blends from. Even if you don't drink tea, you can enjoy the smells of all the flora. And it's even better if you like tea. He takes you to the little flea market that is always happening there, seeing small little local creators. There's one sun catcher he buys for its Halloween feel. Plus some bleached tie-dye shirts he got 2 of so you two could match. Lastly, he takes you to his favorite spot of all. A little antique and oddity shop. Bones, charms, incense, tarot, old creepy doll Jonathan knows too much about- all of it feels so eclectic. So delightful. You walk out with over $100 worth of goodies from there, and neither of you could be happier. Over all, it's a very random date, but when he's feeling romantic there's no better way for him to show it than buy you stuff you want. He'll definitely take you back there again.
A/N: this was strongly based on a little vintage shop I live near by and Olympia, Washington. Just go with it, trust đ
I am just plain sick and tired of all the Cillian Murphy Scarecrow x reader fanfics. Ugh I dread searching up x reader fics of Jon and the majority of the results being of Dark Knight Scarecrow. Give me my ugly Crane fics NOW.
(If anyone feels so kind as to steer me in the direction of good non Cillian Murphy Jonathan fics I will forever be in your debt)
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If there was one thing Jonathan loved, it was your innocence and the way he got to corrupt it. Not only did it make you oh so easy to manipulate into believing whatever lie he told you about why he was gone all hours of the night and why you werenât allowed in the basement, but it also made it so entertaining to watch your reaction when things got heated.
You had grown up sheltered, not knowing much of anything of the real world when he had found you. Sure, you knew the semantics of sex, but you didnât know the logistics, like how good it could feel and just how much of what the two of you did was considered kinky.
Jonathan loved watching you squirm when he brought home a new idea or toy for the two of you to use. He loved watching the blush spread across your cheeks and the way your eyes would simultaneously widen in surprise but darken as you imagined exactly what he said he wanted to try.
There was something so intoxicating about watching everyone think you were just some sheltered little thing, meanwhile he was doing everything he could to shatter that image in a heartbeat.
One memory that could always get his cock hard was when he had taught you how to suck dick. Heâd watched as you gagged around him and kept looking to him for approval. Heâd guided your movements and, admittedly, been rougher than he shouldâve been as he ended up fucking your throat, but you had only asked if he had liked it after he came down your throat, and it made him want to lock you away forever.
You were always so eager to please him and he loved the way you blindly believed him when he said that whatever deviant sex act he had come up with was normal and not at all taboo.
Even after he had you tied to a chair with a vibrator directly on your clit, watched as your legs trembled while tears streamed down your face, and made you cum until you nearly blacked out, you still forced out a question about if you had done okay.
Heâd reassured you that you had, made sure you were back on earth, and then fucked you until he came.
Jonathan knew there was still plenty left for him to teach you and use on you. Eventually, he wanted to tell you all about Scarecrow and see if he could get you cock drunk enough to no longer care that he was terrifying Gotham, though he had a feeling he might need to microdose you with some fear toxin and corrupt your image of Batman for that.
But that was for another day.
For right now, he enjoyed watching you keep up with his every demand and ruining every ounce of innocence you had left.
Warning: this is not the healthiest relationship to be in
He love bombs you to get what he wants, but he doesn't hurt you in any way ever (or at least, he tries not to, accidents happen)
He's pretty possessive, but you can negotiate with him. The worst it will get is someone else hurt you and now he wants to hurt them and you gotta talk him out of it.
He's very physically affectionate if that's what he knows you like, but he's a bit hesitant to have it done back to him. Be patient with him, he'll get there.
He has trouble expressing his more vulnerable wants and needs, so you'll have to encourage him.
You have to remind him to take care of himself a lot.
He's very stubborn, but it's not impossible to have his mind changed.
Do. Not. Bite. Him. It's very triggering. Talk to him first if you really want to. Compromise with him.
He has a lot of nightmares and night terrors and he feels bad when it disturbes your sleep too. He usually insists you fall asleep first just to be safe.
Expect to find him watching you a lot, especially when you don't expect it. He loves suddenly revealing he's been there a while to startle you. He can't help old habbits.
He also loves when you worry about him because 1, fear, and 2, nobody has ever cared for him this much before. Sometimes he will do things he knows you don't like just to get you to go "No, Jon, you're not going out in that weather without a scarf, you'll get sick!" If you catch on and call him out on it, he gets pretty quiet and tries to change the subject.
He's still very self-conscious despite his "Idgaf" attitude.
He takes way better care of you than himself.
He is in so much pain all the time, please massage him
LET PERVERTED AND CREEPY CHARACTERS BE PERVS AND CREEPY IN X READER FANFICTIONâźď¸ THEY WOULDNâT CHANGE FOR YOU OR ME THEY WOULD PROBABLY BE EVEN BIGGER CREEPS THEN BEFORE HELLOâď¸
yâall iâm sooo tired of looking through an x reader tag and finding multiple x OC stories!! what is so wrong with the x OC tag that you HAVE to put your story in the x reader tag as well?! iâm talking multiple different fandoms, different characters, different platforms (AO3, Wattpad, Tumblr etc) all having their x reader tag clogged with x OC stories. if youâre main character has a name and/or a description of what they they look like, ITS NOT AN X READER STORY!!! STOP PUTTING YOUR X OC STORIES IN THE X READER TAGđ¤đ¤đ¤
synopsis: giving cillian a head while he's having an online interview.
pairing: cillian murphy x reader / cillian murphy x wife!reader
warnings: SMUT +18, oral sex (m! receiving), blowjob, domcillian, implied sex, reader is horny as fuck
notes - rushed, a bit short <1500 w.c, divider and gif is mine
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It's turned out that your husband has a more complicated schedule than you had imagined, partly because of his notable work as a celebrity. You're very proud of him, especially in light of his most recent successâgetting the lead in the movie that everyone is calling the best of the year. Along with receiving positive recognition, which his success has attracted a lot of media attention, that has resulted in a ton of interviews and promotions.
Consequently, your partner's days and nights are occupied with continuous responsibilities. Where you both currently reside, in Dublin, it is currently two in the morning. Even though it's late, Cillian remains involved in his work. His face is softly lit by the laptop screen as he sits in his home office, which is a calm yet busy space. Due to the changes of several time zones, he is preparing for an interview that is taking place at this unusual hour, yet he remains focused throughout.
These late-night interviews are a natural component of his schedule due to the nature of his work. The joy you get from his accomplishments and the commitment to his trade make up for the challenge of adjusting to this fast-paced workplace. His dedication is clear in the conversation as he carefully goes over his notes and collects his thoughts, which is a praise to the ability and hard work he has put into this incredible project.Â
Although you were always proud of your lover, there was also a hint of melancholy. You two haven't really bonded with each other in a while. sharing a bed, going on a date, or simply staying home.
Cillian's head lifted up when he heard a soft knock. "Baby, why are you still awake?" he asked.
"Can't sleep."
He gave you a little smile and then tapped his thigh to invite you to sit on it. You approached your partner and took a seat on his right thigh. As he did the same to your hips, you put your arms around his neck to support him.
"Is there something on your mind?" Cillian asked, giving you a soft kiss before laying his eyes back at yours.
Sighing, you looked at the screen in front of you. He was already in the logging-in part of the Zoom call, showing how his interview will start in awhile.
"Nothing.. just tired," you lied.
"Hm? What's actually bothering you right now?"
You didn't answer his question, instead you let your lips crash to his, allowing yourself to taste him. Cillian let out a small oh and smirked, knowing what you meant. He kissed you back, deepening it. You moved your position, now sitting on his lap facing him. Your husband gripped your hips and caressed your bare back when he lifted your shirt a bit.
"Need you, Cillian," you moaned in between kisses as the making out session got more heated. Your arms wrapping his neck, grinding your hips to his clothed bulge. Your breath getting ragged.
You felt a familiar spark flare up inside of you after the kiss, awakening the need you'd been craving. His touch, calming and soft, surrounded you with a warmth that only he can give. You got the comfort you were looking for in his hug, and Cillian's hand was a gentle reminder of your strong relationship.
Suddenly, Cillian pulled the kiss out. A short sigh escaped his lips. "Not now, honey. I still have an interview."
"Can't it wait?" you pleaded making him chuckle.
Before turning off the camera and microphone and getting ready for the Zoom conference, his fingers danced across the keyboard as he entered his log-in information. Your lips met Cillian's soft lips in a brief but sweet kiss that held a hint of melancholy. With a trace of remorse, he said, "I'm sorry, honey, it really can't."Â
The both of you heard a voice, assuming it was the interviewer, coming out from his Apple laptop. "Okay, Cillian," the interview called his name, "we'll start the interview now."
He looked at you apologetically. His eyes pleaded and his lips curved into a small sad smile. You lifted yourself off of his lap and walked behind his desk so that the interviewer won't see you once Cillian turns on his camera.
Cillian then clicked the camera button, turning it on and his microphone as well. He expected you to leave his office and not you crawling below his desk.
He looked at you below, giving you a gaze of what the hell are you doing? but you didn't stop, instead you chuckled.
"So, Cillian! How are you doing?" the interviewer's voice echoed all over the silent walls of his home office.
"Yeah, everything is great. It's actually three in the morning here."
"Oh! I think your family is asleep now, especially your wife, yeah?"
"My wife definitely is." he laughed a little, looking down at his pants as you slowly unzip them.
"So, tell us about Oppenheimer!"
The tension between you increased as your fingers neatly removed his zipper, and the hope in the air practically sparked. His Calvin Klein briefs' fabric pulled against the hardness below, revealing his erect, pulsating length. You gently touched him, feeling the heat escape through the thin material, and then you shot him a playful glance that caused his breath to hitch.
You slid his boxers down slowly, almost like a tortue to him, revealing his entire erect cock. Your mouth started to moisten at the sight, and you found yourself wanting to lean in closer, your breath hot against his skin. He let out a deep, low moan that echoed across the still room as your thumb slowly moved around the swollen tip. There, a bead of pre-cum accrued that provided resisting impossible.
Cillian grabbed a fist full of your hair, letting you take his whole length; his tip hitting at the back of your throat. He let out a groan but tried to cover it with a cough, not letting the interviewer know what was actually happening.
Cillian took hold of your hair with his fist, allowing you to take his entire length, his tip brushing the back of your throat. He groaned, trying to hide it under a cough to keep the interviewer from realizing what was going on. Every time he gave you a thrust, his breath was labored. He tried not to look suspicious at all, but for a few seconds his eyes were forcibly shut.
"Mmpâ!" you moaned at his cock, taking him again and again and again. His grip was getting harsher and harsher but it doesn't hurt you. Your left hand gripped his right thigh, allowing yourself to balance while your other hand massaged his ballsâwhich he absolutely loves.
His silent airy moans are starting to hear not so silent anymore. His other arm gripped his swivel chair tightly.
"Cillian, are you okay?" the interviewer asked.
"A-actually, I think I'm not feeling that well, Jimmy," he lied, looking at his webcam. "Can we perhapsâJesusâ reschedule this meeting?"
You bobbed even faster, letting his cock hit your throat, your cheek, everything inside your mouth.
"Yeah, sure. No problemo! We'll just send you an email later. Get well soon, Cillian!" and that's the last voice that echoed through the laptop before you heard him closing it.
Cillian relaxed his back and continued to gasp and whimper at the way you were feeding him. He was having an incredible amount of pleasure, and he most certainly needed this after all the hectic job he had to accomplish. He smiled and said,
"Fuckâ you really can't wait don't you?" he was close, because you felt him twitch inside of you. He let out a loud groan as you swallowed him completely once more.
"Oh honey, that's itâyes."
He leaned in closer and said, "Gonna cum inside your mouth, honey. Take it all, okay?"
It took him a couple more thrusts until he came. Inside your mouth, a white, creamy, and salty liquid spurted out of his cock. You licked your lips clean after swallowing it all, got to your feet in front of him, and then sat back down on his lap.
"Looks like I need to reward my wife, hm? Let's go to our room." Cillian said.
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pairing. switch!jonathan crane x professor!reader
summary. you and your dear friend, jonathan crane, have an odd relationship: he experiments on you, you experiment on him. one day, you experiment your aphrodisiac on him.
warnings. swearing, use of aphrodisiac & fear toxin, oral sex (m), unprotected sex, creampie, p in v, mention of death, murder, drugs, multiple orgasms, slight breeding kink, face fucking, dubcon(?) SMUT UNDER THE CUT!
word count. 6.1k
a/n. the enemies to friends to fucking pipeline is sooo real and i love it. BTW! this is really self indulgent and again, iâm a beginner to writing smut so pls donât judgeđ the beginning is also oddly plotty, so i apologize for that.
You and your colleague, Jonathan Crane, have a harmonious, albeit slightly sick and twisted, relationship.Â
Your repertoires, opposite in every way, complete one another like you were made to match. You are messy, frenzied, intimate; he is neat, calculated, distant. He is impatient, histrionic, stubborn. You are tolerant, deadpan, submissive.Â
This is an odd, good-cop bad-cop dynamic youâve built, but it works. Your traits uphold the order youâve built around yourselves; you allow each other to function.Â
Who ever said something so codependent, so parasitic, would fall apart? That it was dangerous, destructive? Everyone, but in your case, it has been anything but.Â
These are the simple rules of your relationship: he experiments on you, you experiment on him. This partnership came to bloom when, after years of competing to be the âbetterâ psychology professor at Gotham University, he sent you a gift that sprayed with you with fear toxin, and you baked him a cake that knocked him out for 24 hours following, heart rate so low he couldâve been mistaken as dead.Â
âFucking - hell,â You murmured under your breath, stumbling halfway across Gotham City to locate Craneâs absurdly lavish condo in the Diamond District, barely able to keep yourself upright.Â
You were being visually assaulted by dozens of images, all your phobias no matter big or small, dancing across your senses. Spiders crawled all over your body, you saw yourself about to step off a steep, snowy cliff, you felt yourself suffocate as you were buried to death in a casket. It was utter torture, and you would have to endure it until you found Crane.Â
You mustâve looked like one of those tweaking drug addicts from down in the Narrows, shivering, sweating, and rubbing all over your body to remove some of the âspidersâ taking over your body. The terror was settling into you, into your spine like a terribly malignant disease.Â
At last, you found the apartment building, blearily snuck in behind a drunk couple, and scanned the mail boxes until you found J. CRANE: 525.Â
You headed up the elevator, grasping at the walls for dear life, feeling that growing, unmistakable sense of dread start to take over your mind. You felt like you were going mad, now, not just afflicted with something that made you look like it.Â
When you finally got to his door, it was left open a crack, and you welcomed the small mercy of Craneâs overarching narcissism: he didnât lock his door, often, because most days he felt more invincible than fucking god.Â
âCrane!â You shouted, clutching at your head and staggering into his large apartment. âCrane!â you repeated, this time more desperate, more fearful than anything.Â
However, your deepest fear, at the moment, had come true. You stepped into his kitchen, and found the man laying on the floor unresponsive.Â
âFuck me,â you cursed. Youâd sent the man home with the cake twelve hours ago, when he took the half-day off from GSU, and you came home from your after-class tutoring hours just moments ago.Â
Youâd opened the mystery package on your front porch promptly, and you found yourself having been gassed with a compound that made you see every little thing you were afraid of. Immediately, youâd known it was Crane; the manâs pet specialty was fear.Â
As for you, you wanted your⌠gift, to serve a reminder to him that he should not overstep your boundaries, your territory, as the psychology professor who was there first. If knocking him out was a little bit mad, he was bordering insanity for the toxin he poisoned you with.Â
Even so, your threat was an empty one. You werenât counting on the man to even eat the cake - hell, youâd never seen the man consume anything but straight black coffee.Â
You couldnât judge a book by its cover, you know now, and laid there on the couch of his apartment, waiting for the twelve hours to be over. Waiting for Crane, the fucking madman, to wake the hell up, blaming him for the predicament despite your very obvious involvement in it.
You breathed in and out, harried and rapid fire as you tried to focus, tried to block out the horrific things you were seeing, hearing, smelling, tasting.Â
(Your eyes are swarmed, viscerally, by a grotesque hallucination of your family burning to death; you hear them cry out, voices interrupted when theyâre fire gets to their lungs; you smell their death, the smell of flesh burning, how the smoke chokes you â you taste their blood on your tongue, how tender a raging fire makes charred flesh.Â
Tender, you think on your choice of words again, and almost throw up.
What have you done, you think, and what is going through that fucked up head of yours, Crane?)
You tried to ground yourself, tether your lost mind back to Earth. Youâre sitting in a field in Northwestern Ireland, you said to yourself, inhaling. Up ahead is the beach; water is crashing on the rocks. You exhaled, the wind tastes like salt, and it is just you and I, here together. It is only I and you, here, together.Â
Like so, 12 hours passed. Not so much passed â that word gave the connotation the hours slipped past you, the way a peaceful stream of water does; no, more accurately, it dragged by, like when an arm slips out of the ambulance cot on its way to the emergency vehicle, and drags on the concrete. The EMTâs donât notice whatâs making their trip so hard, so slow, until the hand is rubbed raw and bloody.Â
You repeated that mantra so many times you were starting to get queasy when you thought the words âyouâre sitting in a field..â but nonetheless, the string of words kept you sane.Â
Sane enough, at least - you werenât sure youâd be the same blissful person you were yesterday. Sure, you were always a little bit⌠unorthodox? Petty? Competitive enough to bake so many drugs into a cake your opposing professor knocks out?Â
But, with this â this being drugged by Crane â made you feel a piece of yourself break away. There would be no more of your life lived without knowing how fearful, well, fear, is. It's like discovering the Boogeyman and never being able to stop checking under your bed; the paranoia moves into your head and never leaves.Â
Crane began stirring, and your eyes opened as soon as you heard the noise. Surprisingly enough, however, you were no longer being hammered with the hallucinations that had been distressing you just half a day ago.Â
Had it been the mantra? The near-prayer you now swore was etched on your heart?Â
âFuckingâŚâ Crane said, getting up off the floor. He was clutching his head, eyes squinted, body hunched and tense. Looks like spending half a day on the floor wasnât the most comfortable place to sleep, but you didnât give a fuck â atleast he was sleeping. If you had to be mentally destroyed by his toxin, youâd best believe you were taking the couch.Â
âWhy - why are you here? What the hell did you do to me?â He said after noticing you, voice raspy. He hadnât had anything to drink or eat in a while, after all.Â
âI could say the fucking same for you,â You muttered, giving him a pointed look. âYou - what the fuck did you spray me with?â
Immediately, a twisted grin was bared on Craneâs lips, despite his fatigued demeanor. âDid you like it? My fear-toxin,â he preened, like the winning kid at a school science fair.
You rolled your eyes, and before you could control your tendencies, youâd swung back and then socked him straight in the face.Â
Crane double-backed, looking terribly affronted, as if he hadnât sent you the gas knowing how it would affect you. âOw,â is all he said, face contorting oddly around the pain.Â
âYeah, âowâ. Fuck you, Crane.â
Crane raised a brow. âYouâre acting like you didnât feed me a poisoned cake!â He said incredulously.
âIt wasnât that poisoned,â you bit out, teeth gritted. âNot so poisoned I was hallucinating my family dying for twelve hours straight.â
âAh, thanatophobia, not really one of my favouritesââ Crane started, like he was losing himself in a romantic daydream, before snapping back to reality. âDid you just say twelve hours?â
âTwelve hours for me. Twenty-four for you.â You said, reveling in how panicked he looked.Â
âI â thatâs long enough for me to be killed a hundred times over,â he mumbled under his breath. âWhat the fuck did you put in that cake?â
âI never expected you to eat it, Crane. Youâre fucking skin and bones, I thought youâd just throw it out.â
âWhat did you put in the cake?â he repeated.Â
âUgh,â you sunk into the couch, âsome amytal, zolpidem. Some melatonin. I didnât measure, okay, and again, I wasnât counting on you eating it.â You didnât know why you had this urging feeling to respond to him, to humor his jabs, his dumb fucking theatrics, but you did anyway.Â
âSome amytal? Some zolpidem? Some melatonin? Jesus fucking christ - is that what you wanted? To kill me?â He was leaning down, face inches away from yours now.Â
You pushed him away, disgust on your features clear as day. âShut the fuck up. Iâm not some sociopathic fear-freak like you, Crane. I donât mix compounds in my creepy little office with the thought of drugging out my fellow professor in mind. It was just an empty threat.â
He let out a disbelieving laugh, âMixing barbiturates and medications into a cake sounds like an empty threat to you?â
âYou know what?â You said brightly, getting up off the couch, âI donât have to argue with you. I came to get my cure, woke up having cured myself.â Then, you burst out the door, fury rolling off you in waves, and you left.
There was something about the incident, however, that seemed to intrigue Crane to no end. Soon enough, he began entering your office during your breaks, asking to have a chat. Or, heâd walk in during your lessons, forcing you two in the hall alone. Sometimes, heâd even wait for you after school, dozing off in front of your classroom and waiting for you to exit your office.Â
You couldnât tell what was making Crane so interested, but he was hanging off you and your every word like some lovesick puppy.
You, on the other hand, also couldnât get Crane out of your head. Certainly not for some weird, fucked up reason like his, but because of what he had created. A lot of people doubted his intelligence, mostly because of his obsession on things nobody really cared about, but that obsession made way to the destructive fear-toxin youâd inhaled, and it was seriously unlike anything youâd ever experienced, hell, even read about. It was a brand new creation, and downright deadly.Â
Your interest in the man was more so on⌠keeping him in check. As rivals did. But his was on how youâd breezed past the effects of his toxin in just twelve hours. Heâs expected you to go half mad, honestly. Your threat was empty⌠his was, decidedly, not.Â
By the end of the next week following the incident, you two began eating lunch together, asking for joint classes, and spending nights over at each other's places. Not in that way, of course â your way was like a group of scientists having a forever eureka, because your minds fit like perfect puzzle pieces.Â
Your intrigue had met his intrigue, and it felt natural, coming to a united front like that. You found you had more in common than you thought, something you shouldâve found out about a long time ago, 3 ½ years kind of long time ago. Apart, you two were volatile; angry, spewing threats, attempting murder on the other. Together, however, you were absolute perfection: productive, well-mannered, motivated.Â
Now, fast-forward coming on two years since the incident. You and Crane - now, Jonathan, have been inseparable since that time. You two were close, closer than siblings or children and parents or couples; you felt like the same person that had been split into two. Being together was the only thing that felt right, being back at the origin, like being at home.Â
Fuckâs sakes, you did have the same home â youâd moved in together. Not to his, nor yours, but to a big house you bought on the outskirts of Gotham, with a big yard and an even bigger lab in the basement. It was like a scientist's amusement park.Â
Maybe it - this relationship of yours - was codependency. But maybe it was utter genius: your careers had both never seen so many accomplishments until you and Jonathan came together. Partly because you had a greater inspiration when coupled with the other, but, mostly because you had a body to test on during preliminary trials.Â
Creating things, like the fear-toxin, required human testing, and finding a way to get that done always slowed Jonathan down. Since finding you, however, itâd been a breeze.Â
You offered yourself up readily, given Jonathan would do the same. And, besides, Jonathan had never been worried about you and his toxin very much â after that first time you took the toxin, you could easily find yourself out of its effects. You were the only person heâd ever encountered who could do this, and it was downright fascinating. He wanted to keep you, see how that strong little mind of yours worked overtime to fight his toxin off.Â
You, on the other hand, rarely tested anything like that on Jonathan. Your interests lied elsewhere: what smells activate the human mind to recall memories, what are ways to accurately fight off drugs like GHB â all mental stimulation.Â
That, however, changed one evening, when you had been brewing up a serum for the past few weeks. Youâd gotten to the point in creation where you needed to test on someone, and observe the effects.Â
âJonathan,â you called out, looking down at your notes. The man in question was grading assignments for the psychology class you taught â now, in joint lessons more often than not â sitting at a desk a few metres away from you in the lab.Â
âJonathan!â you repeated louder this time, looking up from your notes.Â
âWhat?â He shouted back, still hunched over on the ungodly amount of assignments he needed to mark.Â
âCome here. I need to test something on you.â You said, nonchalant.Â
That, however, piqued Jonathanâs interest to no end: you hadnât tested anything on him in nearly a year. It hurt, a little, to test you endlessly and have nothing to give in return - so this, no matter what it was, Jonathan would take in stride.
Jonathan nodded vehemently, âOkay.â He then dropped all heâd been doing on the desk and made his way over, before sitting in the chair next to you. You made quick work, tying his arms and legs to the chair like heâd done to you so many times before. He watched you work, completely enraptured in how you looked while experimenting.Â
âSo,â He said, tearing his sticky gaze off of you, âwhatâre you pumping me full of?â
You sat back in your desk chair and scratched your cheek, a little unsure how to say this. âWell, I created a serum that, once injected, would lower or lose all inhibitions of the victim. Theyâd be completely malleable, agreeable, if you just, um,â you fanned yourself, feeling a little too close to the man in front of you, room feeling incredibly warm.
âJust what?â He pried, leaning back in his chair.Â
You exhaled shakily, âif you just promise to - to provide relief to them. Sexual - relief.â
Jonathan let out an incredulous laugh. âYou made a working aphrodisiac?â
âI mean, I wouldnât exactly â I donât even know if it works, for sure. If you donât want to- take it, then you donât have to.â You offered up weakly.Â
âHow dâyou get it out of the system?â He said instead, ignoring your words and picking up the needle you had ready for him on your worktable, which was filled with a thick, pink liquid.Â
You flushed. âYou, um, help the victim relieve themselves, until the feeling is gone.âÂ
Jonathan looked up at you, a sly smirk on his lips. âAnd you were going to give this to me?âÂ
You turned away, face red, exasperated. âI told you, you donât have to take it if you donât want to.â
âAnd let you pleasure some random guy you snatched off the street? No way,â he said, before you heard a familiar prick, small whine leaving Jonathanâs mouth.
You spun back around so fast you thought you got whiplash. âJonathan, waitââ you said, alarmed. You were really, seriously, considering not giving the aphrodisiac to him â it would disrupt the careful balance you and he had built over the past years.Â
You were afraid that if he took the serum, and let you, for lack of a better word, get him off, you wouldnât be able to look at him without remembering him needy, hot and bothered, calling your name out like it was the only word he knew.Â
Heâd done it anyway, though. And now, you both just had to get through this⌠experiment.Â
Quickly, you grabbed your pen and notebook, ready to approach this scenario as detached and clinically as possible, ignoring the pulsing need in your insides as you saw Jonathanâs face slowly contort into a warm, heavy-lidded lustful one.Â
âHow do you feel, Jonathan?â You said, standing further away from him so he couldnât so much as feel your body heat on him.Â
âIâŚâ Jonathan blinked rapidly, licking his lips, looking you up and down. âWarm. I just feel⌠warm.â He readjusted in the seat, unable to sit still. âAnd - kind of, tingly? Like I - well, I donât knowâŚâ
You noted his words, as well as some of your own observations: his pupils were dilated, so much so the crystalline blue of his eyes were merely slivers, his lips were pursed, plump, and he was pink all over; pink cheeks, pink ears, pink neck. He was talkative, loose-lipped and a little out of it.
You inhaled, then exhaled, before starting the next phase of the experiment. âJonathan, how do you feel when I touch you here?â You said, raising the back of your hand to caress his cheek.Â
Jonathan was affected almost immediately, eyes shutting tight. âIt feels,â he said breathily, leaning into your touch, âah⌠nice. Good.â
You nodded, promptly pulling away as soon as heâd finished his sentence. Subject enjoys physical touch. Jonathan then peered up at you, looking slightly⌠disappointed?Â
You shook yourself, getting back on task. âHow do you feel now?â You pried, noticing he looked far more affected than before.Â
Beads of sweat were dripping from his forehead, making his wavy brown hair stick to his skin. He was breathing heavily, and, when you had touched him, he was extremely warm, like he had a fever.Â
âIâm, IâŚâ Jonathan trailed off, eyes shutting, shaking his head. âMmm⌠my head feels â fuzzy,â he bit out raspily.Â
âOkay. Good. It's exactly as I thought,â you murmured, continuing to scratch down notes.Â
You ignored him for a few minutes, writing up a list of side effects and observed results of the aphrodisiac. Then, your gaze drew back to him, who had been focussing intently on you the whole time.Â
âJonathan?â you called out quietly, seeing his dazed expression. âTalk to me.â
Jonathan shuddered, leaning forward in the chair, head hanging low, âMy - my bodyâs, hnngh⌠it feelsâ feels weird.â He bit his lip, face screwed up and tense. âIâm warm all overâŚâ
His shoulders were hunched in, and he was trembling. You lifted a hand up to his head, petting him softly, carding your fingers through his hair.Â
âAhâŚâ Jonathan squeaked out at your touch, face going slack, âI feel like I need you to - toâŚâ he sighed exasperatedly, âI need you.â
You chewed the inside of your cheek conflictedly. On one hand, you needed to finish up a few more tests, meaning Jonathan would be teased - or tortured, depending on how fast the aphrodisiac was affecting him - a little longer. On the other hand, he was already a breathy mess, begging for your touch. For you.Â
âFuck,â you murmured, turning away from the man whoâs eyes were practically rolling into the back of his head at the way you tugged at his locks. âNo, no,â you fought your internal struggle. You would not give in to his pleas - you would finish this experiment.Â
âOkay. Okay.â you said to no-one but yourself, extracting your hand from his velvet soft hair. âLetâs be professional about this. Jonathan, Iâm going to take your clothes off, but you canât move, and you canât touch me, okay?â
Jonathanâs breathing became more labored as you spoke, and you swore you could see desperate tears filling his eyes. âI canât- I canât touch you? But⌠but why not?â He was practically whining for you.
âBecause, Jonathan, it wouldnât be beneficial to the experiment.â You didnât look your partner in the eye, because his complete and total change in behavior had you feeling, quite frankly, as warm as him.Â
You continued by undoing the restraints on his arms and legs, and his sharp intakes of breath as your fingers brushed past his skin didnât slip past you. Not at all.Â
Firstly, you undid the manâs white button-up shirt slipping it past his flushed torso. Jonathanâs skin was actually pink and warm all over, and he was breathing heavily now, gripping the chair so tight his knuckles were white.Â
âAre you okay, Jonathan?â you asked absently, as you began unbuckling his belt and slipping down his fly.Â
Jonathanâs breath hitched in his throat, and he didnât answer you, biting down on his lower lip to stop any desperate moans from escaping him.Â
You finally finished undressing your partner, then redid his restraints, before you stepped back to see him fully. Jonathan was shivering, faint tear tracks on his pink cheeks, head cocked back.Â
âItâs just - one, or two more tests, Jonathan.â You murmured quietly, kneeling down in front of him.Â
Your hands pressed flat on his thighs, rubbing him up and down, grazing your fingers lightly on his feverish skin. You had to regularly ground yourself, stop yourself from inching up to the poor, untouched tent in his boxer shorts.Â
Above you, you could hear Jonathan let out a low groan, âAh, hnngâ please,â he called out to no-one in particular.
âDoes that - feel good, Jonathan?â You ask, getting back up on your feet. His desperate groans were getting to you now, how needy his little keens were.Â
âSo - good,â he panted. âYourâ you, I wantâ need, I needâŚâ he trailed off, babbling, lost to the pleasure of your touch.Â
âJonathan, if I⌠touched you more, would you do anything for me?â You said finally. The invention of the aphrodisiac was intended to sway someone's motivations, make them bend to your will. Sure, there was that added sexual aspect, but it was created with less⌠pleasurable intentions.Â
âAnything, anything at all,â he said deliriously, rolling his head around. âJusâ⌠just need you to- touch me.â
âWould you give yourself fear-toxin, Jonathan?â
âYes! Yes, just â please⌠please! Stop asking meâ questions⌠I need you so fucking bad, ahâŚâ
âJesus,â you said. Your aphrodisiac was stronger than you thought. You were satisfied, however, with the results of it. The first trial was a success, and you saw how you could use this on anyone - even people in particular positions of power, and get them to do your bidding. Quite helpful, indeed.Â
Now, you needed to⌠get Jonathan out of this state. By, ah, relieving him.
You had decided to do this, to test him, so you had to be responsible and help ease him out of this experiment. Quickly, you stripped your own clothing, even your underwear, before undoing the restraints on his arms and legs.Â
Jonathanâs eyes widened as he watched you undress. âAre you - are you⌠gonna tâtouch me? Now? Please?â He practically begged, almost drooling at the sight of your naked body.Â
âMhm,â you said, a tremble in your voice. âGonâ help you get out of this.â
Then, you climbed onto Jonathanâs lap, shutting your eyes as you felt his hard cock within his boxer shorts slide between your legs deliciously.Â
He let out a guttural groan as your weight pressed down on him, feeling your wetness soak his shorts. That measly piece of fabric was all that was keeping him from entering your plush, velvet folds, and he was going practically insane at the feeling.Â
âMâgod,â Jonathan whined out, leaning his sweaty head on your shoulder. âYâfeel so, aâah, goodâŚâ
You couldnât help the breezy laugh that made its way out of you. âI havenât even touched you yet, Jonathan, and youâre already so worked up,â you whispered in his ear, hot breath fanning on his warm skin.
âP-pleeeease,â He begged, slowly grinding into you. Jonathan was barely coherent, mind just focussed on chasing the release he so desperately needed.
You raised a brow, but complied, slipping your warm hands down his boxer shorts and pulling his thick length out. You pumped him lazy, feeling how he writhed under you, tasteful whimpers slipping out of his mouth.Â
After another second of you stroking him lightly, your thumb grazing past the tip and collected a decent amount of precum, he actually did come, wet hot load spurting upwards on his chest and your face. âAh - hnngh, oh my â oh my god,â he drooled, jutting into your hand.Â
It dripped down from your cheek onto your lips, and Jonathan squeezed his eyes shut, losing himself in the pleasure. You swiped a handful of his cream off your face, before covering his still hard, curved cock with it.Â
âYouâre not done, arenât you?â You said to him quietly, his hips stuttering as you artfully smeared his come on himself. Jonathan was arching into your touch, completely putty in your hands.Â
âNuh- no, mâstillâ still need you, need you so bad.â he whimpered shamefully, hands stuck to your waist.
âLook at you go,â you found yourself cooing, dragging a creamy hand down his equally as creamy chest, your fingernails grazing him. âLet me take care of you.â
Then, you lifted yourself up off his lap, and carefully situated your slit on the tip of his head. âChrist,â you called out as you slid down, âyouâre fucking big,âÂ
Inch by inch, you took him, and Jonathanâs eyes were rolling into the back of his head, a string of senseless groans and whines leaving his mouth. âFeels so warm, so so warm,â he choked out at last, looking at you adoringly.Â
You started to lift out of him, your cunt stinging slightly at the sheer size of his cock, when you felt a heated liquid shoot through you, Jonathanâs knees buckling under your ass.Â
Heâd come, again, even before you could get started. You shook your head incredulously at the terribly horny man beneath you, eyes glazed over in the pure ecstasy he was feeling.Â
âStop, fucking â coming,â you scolded, bottoming his cock into you once more, âyouâre gonna get me so â ahâ fucking - pregnant if you keep coming.â
âSorry,â Jonathan said sheepishly, burying his head into the crook of your neck. âCanât help itâ you feel so â hnngh â feel so good.â
You rolled your eyes at his words, then focussed on getting a good pace of sliding in and out, your hips rolling deeper and deeper into his own. You were bouncing quickly on his cock, dick-riding him like youâd never done before.Â
With all other sexual partners you had, they wanted to be all vanilla, always just missionary, going slow until they were close, no sense of creativity or any other wishes that just feeling you. With Jonathan - especially in the state he was in now - you could do whatever you wanted, as long as his cock was in your cunt.Â
âGood â god,â you screamed out, when Jonathan suddenly gained control over himself and snapped into you, rough hands pinching the flesh of your hips. He rutted into you, hard and fast, for a moment like that continually, before his control melted once more into nothingness, and all he could do was let you take the reins.Â
âPleaseâ howâre you so â ah, how does your pussy feel so goodâŚâ he murmured, trailing off into a high-pitched moan when you pulled out, then just as fast sunk down on him.Â
Jonathanâs fingers trailed up your body, rubbing at your soft flesh, before they found your breasts, kneading you tenderly. He chanced several licks on both your erect nipples, and you shuddered, tightening around him. Your cunt was sucking him in, devouring his length no matter how big he was, and he could feel how his length was stretching your walls wide open.Â
âSo fucking big.â You panted, arms wrapping around his neck, âfat fucking cock all needy, just me.â
âJusâ⌠just for you! All - ah, all for you,â Jonathan repeated with a squeak, lips bitten delicately between his teeth.Â
Your hands trailed all over his body, and as the pleasure was getting to you, making your head dizzy and your thoughts foggy, you bounced down on him and your nails scratched up his back, surely leaving small wounds.Â
This miniscule amount of pain seemed to amplify Jonathanâs endless pleasure, and you could feel him pumping you full of his come once again, the tip of his dick pressed flush against your cervix. His come made you feel so full, fuller than you already did with his monstrous cock nestled into you, continually rubbing up on the toe-curlingly spongy spot in your cunt every time you pushed him back in.Â
âMmf,â Jonathan groaned, pleasure muffling whatever he was was going to say, âmâgonna⌠gonna get you pregnant,â
âYeah?â You breathed out, squeezing your eyes shut, âIs that what this needy cock wants? To get my wet cunt full and me pregnant?â
âYes, yes, hnngh, please, wanna come - wanna come more,â Jonathan cried out.Â
ââkay, okay,â you nodded vehemently, âthen make this pussy feel good.âÂ
Then, you slid out with a whimper, two loads worth of come spilling out of your worn-out cunt, turning around so your ass would face him, before you sunk back down on him. You were chasing your own pleasure now, the unmistakable feeling rumbling within your lower stomach.Â
Jonathan was completely fucked out, just a shaking, hot and bothered mess on the sticky wooden chair youâd both occupied, but he still welcomed your warm pussy back on him with open arms. Your folds beat any other cunt heâd ever been in, and he knew nothing, not even his own hand, could match up to how addicting you were, how delectably you took him.Â
The new angle had you reeling, your hands gripping Jonathanâs thighs for some much-needed support. You were buckling, getting weaker with every bounce, but were still desperate for release. It affected Jonathan too, and he was pressing his face up against your hair, biting down lightly on your shoulder to collect himself despite the earth-shattering pleasure you were inflicting on him.Â
Your fleshy cunt met his rock-solid cock every moment perfectly, and soon enough your back was arching, head leaning back on Jonathanâs shoulder. That knot in your stomach was tightening, a fire burning within you and begging you not to stop.
Jonathanâs needy hands were coursing all over your body, rubbing on you in all the right places, and when his calloused fingers began pinching and twisting at your sensitive nipples, you saw white. That burning feeling dragged across your entire body, your jaw tensing, and you felt positively fuzzy, pure pleasure destroying all coherent thoughts youâd been having, your mind now focussed on the insane way he made you orgasm.Â
There was nothing that could compare to how you felt now, this being the hardest youâd orgasmed in your entire life. There was just something about Jonathan â be it how unbelievably big he was, or perhaps the odd tension that surrounded you two for the past few years â that made this experience ten times, no, a hundred times, better.
It was like his dick had been artfully crafted to stretch you out and stuff you full; that thick cock, made just for you.Â
In place of your weakening strength, Jonathan kept his hand tweaking your breast, and his other hand gripped your hip tightly, helping you bounce up and down on his cock. Thus, the pleasure was maximized by his touch, and you rode out your high like that for a few more long moments.Â
You stayed there, on his lap panting and drooling, for a few more seconds, before you climbed off of him, grimacing at the loss of his sweet cock in you.Â
You stood shakily, feeling his come ooze out of your sticky hole, and you were surprised to see that Jonathan was still hard. He was panting, head leaning against the chair, hands and legs trembling, but his dick could probably still pump out another round of come.Â
You did always wondering how heâd taste, and after seeing how long and thick he was, you wanted to know if his dick could make you cry, too. So, you kneeled down on the cold floor, pulling him by the ankles a little further off the chair, so you could get better access to him, and buried your pretty little head between his shaking thighs.Â
âWhatâre youâ doing?â Jonathan said blearily, but before he could continue, your soft lips wrapped around him, and your tongue began artfully swiveling his sensitive head.
The loudest moan youâd heard so far was drawn out of Jonathan, and more, similar noises came out of him. It was nonsensical, and unintelligible, but you could tell he was having the time of his life â as if he hadnât just orgasmed three times prior.Â
You started slowly, mouth taking his cock until you felt like you couldnât anymore, before forcing past that point and making yourself take him to the back of your throat. Tears lined the rims of your eyes, your head swimming from lack of oxygen, but you couldnât help how badly you wanted to hear him whimper and whine out from how good you were servicing him, his pretty groans reaching your ears like music.Â
You pulled his cock out of your mouth when you felt like you were going to pass out, and then you began lapping up at his cock, sucking and curving your tongue around his long length. You sucked him hard and fast, and then, his hands grappled at your hair.Â
At this point, you believed the aphrodisiac was wearing off, and Jonathan, now a little more clearheaded, began face fucking you, filling your sweet mouth full with his filthy cock. He couldnât resist doing so, especially with you looking up at him through your tear-stained lashes, hollowing out your cheeks and gripping his thighs like your life depended on it.Â
You gagged on him, several times, but he didnât care, and with a jolted thrust past your swollen lips, he came, squirting all he had left down your throat. You sucked and swallowed every drop of him into your mouth, loving the taste of his salty liquid.Â
Now, you were both fucked out, beyond tired, the strain on your muscles settling in. Your core had been properly exercised, what with how many times you rutted into Jonathan, and he, similarly, had a strained back with how much he arched into your touch, his aphrodisiac-clouded mind wanting nothing more but to be touched by you.Â
âGood god, woman,â Jonathan said, collapsing into the wooden chair, which was sticky with sweat, come and your cuntâs soaking wetness. âYou couldâve just said you wanted to fuck,â
You panted, dropping down onto the cold floor beneath you and wincing. âWeâre â we were, just friends.â
He waved away your words, âWe live together, darling. Not quite sure if that's âjustâ friends.â
You looked up at him, before laughing agreeably. âFelt good though, didnât it?â A smug grin made its way on your lips, remembering how submissive Jonathan had been, how desperate heâd been just for the slightest bit of touch.Â
âAmazing,â he said exasperatedly. âBut next time, youâre not topping.â
âNext time, huh?â You said brightly, shakily getting up. Jonathan helped you, both of you limping exhaustedly up the stairs to your actual house, where you really shouldâve been fucking, instead of the clinical environment of your large basement lab.
Jonathanâs hands found your ass, pulling you flush against him and kneading the flesh roughly. âWhy not? Donât you wanna know how I fuck?â he whispered suggestively into your ear, nibbling at the lobe.Â
âI think, youâve still got some aphrodisiac in you, Jon.â you said, laughing breezily.Â
This is over a year old, so please excuse any mistakes, it's also the first smut I've ever written :p
ughghghgsyuhsdig,,, clawing at my cage
cross-posted from my ao3, DollFaceOnFire :3
WARNINGS!
Smutty smutty smut smut, DUB-CON, Fingering (fem), Dub-con, P in V sex, Bondage, Oral sex (fem receiving), Unprotected sex, Creampie, Kidnapping, Student-Teacher relationship, implied age-gap but EVERYONE IS OF AGE HERE GUYS!!! lmk if i forgot any warnings!
You were such a tantalizing little thing. Always all dolled up and so participative during lectures. Those big eyes, who could blame Jonathan for needing to keep you to himself? How was he to blame, when it was you who wore those short little skirts? You who wore those slutty shirts?
He couldnât help himself, how could he? It was late one night, and you were in his favorite little black skirt, walking to your car. Really, it wasnât his fault you were so easy to use his fear toxin on. All he had to do was put some in your car- a light dose, and you were practically begging for him to take you, to save you from the evils of Gotham.
She was out like a light, and he swore heâd never seen anyone so angelic, while terrified. The pure fear in your eyes sent pulses to his ever hardening cock beneath his trousers. A gentle hand held her cheek in devotion, hoping he would die looking at such a beautiful creature. Large hands and a face covered by a burlap sack looked and carried her as if she were his bride. God, heâd kill to make her his bride. Just the idea of being herâs, legally, morally, forever had poor Jonathan seeing stars. He carried her to his car, and placed the girl in the backseat, laying her down.
Of course, once he got to his condo, he had to tie up his poor darling. And of course, his cock was practically leaking precum into his boxers at the sight of his sweet girl all tied up.
Jonathan waited patiently for her to wake up, gently brushing her hair and whispering sweet nothings into her neck. When she finally awoke, he found her sweet pleas for freedom to be so symphonic.Â
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You woke up dizzy and in a dreamlike trance. This had to be a hallucination, because apparently, your psychology teacher was holding you as if you were made of porcelain. It wasnât like he didnât notice your longing gazes to him, or your tactful bending over to put away your belongings, coincidentally flashing lace panties. Yes, you were possibly in love with your hot psychology professor.Â
So you almost didnât question the ropes surrounding your body, or his arms around you, or his hard cock pressing into your side.
He noticed the sudden flutter of her eyelashes, and held her closer, âshhh..â her softly.
âItâs okay, itâs okay.. Iâm not gonna hurt you, darling..â,Â
âProfessor Crane?â
He silenced her with a soft kiss on her plush lips. It was short, but he'd wanted it for so long, it didn't matter. The girl in his embrace instinctively kissed him back.Â
âIt's okay sweet girl, don't worry..â his hand fixed her hair and held her head in place.Â
âWhy am I here?... Where are we?â He chuckled softly at her confusion.Â
âMy condo, sweet thing.. I'm gonna take care of you, okay?â large hands caressed her soft cheeks, and cooed at her. She was still drowsy, and mumbled pleas for him to let her go. âI wanna go home..â
A low chuckle escaped him. âThis is your home now, little dove.â She seemed to calm down, and gave up resisting. âAnd call me Jonathan from now on, okay?âÂ
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He couldnât help himself, not with her so close. The pad of his thumb lightly grazed her clit through the panties thatâd been the object of his desires for oh, so long. Jonathan couldnât help the pathetic whine escaping the back of his throat when he realized just how wet she was. He was an utter loser when it came to his favorite student. A soft mewl escaped her parted lips, and he swore he couldâve ascended into the heavens from just her sweet noises.
âProfessor Crane.. I âŚâ Another, stronger whimper when his touch got more firm- more demanding. âOh god⌠youâre making such a mess on my hand, baby..â This woman had to have been sent from heaven, but then, how could such an alluring figure be holy?
Jonathan couldnât help himself. He had hardly any control over his limbs when he shoved her panties down, and found himself tying her legs to his bedposts. He had even less control when he put her panties in her mouth to keep her from waking up the neighbors, or when he tied her wrists together. Drool ran down the side of his lips.
If you were to ask anyone that Jonathan Crane has fucked, theyâd tell you that man is absolute pussy eater.
He really couldnât help himself when he dove his head between her thighs and licked a stripe up her slit. He couldnât help the whine that came out of him when he felt her hips buck against his face. The rimmed glasses that usually sat on his nose were tossed to the side so he could get his mouth at a better angle.Â
Big hands pawed at her thighs, pulling them apart roughly as he got more and more desperate for her taste. His lips sucked on her clit hungrily, wanting, needing to hear her whines. The man between her thighs was an eager mess, drunk on her slick. She looked down, and felt herself grow wetter when she noticed he was so aroused by getting her off, he had started humping the mattress for relief.
His tongue was working overtime on her sensitive nub, wanting nothing more than to get her to cum for him. Jonathan slid a hand up her inner thigh, drawing closer to her entrance with a reverent touch. The tip of his middle finger found itself pushing into her quivering hole, slowly fucking her on his finger.Â
The head of his cock was red and dripping precum so rapidly it stained his trousers entirely, and he couldnât handle not feeling her tight cunt around his dick anymore. He lifted himself up, and tore off his clothes desperately, positioned himself at her entrance, and started to gently push the head through her folds, spreading his precum around her puffy clit. A deep groan came from him, and he couldnât tease himself anymore.
He slowly pushed his hips against hers, kissing her neck and begging her to moan for him as he sank in, inch by inch. She laid beneath him, moaning helplessly as his tip sat against her cervix when he bottomed out. He tore out the fabric heâd put in her mouth, and her moans spilled out louder, only to be muffled by his lips on hers.
His hips started to thrust roughly into hers, every vein of his cock prominent, and making the experience all the more pleasurable for her. Every deep hit of his tip into her, had her whining and babbling his name like a prayer.Â
âJonathan.. Please.. God.. please let me touch youâ
âNot now, sweet girl, just be a good doll and take it, okay? You can do that for me, right? Donât have to use that little brain of yours right now, just cum on my cock, mâkay, sweet girl?..â
She mewled at his sudden change in dirty talk, desperately trying to buck her hips against his, but being restricted by the ropes. His thumb reached between their bodies, and rubbed furiously at her clit, desperate to have her cum before he did.
âYou close yet, darling? Gonna cum on my cock? .. God, baby, so fucking tight..âÂ
He felt himself getting closer and closer to cumming, and his thrusts only got more frantic and his hips stuttered between them. She was a whining mess, nodding and begging him to make her cum. His hands shook slightly as he undid her restraints, wanting to hold her hands properly as he made her his own. âGonna stay with me after this.. Gonna be my little wife here.. Never gonna let you go after thisâŚâ Jonathan was mumbling possessive words of adoration, thrusting sloppily until her back arched, and she squirted.
His eyes grew wide. Jonathan was, without a doubt, a skilled lover, but he hadnât ever made a girl squirt for him before. The efforts of his thrusts doubled and he was practically pounding her into the mattress. She was overstimulated, and her whines grew an octave in pathetic mewls for him to finish.
He buried his cock deep inside her, spurting out his seed into her unprotected hole. They laid together in comfortable silence, until she realized he hadnât pulled out.
âJonathan.. Why.. why didnât you pull out?â her voice had lost all its affection, now dripping in fear, and frustration.Â
âSweet girl, youâre mine now. I need to keep you here somehow.â
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